pleeease signal boost this - i am so scared

i know that i haven’t made a personal post in a while, but i’m desperate and out of options. i am very scared.

there’s a person in my home that, two days ago, kept threatening me with violence. i’m 5′2 and he’s … much bigger and taller. he almost threw glass at me, at one point he pulled out a weapon on me because i took my mom’s room (that she offered) and he threatened to pay someone to beat me up

i can’t do this anymore. before i had the option of a gofundme or a youcaring or sharing my cash.me link i had a whole suicide note drawn up, but something in me told me to do this so i’m going for it and i really hope it works out because otherwise, i have no other options and i CANNOT do it for much longer.

 i’ve been locked in my room for days. i only leave to drink water or go to the bathroom. i don’t even eat because he occupies the living room and i’d have to pass him to get to the kitchen, which is what pissed him off enough to send him on a rant threatening to end my life. nobody in my family likes the cops (for obvious reasons) and i need my laptop as that’s really one of the few material posessions i have and need for school.

my last meal was yesterday because my sister bought me food, but idk when i can be able to eat again and i’m scared because i  haven’t been downstairs eating regularly since may and i’ve lost probably 20+ pounds

i need $900. I have $95. So, a little over 10% of the way there, but still not enough. i’d hope to get it by the end of this month, but as soon as possible. $900 would go towards the deposit and rent of an apartment i’d share with 2 friends, plus any other utility or moving costs. my scholarship and my job that starts August 6th will pay off the rest in august but i have to leave asap because i can’t do this much longer. 

i hate tying my identity to this blog.

my cash.me link is cash.me/$yss1rhc 

i have a youcaring link (takes paypal) and a gofundme link (takes 5% of all donations) that, if you ask for, i can pm to you to donate (because it does contain personal information, please only ask for it if you know you’re going to donate and you can’t pay with a card (i understand.) 

otherwise, i’m content with the cash.me

if you can’t donate, please, i’m begging you to reblog because i don’t know what to do anymore. usually i draw and offer commissions but my mental health is completely shot and i can’t… do anything.

if you donate, i do believe in positive energy and i’ll find a way to pay it back + pay it forward because it warms me how much people have helped me so far.

i wouldn’t do this if i didn’t think it was absolutely necessary. my heart is breaking at the fact that i would ever have to do this. 

i would rather sleep on a floor with boxes in an empty room than sleep in the same house as a person who’d rather risk throwing his life and son away because he hates me that much.  thank you so much.

thank you so much for helping me you guys, i’m honestly starting to cry because i didn’t think i’d get so much help so soon. I’ve already gotten $45 within an hour. Oh my gooood thank you sooo much.

i also tried to tag it appropriately so hopefully i didn’t miss anything. thank you again. 

Mad to be Normal dir. Robert Mullan 

Does anyone know where I can watch this movie

Lessons on nature with Miss Patricia

Alan Turing’s Legacy - The Imitation Game (2014)

Just a quick post before I head off to my night class, but the use of mirroring between Hardy & Miller has been pretty strong this season. Characters who are close (and ESPECIALLY characters who are headed for romance) generally pick up on each other’s mannerisms, behaviour and speech patterns - it’s a common device to show growth. In cases where 2 characters are introduced as hating each other, the reason they hate each other is because that person will contain something within their personalities that the other one needs, and it forces them to confront that need or deficiency. For example - a fussy neat freak is paired with a sloppy daredevil. They hate each other at first, until the neat freak learns they need to loosen up, and the daredevil understands they need to take more responsibility for their actions. Once they have achieved equilibrium within themselves and become better by subsuming some of their partner’s personality, the two may live happily and in harmony. In buddy cop movies, that means partnership. In romcoms, it means marriage. 

For Hardy and Miller, they quite obviously make up for the deficiencies in each other’s personalities. At first, Ellie was too kind and trusting - too naive in many ways. Hardy was too - well, hardened. At the end of S1, Ellie had become more hardened - a better detective. Hardy had softened, opened himself up to emotion and friendship, become more like her. In S2, the habit of copying and mirroring each other became more pronounced. 

In BC3, the process has definitely come to a head. Ellie’s no longer innocent. She’s a fucking great detective and she knows full well what it means to feel loss, pain and betrayal. Hardy’s no longer hung up on the past and unable to see the future. He’s still his thin and grouchy self, but he’s also made a home for his daughter, he’s got a best friend, he has a job he loves, and he wants to start dating too. People - human relationships - he’s getting there. 

But back to mirroring. It’s plain as day that these two are more in sync than ever. They’re genuinely at ease with each other, and they work like a well-oiled machine, like they are - dare I say - two halves of a whole. They started out hating each other. They’ve become more like each other. They love each other. And now they’re mirroring each other in profound ways. There were two pivotal moments amongst a number of smaller examples this season that I wanted to draw attention to. These are:

S03E06 - in a sequence that directly mirrors Hardy’s address to the media as the camera flits to different suspects and people’s reactions in S01E01, Ellie addresses the media and the camera gauges suspects’ and people’s reactions. We all remember how Miller became angry with Hardy when he put her on the spot to give a speech to the station in the first series - just look at how far she’s come. From Hardy throwing her in it and her feeling unprepared to take on what’s usually the DI’s prerogative, now Ellie, the hardened, experienced and brilliant detective, is comfortably addressing the media just as he did. “We will catch whoever did this” ended Hardy’s address and “we will do everything we can to capture the person responsible and bring them to justice” ends Ellie’s. A little older and a little wiser, we might say of that sign off.

S03E07 - nothing could be more iconic than Hardy’s speech to those three teenagers. We’ve all been waiting for Hardy to go Full Dad on them, but while Hardy has been happy to yell and throw threats at people in the past, in this sequence it’s definitely Ellie’s energy he’s channeling. It’s made pretty clear by the way he explicitly follows her advice in tearing up the ticket and Ellie happily speaking to him after, but as for mirroring, “I will cut your tiny little cocks off” sounds a hell of a lot like “I will kick you all in the balls” or Ellie getting protective of Tom and being unwilling to jeopardise him for the case, and finally snapping “move away from me now or I will piss in a cup and throw it at you.” 

In moments when they have to step up - Ellie, when she has to be a hardened detective, and Hardy when he has to navigate human relationships - it is each other’s voice and energy that they draw strength from. The things they once hated so much about each other have now become their own great strengths.

Tales from the stage door

Sorry for the long post! So, here they are - some of the pics I took of David at the stage door at The Wyndham’s Theatre after his 2. and 3. performance of Don Juan in Soho (which you should totally go watch!). Some are better than others, but they are all magnificent because, well - it’s David Tennant! You are welcome to share, save or whatever you want - just don’t repost, please :-) 18-03-2017:

20-03-2017:

Bonus, because I know some of you will appreciate it ( @ktrosesworld. @thingsdtwears, @tyttetardis and many others!):

HAPPY TENNANT TUESDAY!!!

LaCienega Boulevardez goes to college

Black people are good people. Proud of him!

yet the news still talk bout the cash me out side girl and what kylie is wearing today… 

for @alaska-riversong

How to smuggle a 2-liter into a movie theater

Who is this comedian???