Am I wide awake because of the full moon? Or because it’s finally Friday?? Or because I’m up thinking about my next moves in life because work is annoying??
I need something to think about other than the fact that my crush is coming over Friday night to meet my dog and watch a movie together. It’s our first solo hang. Idk what to do with myself.
i forgot how much i loved TATBILB
speaking of which i might get to hang out with three crushes all within the next week, 4 if i can manage to run into Hozier. im gonna be a mess
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My crush. Uuuuuugh my crush. I’m obsessed even more now that we hung out again. I need him to make a move besides liking my insta story lol
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It’s not the diamonds, It’s not the pearls 🤍
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YAHYA ABDUL-MATEEN II — The 76th Annual Tony Awards | June 11, 2023
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I have a new crush.
Well he’s not a new crush, I met him two months ago and saw him again tonight and idk he just like makes them best eye contact and thought it was cool I worked in an insectarium and I want him to take me to the natural history museum. We are gonna honeymoon in Italy.
UNIVERSE, do your thing.
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Tina Turner in a costume designed by Bob Mackie (1978)
Tried speed dating for the first time. Total bust lmao. Some of the girls were trying to leave before it even started 😭 there were not enough guys. And of the slim pickings, like three of them were cute 😬 but all the girls were fab and sweet so making friends yay
My tenth grade crush just followed me on insta so now I’m nervous bc he needs to still think I’m cool. Also lemme go to NYC. He owes me a cuppa.
Rye Lane is my fav movie of the year so far. Def gonna be a comfort/rewatch romcom from now on if Hulu doesn’t remove it.
What does one do after a break up??? I just called it off w/ my bf and idk what to do with myself. Like I want a drink. I want sangria.
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my bf is so annoying bc why as a man are you being randomly insecure and unsure about our relationship? Like… all I do is is sit in my room and mind my business. I want to believe that not being long distance would calm him down but I feel like even if I did move for him he’d find something new to be upset about like me not wanting him over 24/7. He’s already upset I don’t want to move into his condo. What does he want me to do?
I wish I could remember what this was about. It’s still an issue.
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Should i stay in DC where i can barely afford to live and have few friends? Or ask my boss if I can move to ATL where my bf is? (even though i’m also applying for a bunch of other jobs that arent in DC or ATL and arent remote bc I dont know what I’m doing w/ my life)
Thiiiiiinking I might end up in my hometown right before Christmas. I can’t find a place in DC and as much as I would hate the actual process of moving, home is probably my best option. I can save up. I can have my own space. My dog could have a yard. I’d be closer to family, friends, and work. 🤷🏾♀️ I’m just bad at making decisions. And it doesn’t even have to be a permanent thing. I could hate it and move in a year having saved up some money. I don’t think I’d miss out on much in DC. I wanted to give the city a shot but I can always come back.
Yea okay I think I’m gonna go home for at least a few months. Keeping it temporary I think helps. But then what do I do with my stuff? Put it on storage? What about my car??
ok just kidding today i went for a walk and decided i wanted to stay in DC. I found thee cutest loft and I’ve always wanted a loft so hopefully it isnt a scam. I’d be so upset. geez.
Was a scam. I am giving up on DC. Especially since I don’t need to be here. My dad suggested I rent an apt back home and have my sister live with me. I looked up the prices and I could literally get a 2bd back home for cheaper than I could get a studio apt here. It’s so dumb.
Ugh but then I went on a walk and I love how walkable it is here. I feel less trapped and restrained. My parents want me to stay here now. I might downgrade to a studio though to make it work. And if I actually downsize I’ll want to be home less and actually go out and do things more. Uuuuuuuuuugh. I’ll decide tomorrow.
I found an apartment down the street from where i am now and it was $1665 per month. I was like perfect. i scheduled a tour. once my tour ended i went home to apply and it was $1750. it is now $2005. i got so sad i cried and took a nap. then i decided to just look for studios. found a couple for less than $1700. i just dont understand how prices change so fast.
Back to probably just moving home for a few months to hopefully save money and buy a condo or something in the spring. Rent is a scam. (Home ownership is probably also a scam but I’ll figure it out)
Jk found a place in Maryland. Hope I get approved and that all works out.
Jk today I got a call that a law school in my hometown is trying to poach me so maybe I should go home UUUUUUUGH
Update: put my stuff in storage and am flying home for the holidays. I had two final round interviews last week for jobs I think I’d be really good at in ATL and NYC. I’m more excited about NYC but would probably take either one??? Don’t know what salary would be. Aaaah we’ll see. And since they’re both at universities they’d want to start at the beginning of the semester but there’s less than two weeks between then and now for me to put in a notice???
Update: got back to DC yesterday. Stayed home for three months and saved. I move into my new place Friday. I’m excited to be back, I’ll just be broke lol
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every morning i check tumblr and have to block a few new pornbot followers and i feel like an old rancher, broom in hand, up at dawn desperately swatting away the girls from my blog like they are spiders at my front porch