The Trickster

“Gabriel, calm down. We know how strong and powerful you are.”

“Hey, You got a vessel that is a nice height and mine is… a little underwhelming.”

“I think your vessel is quite attractive. Even if small, size doesn’t matter.”

“hmph… I know i’m attractive..”

Rolls his eyes and messes with his hair. “Stop pouting. Let’s see those huge wings of yours.”

“Yes sir!” Gabriel’s wings popped out of his back in excitement “Nice to have these bad boys out.” 

Castiel’s eyes lit up and he immediately starts to groom them. They were so soft and thick that he couldn’t help but bury his face in them. “They look very good. Ready for battle…or possibly a snuggle or two.”

Gabriel’s wings reacted to Castiel, wrapping around him “I think they could do both right now..” He looked back at him and did a small smile at the sight of him in his wings “You enjoying them back there..?”

“Yes.” The angel admitted and snuggled in. He felt like a little fledgling again wrapped up in his big brother’s wings. In a way, Cas would always have that part of him that remained kind of like a fledglings. He’d chirp and chrrr often which most angels grow out of at a certain age. “Let’s fly again, brother. It’s been a long time doing so. We can go wherever you wish.”

“Hm...” He rapped his face for a while before grinning “How about Hawaii? It’s beautiful and they know how to make the best drinks. How bout it kid?” Gabriel’s wings stretched out, ready to head off as soon as Castiel answered. “You’ll like it. If not then I’ll make it fun.” He grinned

Castiel heard that, and his heart sunk in sadness. “Funny hah? Imagine that the boys are dead now…” he growled. He left the food in front of him and moved outside furious. Castiel hadn’t deal with their deaths… Yet… And he didn’t want to. He sat outside and hugged his knees, trying to calm and not to think about them.

Gabriel watched confused and followed him “What do you mean deaths? I don’t kill them.” Gabriel forced Castiel up on his feet “I may be a dick but I don’t kill for fun..” He sighed and shook his head “Can’t believe this…”

Castiel looked at him. “I didn’t say you killed them. But I am sorry that I feel uncomfortable to remember funny times of two people I loved and considered as family” he said and kept staring at him. “You don’t feel anything about them, don’t you?”

Gabriel opened his mouth but hesitated “No I don’t. I wasn’t around them as much as you.. Sure they helped me sometimes but the favor was mutual.. sometimes..” He rubbed his temples “Just come back inside when you’re ready…”

Castiel cried out loud and broke down in front of Gabriel. “After I turned human, I run away from them… And a vampire got me to make me their blood slave… Another slave to another master… And they came to save me… Sam… Sam died in the attempt to save me and Dean and I were left. Dean took care of me… I loved him… In any way imaginable… And we had an affair until…” he pulled his hair in pain. “Until he decided to go on a suicide mission to honor his brother and died too. In my hands… This is why I don’t want to have fun! This is why I lost it! Because Dean was the only person that helped me not to freak out after the mess in heaven…” 

“….” Gabriel stared at Castiel with a hard to read face and he look around “…I see… Well I guess we aren’t gonna do it…” He sat next to him and stared out at the fake scenery “I’ve never loved a human as you have.. so I am unsure of how to feel..”

Castiel looked at him. “I was used by our brother like a pet, and all I had was Dean and Sam. And they both died” he swept his tears and looked confused at him. “How can you call yourself a free and independent person, when you don’t know what to do with freedom? What ’s the point of being free if you can’t have emotions?”

Gabriel smiled at him “I’ve shut away my emotions. And now I can’t remember how to feel things other than anger and sadness.” He shrugged “We really weren’t suppose to have emotions anyway… But I guess that is our secret weakness. I have one night stands, not one life love…”

Castiel looked at him. “Well, where’s the good thing about shutting away your feelings, if all you feel is anger and pain? I always had emotions, and you knew that, angel and human, and you just left me with Naomi playing with my head. And then Raphael, using me like nothing. Dean helped me to get through this, but when he died, I lost all I had and got back to the situation I was, before him…”

“I didn’t exactly have a choice..” he sighed and stood up “I prefer to only feel those so I don’t go crazy. Angels and Archangels aren’t the same. I was the outcast believe it or not. If you need me I’ll be next door..” Gabriel snapped, making a second room appear next to the original one before walking in

Castiel sat there and sighed in sadness. He got inside the room, only to go to his bag and take the most precious thing Dean left him. His diary. Yeah, as funny as it was, he started writing a diary when Sam died and found Cas again, scared and lonely after heaven’s tortures. He wrote everything, how he felt, how he approached him, how he made him open again and talk about everything. Castiel sat outside again, his back against the door and felt calm as it was raining. ‘Might Gabriel is upset still’ he thought and preferred not to go and find out. 

Gabriel became bored so he decided to go back to Castiel’s room. Luckily he was able to catch his brother from falling as he opened the the door, placing him back on his feet “Careful kid, that could’ve hurt.” His arms crossed at Castiel in a parenting way.

Castiel sighed sadly and looked down. “Thank you brother” he gave him a soft shy smile. Then he looked away again. “The rain is beautiful and calming, isn’t?” he asked taking a deep breath and smelling the soil and listening the sound rain did as falling to the ground.

Gabriel raised an eyebrow and slightly smiled at him “I suppose so... You like it?” Gabriel made it pour a little harder as he stepped out into it with his arms spread out to his sides “Feels nice.”

“Gabriel, calm down. We know how strong and powerful you are.”

“Hey, You got a vessel that is a nice height and mine is… a little underwhelming.”

“I think your vessel is quite attractive. Even if small, size doesn’t matter.”

“hmph… I know i’m attractive..”

Rolls his eyes and messes with his hair. “Stop pouting. Let’s see those huge wings of yours.”

“Yes sir!” Gabriel’s wings popped out of his back in excitement “Nice to have these bad boys out.” 

Castiel’s eyes lit up and he immediately starts to groom them. They were so soft and thick that he couldn’t help but bury his face in them. “They look very good. Ready for battle…or possibly a snuggle or two.”

Gabriel’s wings reacted to Castiel, wrapping around him “I think they could do both right now..” He looked back at him and did a small smile at the sight of him in his wings “You enjoying them back there..?”

Gabriel’s inner monologue is a beautiful thing.

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Big brother Gabriel and Little Brother Cas ~

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“Gabriel, calm down. We know how strong and powerful you are.”

“Hey, You got a vessel that is a nice height and mine is… a little underwhelming.”

“I think your vessel is quite attractive. Even if small, size doesn’t matter.”

“hmph… I know i’m attractive..”

Rolls his eyes and messes with his hair. “Stop pouting. Let’s see those huge wings of yours.”

“Yes sir!” Gabriel’s wings popped out of his back in excitement “Nice to have these bad boys out.” 

“Gabriel, calm down. We know how strong and powerful you are.”

“Hey, You got a vessel that is a nice height and mine is… a little underwhelming.”

“I think your vessel is quite attractive. Even if small, size doesn’t matter.”

“hmph... I know i’m attractive..”

“Gabriel, calm down. We know how strong and powerful you are.”

“Hey, You got a vessel that is a nice height and mine is... a little underwhelming.”

Castiel heard that, and his heart sunk in sadness. “Funny hah? Imagine that the boys are dead now…” he growled. He left the food in front of him and moved outside furious. Castiel hadn’t deal with their deaths… Yet… And he didn’t want to. He sat outside and hugged his knees, trying to calm and not to think about them.

Gabriel watched confused and followed him “What do you mean deaths? I don’t kill them.” Gabriel forced Castiel up on his feet “I may be a dick but I don’t kill for fun..” He sighed and shook his head “Can’t believe this…”

Castiel looked at him. “I didn’t say you killed them. But I am sorry that I feel uncomfortable to remember funny times of two people I loved and considered as family” he said and kept staring at him. “You don’t feel anything about them, don’t you?”

Gabriel opened his mouth but hesitated “No I don’t. I wasn’t around them as much as you.. Sure they helped me sometimes but the favor was mutual.. sometimes..” He rubbed his temples “Just come back inside when you’re ready…”

Castiel cried out loud and broke down in front of Gabriel. “After I turned human, I run away from them… And a vampire got me to make me their blood slave… Another slave to another master… And they came to save me… Sam… Sam died in the attempt to save me and Dean and I were left. Dean took care of me… I loved him… In any way imaginable… And we had an affair until…” he pulled his hair in pain. “Until he decided to go on a suicide mission to honor his brother and died too. In my hands… This is why I don’t want to have fun! This is why I lost it! Because Dean was the only person that helped me not to freak out after the mess in heaven…” 

“….” Gabriel stared at Castiel with a hard to read face and he look around “…I see… Well I guess we aren’t gonna do it…” He sat next to him and stared out at the fake scenery “I’ve never loved a human as you have.. so I am unsure of how to feel..”

Castiel looked at him. “I was used by our brother like a pet, and all I had was Dean and Sam. And they both died” he swept his tears and looked confused at him. “How can you call yourself a free and independent person, when you don’t know what to do with freedom? What ’s the point of being free if you can’t have emotions?”

Gabriel smiled at him “I’ve shut away my emotions. And now I can’t remember how to feel things other than anger and sadness.” He shrugged “We really weren’t suppose to have emotions anyway… But I guess that is our secret weakness. I have one night stands, not one life love…”

Castiel looked at him. “Well, where’s the good thing about shutting away your feelings, if all you feel is anger and pain? I always had emotions, and you knew that, angel and human, and you just left me with Naomi playing with my head. And then Raphael, using me like nothing. Dean helped me to get through this, but when he died, I lost all I had and got back to the situation I was, before him…”

“I didn’t exactly have a choice..” he sighed and stood up “I prefer to only feel those so I don’t go crazy. Angels and Archangels aren’t the same. I was the outcast believe it or not. If you need me I’ll be next door..” Gabriel snapped, making a second room appear next to the original one before walking in

Castiel sat there and sighed in sadness. He got inside the room, only to go to his bag and take the most precious thing Dean left him. His diary. Yeah, as funny as it was, he started writing a diary when Sam died and found Cas again, scared and lonely after heaven’s tortures. He wrote everything, how he felt, how he approached him, how he made him open again and talk about everything. Castiel sat outside again, his back against the door and felt calm as it was raining. ‘Might Gabriel is upset still’ he thought and preferred not to go and find out. 

Gabriel became bored so he decided to go back to Castiel’s room. Luckily he was able to catch his brother from falling as he opened the the door, placing him back on his feet “Careful kid, that could’ve hurt.” His arms crossed at Castiel in a parenting way.

Castiel heard that, and his heart sunk in sadness. “Funny hah? Imagine that the boys are dead now…” he growled. He left the food in front of him and moved outside furious. Castiel hadn’t deal with their deaths… Yet… And he didn’t want to. He sat outside and hugged his knees, trying to calm and not to think about them.

Gabriel watched confused and followed him “What do you mean deaths? I don’t kill them.” Gabriel forced Castiel up on his feet “I may be a dick but I don’t kill for fun..” He sighed and shook his head “Can’t believe this…”

Castiel looked at him. “I didn’t say you killed them. But I am sorry that I feel uncomfortable to remember funny times of two people I loved and considered as family” he said and kept staring at him. “You don’t feel anything about them, don’t you?”

Gabriel opened his mouth but hesitated “No I don’t. I wasn’t around them as much as you.. Sure they helped me sometimes but the favor was mutual.. sometimes..” He rubbed his temples “Just come back inside when you’re ready…”

Castiel cried out loud and broke down in front of Gabriel. “After I turned human, I run away from them… And a vampire got me to make me their blood slave… Another slave to another master… And they came to save me… Sam… Sam died in the attempt to save me and Dean and I were left. Dean took care of me… I loved him… In any way imaginable… And we had an affair until…” he pulled his hair in pain. “Until he decided to go on a suicide mission to honor his brother and died too. In my hands… This is why I don’t want to have fun! This is why I lost it! Because Dean was the only person that helped me not to freak out after the mess in heaven…” 

“….” Gabriel stared at Castiel with a hard to read face and he look around “…I see… Well I guess we aren’t gonna do it…” He sat next to him and stared out at the fake scenery “I’ve never loved a human as you have.. so I am unsure of how to feel..”

Castiel looked at him. “I was used by our brother like a pet, and all I had was Dean and Sam. And they both died” he swept his tears and looked confused at him. “How can you call yourself a free and independent person, when you don’t know what to do with freedom? What ’s the point of being free if you can’t have emotions?”

Gabriel smiled at him “I’ve shut away my emotions. And now I can’t remember how to feel things other than anger and sadness.” He shrugged “We really weren’t suppose to have emotions anyway… But I guess that is our secret weakness. I have one night stands, not one life love…”

Castiel looked at him. “Well, where’s the good thing about shutting away your feelings, if all you feel is anger and pain? I always had emotions, and you knew that, angel and human, and you just left me with Naomi playing with my head. And then Raphael, using me like nothing. Dean helped me to get through this, but when he died, I lost all I had and got back to the situation I was, before him…”

“I didn’t exactly have a choice..” he sighed and stood up “I prefer to only feel those so I don’t go crazy. Angels and Archangels aren’t the same. I was the outcast believe it or not. If you need me I’ll be next door..” Gabriel snapped, making a second room appear next to the original one before walking in

Castiel heard that, and his heart sunk in sadness. “Funny hah? Imagine that the boys are dead now…” he growled. He left the food in front of him and moved outside furious. Castiel hadn’t deal with their deaths… Yet… And he didn’t want to. He sat outside and hugged his knees, trying to calm and not to think about them.

Gabriel watched confused and followed him “What do you mean deaths? I don’t kill them.” Gabriel forced Castiel up on his feet “I may be a dick but I don’t kill for fun..” He sighed and shook his head “Can’t believe this…”

Castiel looked at him. “I didn’t say you killed them. But I am sorry that I feel uncomfortable to remember funny times of two people I loved and considered as family” he said and kept staring at him. “You don’t feel anything about them, don’t you?”

Gabriel opened his mouth but hesitated “No I don’t. I wasn’t around them as much as you.. Sure they helped me sometimes but the favor was mutual.. sometimes..” He rubbed his temples “Just come back inside when you’re ready…”

Castiel cried out loud and broke down in front of Gabriel. “After I turned human, I run away from them… And a vampire got me to make me their blood slave… Another slave to another master… And they came to save me… Sam… Sam died in the attempt to save me and Dean and I were left. Dean took care of me… I loved him… In any way imaginable… And we had an affair until…” he pulled his hair in pain. “Until he decided to go on a suicide mission to honor his brother and died too. In my hands… This is why I don’t want to have fun! This is why I lost it! Because Dean was the only person that helped me not to freak out after the mess in heaven…” 

“….” Gabriel stared at Castiel with a hard to read face and he look around “…I see… Well I guess we aren’t gonna do it…” He sat next to him and stared out at the fake scenery “I’ve never loved a human as you have.. so I am unsure of how to feel..”

Castiel looked at him. “I was used by our brother like a pet, and all I had was Dean and Sam. And they both died” he swept his tears and looked confused at him. “How can you call yourself a free and independent person, when you don’t know what to do with freedom? What ’s the point of being free if you can’t have emotions?”

Gabriel smiled at him “I’ve shut away my emotions. And now I can’t remember how to feel things other than anger and sadness.” He shrugged “We really weren’t suppose to have emotions anyway... But I guess that is our secret weakness. I have one night stands, not one life love...”