whenβs your birthday???
are you a stay at home gf?
i stay at home a lot yes
I need to wake up shake me awake pinch me knock me over I am sleeping
i actually dont know anything about you, but time to time, since 2018, i come to your blog and it gives me this one familiar feeling i really like, your blog was actually my gateway to tumblr, ive been a big fan of your blog since i was 13! there's definitely something about the things you photograph and the way you do it π and also the things you say
thank you for telling me this β‘ it matters to me (I'll try to photograph more)
how do you survive this world? how do you live as an adult? i wish i could dream my life away. pages like yours used to be my escape as a teen but it seems everyone moved on
The world has gotten really dark and twisted. I know it always was, but it's worsened. I wish I could pretend things are like they were but I'd be lying to myself (I try). I am solely surviving at this moment. Not living nor thriving. I distract myself with nonsense, but it's only a waste of my life. I need to find purpose, health, motivation and hope. I'm hoping spring will help with this. Make your own escape, get away from the things that make you feel ill.
happy valentine's day β‘
isn't it sad how being older means being boring? pooftie deleted her blog because of "i'm old and need to be married" mentality... please never change! you can be both married and have fun with things you love! pooftie loved making pretty things online but stopped because of "being old"
I agree, you can do whatever you feel like and your age shouldn't stop you (with a few exceptions). But sometimes you grow out of things. Change is the only constant.
my creativity is so fragile
The cold is trying to come inside
Do you still sell clothes (the ones you didnβt make) on Depop? Or is it all just through Etsy now? I bought a dress from you around 2017 and I still wear it all the time <3333
That makes me so happy!! β‘ My best friend and I have a depop together, it's mostly her things right now but I'm planning on listing some soon too. Have a look! We also have an instagram, it's mostly the same items as on depop but without the fees.... Here.
no more of that, please
Do you have instagram?
schoolgirl essentials
will be selling this skirt and other bits from my wardrobe very soon
is it weird to feel more safe in your own misery ? i dont want to recover for me being « normal » is losing my identity and my character. when i used to be drained mentally i knew what i wanted. i had real desires and things that makes me happy i had things that makes me sad but not im completely numb and boring like now. i hated life so much but yet it was my only source of warmth. my mental issues make me feel miserable but yet it brings me comfort and whenever i find myself getting a bit better i sabotage myself so that i dont feel empty and numb.
it's not weird or uncommon, people find comfort in sadness, you can even flee certain responsibilities. people around you stop expecting you to make an effort. it all depends on what kind of life you want. but being sad is not your identity. it can be part of who you are (currently, or forever) but there are many other things that define you.
i have my own little corner of hell, i know what you mean. it takes so much effort to even try to get out, it's sometimes easier to give in, get cosy. but you have to try, for the sake of the people around you.
he's a big boy and he's very fond of sticks