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Nitori watches him carefully, cautiously. Then, when Rin extends his hand, he gently offers his own. He doesn’t entwine their fingers, however much he wants to, but just walks slowly with him to the edge of the pool. He’s still uncertain, but… if it’s just a slow swim, then maybe it will be easy.
Even if he isn’t sure of his future as a swimmer, he wants to show Rin that swimming—especially with him—isn’t something he’s given up on just yet. He’d balked when Rin had initially pushed him, unable to resist the yank of nerves and the inferiority that’s been gnawing at his chest all year, but the exercise ahead of him now is something he suggested himself. Not to mention it’s so simple, even a child could do it.
Releasing Rin’s hand, he sits down on the edge of the pool and slides his legs into the water. Then he pushes off the side with his hands and submerges himself, letting the water close all the way over his head before he stands, one hand on the edge of the pool for support.
"Like this?" he asks, looking up at him hopefully. It’s strange how the water almost feels foreign to him now, as if he doesn’t belong here the way Rin does. Maybe this has escalated more than he thought. "Are you sure it’s okay?"
The small, warm weight of his hand in his is a start, he thinks. His fingers squeeze around his hold just slightly before Nitori moves to slip into the water, leaving Rin to watch his head disappear under the surface before it bobs back up and those blue eyes are looking at him again. They're so earnest and hopeful that it swells something in his chest that tingles all the way down to his knees, but he's quick to wave aside his concern to make it seem like he hadn't been staring like that. Wouldn't want Nitori to think he's some kind of weirdo or something. "You worry too much."
Slowly he follows suit, sliding lazily feet-first into the water and letting his head submerge before he straightens up to look at him with a flick of his hair to keep it from dripping in his eyes. "It's not a big deal," he tells him, glancing aside to pretend to adjust one of the straps on his goggles. "Just swim with me. However you want. Relax, would you?"
He knows he's already been pushy enough tonight, but Nitori seeming so rigid about this just feels... wrong. He needs to learn to loosen up, especially when it's just the two of them. They're friends, aren't they? Well... aren't they? One of Rin's strong arms reaches to hook around Nitori's waist and try to ease him closer in the water as he kicks slowly to propell himself backwards, practically reclining back a little along the surface. "This... isn't so bad, huh?" His hold loosens to let him wriggle free if he'd prefer, but there's reluctance in his muscles. He might've forgotten how... warm he is when he's close like that - skin against skin. He might feel stupid for forgetting.