@despairprogrammer / despairprogrammer.tumblr.com
I’m not gonna be on tumblr anymore. The recent change has kinda just killed it for me and so I’ll be leaving the blogs I run.
However! You are more than welcome to add me on discord. My discord is thrip#2938.
Add me, come say hi. I don’t mind at all.
“Another me? How awful…”
“Awful? You’re one to talk, now I have both others and myself to compare everything to”
“Upupupu! Isn’t that great! I will make you despair by showing you my massively superior achievements!”
“Two Junkos?!”
“Eheeheeheeheehee...”
“I’m back.”
“You look great today Miss Junko!”
“Another me? How awful...”
"Oh! Oh! Oh! I just had a great idea for my practical exam! It doesn't even involve despair!"
“Well I can’t pick! I want you both!” He said louder, looking up, still looking sad at the choice he would have to make.
“Then I suppose you don’t truly love me then.” And Junko simply started to walk away from the small programmer, confident that if he truly was as devoted to her as he claimed, he’d come crawling back to her.
Chihiro huffed. If his tears weren't working then there was no point in pretending anymore.
"Maybe I don't because you are a rude bully! Maybe I like Mukuro more because she is nicer." He yelled, still following Junko.
despairprogrammer replied to your post:“Ishimaru said that it’s forbidden to drink…
“Oh no! Are the police going to arrest you?”
“…I will ask Enoshima to slap you twice as hard.”
Chihiro looked shocked and upset! How could someone as wonderful and kind as Togami, threaten him with this! There was only one thing to do...
Chihiro began to whimper and shrink back.
"S- Sorry..."
"Could I spread despair by explaining the plot of Evangelion to people?"
Chihiro looked down and thought about this for a moment, blushing red and trying to hold back a grin at the awful thought of what Junko would be.
“M- Maybe it would… Make me despair more if I saw you like that?” He mumbled.
She slapped him hard across the face at that. “Don’t you dare say that to me again. I am NO ONE’S servant. I have brought this world to the end of despair and I will not bow my knee to anyone who dares to think they are greater.”
"Well I can't pick! I want you both!" He said louder, looking up, still looking sad at the choice he would have to make.
Don’t tell me that the kind ones aren’t strong.
They’ve been thrown in fires but that has only hardened the iron in their veins. They’ve learned how to protect the ones they love even if it means taking the punches for them. They’ve used their warm hearts and helpful hands to reach out to people instead of hiding behind walls of hatred. They have helped guide the lost ones home because they know what it feels like to be caught in a storm.
It takes a great deal of courage to love freely, to give even though sometimes people won’t return the favor, and to hold out a hand without knowing whether someone will choose to grasp it or not.
The ones who reach out are stronger than you’ll ever know, because they’ve stared the misery of this world in the eye and instead of losing hope, have decided to just be kind.
Chihiro wiped away some tears.
“But… She is pretty and likes having me around… You are sometimes really rude and don’t like me sometimes… I want both…” Chihiro said quietly.
Junko put her hand to her forehead in exasperation. “That’s because I’m trying to show you despair! That’s all that’s truly important in this world. Why does no one, not even my sister understand that? Besides, the damn woman has been trying for months to make me into a slave and breeding tool. You think I want you to associate with someone like that?”
Chihiro looked down and thought about this for a moment, blushing red and trying to hold back a grin at the awful thought of what Junko would be.
"M- Maybe it would... Make me despair more if I saw you like that?" He mumbled.
tfw my feel is gay
