deleting the ol’ bloggo
ive been meaning to make this post for a while but tbh i knew it would be a hard/weird one to make haha.
for all of u who have been following me for a while, you know i used to post art on here a lot. it was my reason for being on here and was so fulfilling. the way i always got noticed for my work on here was by getting involved in fandoms (as it often is for artists on the internet). i met some amazing people on here through these fandoms, people who had a huge impact on my life (even if they don’t know it). literally ive spoken to so many of you and so it wouldn’t be easy to call you all out for being great but specifically wanna say @batarangst, @mutiemenace, @bestiarivm : thank you guys. i know i havent spoken to any of you in, HOO, a long ass time but just know that you guys have helped significantly in making me feel proud of my work and comfortable with who I am.
I SUPPOSE I SHOULD CUT TO THE CHASE HERE: as per the title, im going to be deactivating this blog in the super near future. the truth is that i just don’t get on here anymore, and while i have a LOT of memories attached to this blog, i am not sure if i’ll ever be back into tumblr like i used to be and i don’t wanna give off the vibe like i will by keeping the blog around.
the reason i got big into tumblr in the first place was because i loved posting my art on here and getting feedback from people who were so incredibly kind, even when my art Sucked (and early on, It Sucked, believe me haha). i am going to school for computer art and animation and it would be wrong to not contribute some of that to the people on here who encouraged me so much. thank you. for people who have legit been following me since i loved glee and thought i was straight: holy shit, thank you. weirdly enough you kinda witnessed my “evolution”, haha.
i don’t really make fanart anymore, which is another reason i’m deactivating this blog. if i ever come back to tumblr, i want to be making art again for the internet yknow? but i want it to be my stuff. i want to come back with a solid original project for you guys, something i could really be proud of. my dream was always for that to be a webcomic, but with school it’s unrealistic that i’ll be able to post anything like that for a good while. if i ever end up getting around to that, i’ll hopefully grab this URL again and let some people know. if not, honestly, it was awesome hanging with you guys for the past….damn, 5 years or so.
extra thanks to @marssan, @kurzz, @nikittypaprika, and one more night vale artist whose current url i forget but the url used to be “fashiondisastercecil” FOREVER ago haha: you guys were big big art inspiration for me, and still are. im sorry that we didnt talk as much as i most likely wanted to but you guys are awesome, seriously.
anyways! sorry this post is so long haha, but i had lots to say.
i have a vimeo and reddit that i can give out for anyone that im mutuals with and have spoken to over the years and stuff who want to keep in touch/see what work im putting out these days. other than that,
peace out guys ✌