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Hi world,

It’s been a minute since I’ve last been on this. Life has changed so much for me - all of which I’ve been taking in slowly and trying to adjust to all the (good) change that has come my way.

Here are my ~updates~

I started to date my best friend. Although it was so hard at first to come to terms with our feelings and wondering if it would all work out or if it would fail and we’d lose each other, he is quite honestly my soulmate. I didn’t think I had believed in that. But he’s made me believe that soulmates exist because I found him. “Love” doesn’t encapsulate what I feel for him. It’s been amazing.

Ya girl graduated! What a ride college was. Quite possibly the best four years of my life. I’ve learned so much about my field and about myself. Such a great period of growth. Go Canes.

I started my first full time job with a tech company in a payments space. A lot of us have their cards in our wallet 😉 I love my job so far. It’s been great to see my knowledge go to work and great to see what I can still learn outside of school. I love learning, this is exactly what I wanted.

I moved out of Miami and into St. Louis. And although the adjusting has been soooo hard, and leaving my mom has been so difficult, St. Louis is good so far. The people are by far the nicest I’ve met. People say hello and good morning like it’s normal. The cold... yeah, definitely not used to that. I miss my mom too much to even explain but I don’t tell her that otherwise she’d kill me.

Those are essentially the biggest life updates. I found a therapist up here to help me cope with my general anxiety disorder and to help me certify my pup, Charlie, as an emotional support animal. She’s also uncovering a lot of my issues with my eating disorder (which I had for about 6 years of my life) and still deal with now.

Life has taken so many crazy turns for me, but it’s been going up lately. I’m happy. Feels odd to say that, but I’m working on myself in the best way possible.

Anyway, happy hump day, thank you for reading about my life. I barely go on this anymore, but I kinda miss the people, so who knows maybe I’ll be back. If ya wanna connect, find me on the ‘gram. Til next time.

hi friends,

irma has hit and I am alive/safe/still have a home

still not safe to leave the house yet, but just my small update

been a minute since I’ve been on here life’s good football starts next week school is ending in a year might go to laaaaw school I’m super busy