well-mel reblogged
this is destroying me, i don’t know how much longer i can keep going it hurts it hurts so much
this is destroying me, i don’t know how much longer i can keep going it hurts it hurts so much
dismantling summer // the wonder years
it feels like everything is my fault, i’m sorry
i‘m not okay and you don’t even care
I am someone who did not die when I should have died.
when people think having bpd is aesthetic when in reality you get suicidal 5 times a day, feeling like you’ll never be happy again, just to feel okay again 30 minutes later and then again 30 minutes later bursting out in anger and hurting someone you love the most for no reason at all, i promise it’s not cute
0% energy for everything.
I tied myself a nice noose, just wondering when I should get around to using it.. its feeling like soon.