{{I’m still alive, all. I’m just dealing with a lot of stress at the moment and have zero energy to do anything at all creative. I’ll be back as soon as I can. I love you all... I hope things are going really well with everyone.}}
{{Uggghhh, sorry, all. Life got silly busy over the past few days, mostly work. Still not feeling great, but basically okay. Things should slow down, starting tomorrow. I’ll be back soon. Love you all, hope things are going wonderfully for you.))
{{Ugh, I have a low-grade fever and am so tired. I’ll be back tomorrow to do some replies. I’m gonna get to bed soon for tonight. Love you guys, and I hope to talk with you really soon...}}
{{Hi, all... Just wanted to drop a line saying that I’m still alive and metabolizing... i’m going through a thing (fighting off an illness, maybe?) where I’m just bone tired all the time. I’m hoping an early night to bed will help tonight. I want to come back tomorrow, and if I don’t get stuck at work late, I will. There’s just been a lot of stuff going on... Love you, and talk to you soon.}}
{{I have to go to bed, all, but it was nice to be back... I’ll back again, soon. Love you all, and thank you!}}
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I might not be active on my blog anymore but I am giving you LOVE from my little Kevin muse
{{Thank you, my dear! That means a lot to me!}}
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(Eyy I’m alive!! Also I hate fading muse I want to play my dragon lady daughter more!) Rachel walked into the station but she seemed to have someone hiding behind her. As well as a dog size spider walking along side. “Hey Cecil I decided to bring star over to test how well she’s doing.” (Mixedbagofocs)
{{OMG, missed you! So glad you’re back!}}
Cecil squealed with delight. “EEEEEE! Rachel, she’s sooooooo cute! Can I pet her, huh? I just love animals…”
Star was very quiet for a good while before she spoke again eyes trained the floor this time. “I guess y-you guys are r-right. I just I’m t-tired of hurting I w-want to be able s-see things o-other than inky s-shapes. I’m sick of n-nightmares and having a-almost so memory of a-anything. Most o-of all I miss my f-friend I just w-want to be normal a-again!” She shouted black tears streaming down her face. Rachel immediately scooped her up and walked over to a chair. Holding star close as she sobbed into Rachel. “I know and if I could have sparred you both from the pain I would in a heartbeat. But I promise you I will find a way to make things better for you star. Mark my words”
Cecil got up from his chair and hovered around them anxiously. He wanted to give Star a hug, but he didn’t want to upset her further.
“Yes, yes, Rachel is here for you… And I am, too. If – if there’s anything I can do for you, let me know. I could… you say you had a friend you lost? I… I can’t bring them back, probably, but… I’d be proud to be your friend, Star!”
Rachel could tell how anxious Cecil was wanting to help. Unfortunately there wasn’t much he do until she calmed star. Fortunately she did manage to get star to stop sobbing. As she carefully wipe the tears from the poor souls eyes.
“Y-You wouldn’t w-want me as a f-friend. I wasn’t s-strong enough. I was t-too scared I failed K-Kevin. I failed t-the town. I failed e-everyone.” Tears threatened to spill over again until Rachel wiped them away again. “Hey hey that’s wasn’t your fault. Strex was very strong we just barely beat it back. Your a lot stronger than you think. I mean you managed to fight against whatever was controlling you. That’s really strong right then.”
“That’s true, Star! Rachel’s right, that’s pretty much the opposite of weak, it’s the opposite of failure. Failure would have been to have just lay down and let them take over, or to ignore the whole thing!” He knelt in front of Star, wincing a little as his knees groaned. “You are not a failure, and I won’t stand for you saying such untruths in the radio station!”
“Uh well technically your not standing at all right now cee but we get your point.” Rachel joked trying to lighten the mood as she watched Cecil kneel flinching herself upon hearing his knees groan. Her joke earned a small smile from star.
“Hey there’s a smile. Your just trying your best that’s all you’ve done and that’s enough.Your doing so good and you’ve come so far. Your a lot tougher than you think.” Star seemed to try to bury herself into star as Rachel kept her close and let her snuggle up.
Cecil smiled softly at the pair. “Well, I am standing on my knees, Rachel,” he chuckled. “That surely must count for something!” He tentatively patted Star on the knee. “You are doing so well, Star. I’m so proud of you, if you don’t mind me saying.”
Star flinched when Cecil patted her knee as she unburied her head from Rachel’s shoulder. “Y-your proud of me?” Rachel then ran a hand through the others hair soothingly before she spoke. “You jokeing? Of course he is we both are incredibly proud! You’ve come so far from the curled up and terrified sunburned ball of scales I found out in the desert guarded by a huge spider.”
“Yes, and your scales are looking very well now, hardly a singe upon them!” Cecil enthused. “They are quite lovely and pearlescent. Very nice.”
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Cecil woke around 4 a.m., groggy and cramped and needing to pee. He nudged Static. "Hey. Hey, Stat? We should go to bed..." He whispered, so as not to wake the baby.
Static woke and looked over. “Fine… Bed…” He muttered sleepy. He hadn’t gotten the same rest as he was used to.
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Static suddenly screamed in the washroom, his voice scratchy and higher than before. ‘Where am I?’ He gasped anxiously in an old void language.
Static kept moving until his younger self finally fell asleep. He stopped with it as if he had fallen asleep too. ‘Just do what you need to to get through this…’ He thought giving a sort of permission.
Cecil finished his drink, feeling a bit better. He very much wanted another, but decided against it, remembering that he was still going to have to be a father the next day and get Lark ready for school. He sighed and heaved himself to his feet, then slumped into the living room again. He quickly shucked off his outer clothing and lay down on the couch in his undershirt and boxer shorts, put his glasses on the floor next to him, lay down, pulled an afghan over himself, and fell into a fitful sleep.
When he woke, the sun was pouring through the windows. “Ugh, Stat, why did you let me oversleep? Why – oh.”
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Luka looked at him from the chair not moving. ‘The kid got up and dressed… It’s in the kitchen.’ He replied looking over at the kitchen. 'Thanks for the bed…’
Cecil winced a little at the ‘it.’ “We call Lark they,” he said, sleepily, rubbing his eyes and then putting on his glasses. “And you’re welcome. Did you sleep all right?” He sat up with a groan, stretching his back with an audible pop-pop-pop.
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🎤-a singer and a huge fan
Earl was flipping through the radio stations when he heard the song. It was like nothing he’d ever heard before. He found more of Cecil’s songs, and started going to his shows whenever he was in town. At the end he’d hang around, hoping to run into the singer. …Not that he’d know what to do or say. But it hadn’t happened, and probably wouldn’t, so he kept trying, and hoping.
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Cecil blushed and shook his head. “I don’t know, sometimes i feel like a half… I know that I’m… I’m okay on my own, but I feel, just more real, more me when I’m with you. I hope you don’t think I’m too clingy… I have been accused of that in the past,” he added, chuckling sadly.
Earl shook his head and gently brushed his knuckles over Cecil’s face. “It’s… different. I’m okay on my own too, but I like being with you. You’re sweet and interesting and fun, and the best cuddler I know.” He snuggled a little closer. “It’s okay if you’re a little clingy. Just because some people don’t like some things about you, doesn’t make them bad things. It doesn’t make you bad.”
Cecil, his eyes brimming with tears, cupped Earl’s face in his hands. “C’mere, you beautiful guy, I wanna kiss you...” He brought his face closer to Earl’s.
{{Wow, busy weekend... I’ll be back tomorrow, but for now, I’m off to bed! Love you all, and I hope your weekends were relaxing and fun!}}
{{Ugh, today at work was bananas and then some. I have no energy, and I’m probably going to go to bed soon, even though the sun’s out. But I’ll be back as soon as I can, hopefully tomorrow. Thanks, all. You’re the best, and I love you. I hope you all are doing well, or as best as you can, and that things only get better for you from here on out.}}
{{Whoops, once again time has gotten away from me entirely. I’m so, so sorry. I’ll be back tomorrow, if I can. I had to work late tonight, and the day was oddly disjointed and stressful, and my brain is just meh. I love you guys, you are wonderful, and I love RPing with you...}}
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(Eyy I’m alive!! Also I hate fading muse I want to play my dragon lady daughter more!) Rachel walked into the station but she seemed to have someone hiding behind her. As well as a dog size spider walking along side. “Hey Cecil I decided to bring star over to test how well she’s doing.” (Mixedbagofocs)
{{OMG, missed you! So glad you’re back!}}
Cecil squealed with delight. “EEEEEE! Rachel, she’s sooooooo cute! Can I pet her, huh? I just love animals…”
Star was very quiet for a good while before she spoke again eyes trained the floor this time. “I guess y-you guys are r-right. I just I’m t-tired of hurting I w-want to be able s-see things o-other than inky s-shapes. I’m sick of n-nightmares and having a-almost so memory of a-anything. Most o-of all I miss my f-friend I just w-want to be normal a-again!” She shouted black tears streaming down her face. Rachel immediately scooped her up and walked over to a chair. Holding star close as she sobbed into Rachel. “I know and if I could have sparred you both from the pain I would in a heartbeat. But I promise you I will find a way to make things better for you star. Mark my words”
Cecil got up from his chair and hovered around them anxiously. He wanted to give Star a hug, but he didn’t want to upset her further.
“Yes, yes, Rachel is here for you… And I am, too. If – if there’s anything I can do for you, let me know. I could… you say you had a friend you lost? I… I can’t bring them back, probably, but… I’d be proud to be your friend, Star!”
Rachel could tell how anxious Cecil was wanting to help. Unfortunately there wasn’t much he do until she calmed star. Fortunately she did manage to get star to stop sobbing. As she carefully wipe the tears from the poor souls eyes.
“Y-You wouldn’t w-want me as a f-friend. I wasn’t s-strong enough. I was t-too scared I failed K-Kevin. I failed t-the town. I failed e-everyone.” Tears threatened to spill over again until Rachel wiped them away again. “Hey hey that’s wasn’t your fault. Strex was very strong we just barely beat it back. Your a lot stronger than you think. I mean you managed to fight against whatever was controlling you. That’s really strong right then.”
“That’s true, Star! Rachel’s right, that’s pretty much the opposite of weak, it’s the opposite of failure. Failure would have been to have just lay down and let them take over, or to ignore the whole thing!” He knelt in front of Star, wincing a little as his knees groaned. “You are not a failure, and I won’t stand for you saying such untruths in the radio station!”
“Uh well technically your not standing at all right now cee but we get your point.” Rachel joked trying to lighten the mood as she watched Cecil kneel flinching herself upon hearing his knees groan. Her joke earned a small smile from star.
“Hey there’s a smile. Your just trying your best that’s all you’ve done and that’s enough.Your doing so good and you’ve come so far. Your a lot tougher than you think.” Star seemed to try to bury herself into star as Rachel kept her close and let her snuggle up.
Cecil smiled softly at the pair. “Well, I am standing on my knees, Rachel,” he chuckled. “That surely must count for something!” He tentatively patted Star on the knee. “You are doing so well, Star. I’m so proud of you, if you don’t mind me saying.”
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Cecil woke around 4 a.m., groggy and cramped and needing to pee. He nudged Static. "Hey. Hey, Stat? We should go to bed..." He whispered, so as not to wake the baby.
Static woke and looked over. “Fine… Bed…” He muttered sleepy. He hadn’t gotten the same rest as he was used to.
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Static suddenly screamed in the washroom, his voice scratchy and higher than before. ‘Where am I?’ He gasped anxiously in an old void language.
Static kept moving until his younger self finally fell asleep. He stopped with it as if he had fallen asleep too. ‘Just do what you need to to get through this…’ He thought giving a sort of permission.
Cecil finished his drink, feeling a bit better. He very much wanted another, but decided against it, remembering that he was still going to have to be a father the next day and get Lark ready for school. He sighed and heaved himself to his feet, then slumped into the living room again. He quickly shucked off his outer clothing and lay down on the couch in his undershirt and boxer shorts, put his glasses on the floor next to him, lay down, pulled an afghan over himself, and fell into a fitful sleep.
When he woke, the sun was pouring through the windows. “Ugh, Stat, why did you let me oversleep? Why -- oh.”
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🎤-a singer and a huge fan
Earl was flipping through the radio stations when he heard the song. It was like nothing he’d ever heard before. He found more of Cecil’s songs, and started going to his shows whenever he was in town. At the end he’d hang around, hoping to run into the singer. …Not that he’d know what to do or say. But it hadn’t happened, and probably wouldn’t, so he kept trying, and hoping.
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Cecil smiled bashfully. “Well, we’re okay, and I’m glad you’re okay. And you make me feel like I might be okay, like I might be enough, and that’s… that’s amazing, Early. Thank you.”
Earl chuckled and nuzzled him gently. “You’re more than enough.”
Cecil blushed and shook his head. “I don’t know, sometimes i feel like a half... I know that I’m... I’m okay on my own, but I feel, just more real, more me when I’m with you. I hope you don’t think I’m too clingy... I have been accused of that in the past,” he added, chuckling sadly.