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miyoung, my life.

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thundergrace

Thank you, ladies.

I’m mad that that 10th anniversary comeback -that trainwreck- is how we leave things. SNSD deserved better than that. As OT8, they deserved more. I don’t think things would’ve turned out differently if they got the legendary comeback they deserved -because obviously these members made up their minds long ago- BUT it’s just really fucked up that that’s their last hoorah. They should’ve gone out with a bang and by “they” I mean Seohyun, Sooyoung and Tiffany. But considering SNSD will most likely disband altogether soon or will surely lose half its remaining fanbase, I suppose I mean the group as well. And there won’t be another comeback or chance to rectify that situation now.

I’ve been suspecting Tiffany and Sooyoung were the members who hadn’t resigned. I’m taken aback by Seohyun, though. However, I completely get it, SM was holding her back. Seohyun has so much ambition, I didn’t think she’d remain tied down to SM or SNSD for much longer, tbh. 

Tiffany, that’s a loyal bitch, so jot that down. She dedicated her life to this group, hardcore. SM fucked that up. She was so ride or die for this group. I’m actually so happy for her or, I will be once I’m over this heartbreak. They’ve never done right by her and after last year, honestly, fuck them. Tiffany leaving SM is one of the bravest things I’ve seen anyone do in a while.

Sooyoung, I have no idea what happened there. Perhaps she wants to be free to marry. That’s not reductive or sexist to say because she literally wouldn’t be able to marry as long as she was an idol. And this contract of course would’ve been for years, how long should she wait? Leaving SM isn’t ending her career but it is breaking one of the chains of idol life. If she wants to make acting her focus and move forward in her relationship, good for her. Actually, doesn’t matter her reasons for leaving, that’s her business and good for her.

I’m proud of Jessica, Tiffany, Seohyun, and Sooyoung for putting themselves first. It’s not selfish to realize you’re not getting what you need out of what is essentially a business arrangement, especially when the arrangement is with a toxic company like SM (think about how they literally sabotaged the 10-anniversary comeback just to spite the girls who are leaving). And it’s not selfish if you realize it’s simply time for the next chapter in your life.

I said before that I will always be thankful to the girls no matter what happened with the contracts. They’ve given up 11 years of their lives. They gave us 11 years of their lives and the entirety of their 20s pretty much. That’s more than most girl groups have had to sacrifice, the burden of being one of the last ggs standing, I suppose.

SNSD might but done, certainly the SNSD we have come to love is done. But they’re legends, that can’t be taken away. 

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fy-bestie

[DAHYE TWITTER]

To Bestiny…
Hello this is Dahye.  First of all, I’m sorry for surprising you with news that wasn’t good. Since you found out at a time I hadn’t expected I was also very taken aback and have been out of it all day you know. I even prepared something beforehand and hoped to get my thoughts out to the fans who’d be very shocked, but I’m truly sorry I couldn’t even do that.
Right now our Bestinies are all probably asleep right guys? While dreaming of a new tomorrow. Now I’m going to dream of a bit of a different new tomorrow. In the future I’ve dreamed of until now I was always with the members and our fans. However now I can’t do that, I’m too upset… and my heart hurts… Our fans are probably so tired of waiting, and I think I made things harder on you, I feel guilty you guys. I hoped you wouldn’t resent me, I had been very worried about that as well. Maybe you won’t hate me…
But thinking about it again, our fans had always been that way. Every time we’d meet with the fans after a long time those few times before, I wondered what I could say to give you strength. That was my only concern. I couldn’t even say anything and had turned around. While reading the letters you’d handed me on my way home there were a lot of instances I nearly cried for no reason. In your letters you were already past knowing my heart and situation, rather they were filled with even more comforting, supportive, and warm-hearted words for me. I think I laughed at myself for only worrying so unnecessarily.
Even now it seems that way. Rather, seeing the fans who support me and are understanding, I thought of myself as a quite blessed and happy person. No matter the situation you were always there for me, you realized my heart with just a glance, I’m grateful and amazed you guys. Could this really be the power of your hearts? 
I’ll cherish everything we’ve done together as BESTie as precious memories for the rest of my life and will work even harder. If you support the future me, Dahye, I will be grateful to you. I’ll return with a good image. Please wait for me!

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[UJI TWITTER]

Our Bestiny  You’re very surprised aren’t you..? Firstly, to our Bestinies who suffered so much, believed in us, and waited for us, I wanted to deliver you good news but I’m unable to do that so all I can be is very apologetic. You were probably very disappointed and surprised but I saw the fans’ posts that instead encouraged me, supported me, and thanked me and my heart dropped so much. It was difficult seeing you so close and I know very well you’d wait and suffer for us so my heart hurts much much more.. But even until the end I couldn’t repay you once and am indebted to the fans like this..  Even though I’m usually someone who doesn’t have confidence and is very timid, promoting as a member of BESTie I was viewed as a way more pretty and cool person than I saw myself as thanks to the fans’ love and it’s thanks to the fans who discovered the good sides of me I didn’t even know I had that I became very confident and truly felt “I’m also a person who is pretty and can be loved” and “I’m an alright person after all”. It was always because of the fans that I received a lot of healing and experienced a lot of happiness from the fans’ love, and seeing the fans who liked watching me I thought not only that but I thought oftentimes that it was a great relief. Likewise I thought I needed to become the coolest singer for the fans, just like how they viewed me as, and I think that had very much so become my motivation. I was off to a good start but there were also many times I hated myself for falling into slumps and doing my job poorly and there were a lot of regrettable stages I didn’t like as well, but even during those moments you supported me, monitored me meticulously, and even when I was upset you were even more upset than I was. You don’t know how reassured I was seeing our fans who were unconditionally on my side. Should I convey my eternally grateful heart? Should I write a letter to Bestiny? These things I’d thought about remain with me even now and I’m very upset but.. In the future I’m not sure how and with what image I’ll end up seeing the fans again, but I’ve gotten stronger from the fans’ support and will work hard so that I may surely be able to come see you again with a good image. Thank you for creating many good memories and happy memories for me these past 4 years. I’m sincerely grateful to you for supporting me until the end. Thank you for being by my side and loving me who is still lacking. Today as usual, I’m sorry, I thank you, and I love you.

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psyoungs

#MYOnceInALifetime #IJustWannaTiffany

my youth was filled with you, and as time go past, nothing has change. your eyesmile is still the same, and so is your smile. you’re the sunshine people need in their lives, so thank you. to many more years to go with you, and let’s continue to grow together.
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kimseokjin
Happy 29th Birthday to our Brightest Gem!~ Thank you for being so strong, especially throughout this past year! You’re so inspirational, kind, bright, and caring! Please don’t ever let anyone change you. We’re very proud of how far you went with your career and how much you have achieved at such a young age. Keep chasing your dreams and we’ll be there to support you! As my favorite quote from you says: “Everything will be good as long as you do your best. Because if you do, there will be no regrets.” Thank you for being you!~ #MyOnceinALifeTime
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