tell him his kid brother was sorry he never got to pay him back for all the times he stood up for me .
ok i realized i was getting overwhelmed every fuckin time i logged onto jeff bc of the amount of things i owe ?? just 70+ drafts and messages is like . .. . tooo much . i want to write with all of you and a lot of the debate of whether or not i would just start over had to do with that, because i feel horrible for dropping what was on this blog. so i’m moving, same url, and dropping everything save for a few threads w kari tbh. if there’s a thread that we have that YOU would like to continue, just let me know !! i’m only dropping everything bc a lot of it is pretty old. i’m hoping that this move will help revive jeff’s muse and over all help me feel calmer on tumblr again.
i’ll reblog it abunch when i finally make a promo but you can now find jeff over @leftlimp
ok i realized i was getting overwhelmed every fuckin time i logged onto jeff bc of the amount of things i owe ?? just 70+ drafts and messages is like . .. . tooo much . i want to write with all of you and a lot of the debate of whether or not i would just start over had to do with that, because i feel horrible for dropping what was on this blog. so i’m moving, same url, and dropping everything save for a few threads w kari tbh. if there’s a thread that we have that YOU would like to continue, just let me know !! i’m only dropping everything bc a lot of it is pretty old. i’m hoping that this move will help revive jeff’s muse and over all help me feel calmer on tumblr again.
i’ll reblog it abunch when i finally make a promo but you can now find jeff over @leftlimp
hello angels i’ve been mia most of this week and tbh i really am Not Okay physically or mentally at this point. i’ve gotten to a point where i am getting physically sick every single day because i work myself up so much. my anxiety is so horrible and i’m doing my best to get better. i talked to my therapist yesterday and am going to my primary doctor tonight to see if there’s something more than just anxiety wrong with me. my stomach is constantly in knots, i haven’t been to work in two and a half days and i just constantly feel like a wreck. i come onto tumblr to express myself and surround myself with things and PEOPLE that i truly care about both as writing partners and as people and so i feel so horrible saying i don’t have any idea what my activity is going to look like in the future. but these constant overwhelming feelings of anxiety and nausea and just not really feeling like myself are becoming too much to handle. a lot of my anxiety’s have to do with stuff going on irl so i know that they’re not completely out of nowhere, but until i can get myself into a better situation physically and more importantly, mentally, i’m going to step back. i’ll still check in primarily on amy ( @wonknot ) so if you ever need to get in touch with me send me an im t/here. i love you all so much honestly and i can not possibly tell how appreciatiave i am to have so many wonderful writing partners and people in my life.
𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐍𝐄 : who were you before the world killed you?
hello it’s not munday and i’m tired but i feel like i havent posted pictures of myself in a while so Here .
he’s a sole survivor . you can see it on his face , in his bones , defined by his lonely blood that sings for those who share it , but whom have been reclaimed by the earth that bore them . yet even from the ashes and the dust , even gold can glimmer , and heir apparent is he— little orphan prince !
a v close friend of mine just told me super serious news and i literally responded with a meme
i feel v ??? free n comfortable on amy so that’s where u can find me! @wonknot
idk the context to this scene but it’s a mood
this was lucy and jeff’s first dance song and u bet ur ass it was cheesy as fuckin hell
me Two Days Ago: i’m not making any new blogs i’m barely on this one i need to just focus on jeff and making icons
me Now: what if i made an apocalypse oc. ... .. . . .. ....
“rick’s brother, jeff, is my age. i’m two years younger than rick. i met his brother senior year of high school”
“it started with the brother? i’m all ears”
“it’s nothing like that... we were friends.”
walkers are smart enough to pick up bricks and use them to break through the stores glass but walk past the group hiding under their cars ??
HEAD NODS SLOWLY and there’s a comfort in the feel of his brother’s hand upon his shoulder. Rick doesn’t know what to say, at first, letting a brief silence stretch between them. “M’okay,” he knows Jeff won’t BUY that but opening up about his pain has never been a strength. Rick usually keeps his emotions held close, even around family – not wanting to burden others, and honestly, not even sure how to put what he feels into WORDS in the first place. There’s too much left to do, not a lot of room for letting himself fall apart. Despite being weighed down by guilt and loss – a loss no parent should know – he can’t help trying to keep his head up, mind focused on the fight left to be had. “I WILL be,” he adds in a low voice, gaze finally shifting to meet his brother’s.
in another life jeff would have laughed in his brother’s face for giving such a bullshit response . one filled with less sorrow and loss . now , he gladly would have accepted any of the following : angry , pissed off , furious , sad , heartbroken , quite possibly dead inside . but okay ? an emotional recluse , a title both grimes boys share humbly . and as much as jeff tried to poke and prod he knew it was next - to - useless , that rick was a man’s man and he’d deal with blow after blow but brush it off because there was still work to be done . jeff both admired and despised that about him . instead , head nods solemnly and fingers squeeze once . as much as the loss killed jeff he could not begin to imagine the grief that rick was feeling , how it was tearing him apart from the inside out .
❛ you got people here , rick . ❜ though he sounds so hopelessly hopeful , brows furrowed . ❛ don’t try to do everything by yourself . let me help you , tell me what i can do . ❜
hi just now i thought my brother was being really deep on twitter but he was just quoting an eminem song