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me, always trying to print a shitload of stuff at once: 🤡

the selunite pendant is an absolute frankenstein monster of a mesh but ehhh hopefully it prints well anyway? I'm very curious to see how it turns out. couple of days of printing ahead...

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Can I just say that I hate my eating disorder, it comes back every like 5 years and for a few months I can't eat normally. & since it's among the rare ones (fear of swallowing) I can't even do that much about it. Because to fix whatever's wrong with my bloody brain I need to take pills. Aaaand I can't swallow pills. Like even when my disorder is not around, I can't. Small, big, crushed, doesn't matter, if my brain knows it's pills, it just panics. ffs I'm tired.

I'm not even THAT afraid anymore, like I've been through it twice, the first time I literally went on ummm the liquid diet for like four or five months, so at this point I KNOW it probably won't kill me and I can eat/drink, but really slowly and in a half-panic mode and it's just so fucking tiring ugh.

Just let me live normally, brain. Doesn't help that taking antidepressants is stigmatized around here and people's solution to mental problems is to work 24/7 and take loooong walks. :/

ffs I went to get a heart screening today, waited for THREE HOURS, the doctor gave me the electrocardiographic of some old lady instead of mine, and I only noticed this later. I'm so tired. Clearly, there's a huge chance the problem is in my head, not with my heart, but still. It's been a very bad month, and it wouldn't surprise me that at this point something beyond my brain is malfunctioning. 🫠

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I was playing around with different hairstyles for Zevlor and this happened and I'm never getting over it.

I just love guys with long hair, ears and 🔪 cheekbones 🔪 and I legit sat there for like 5 minutes trying to get over this.

I'm not sure if this is a ship btw, I've no idea what to call them, soooooooo idk if anyone wants to board go ahead.

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Anonymous asked:

Hello! Just wanted to say that your "Tempting fate" video is breathtakingly beautiful, heart-wrenching and tragic in more ways than one, and I feel blessed that it found me. I'm crying all my tears because the thoughts it caused are, well, not happy, clearly. And the choice of song? Cherry on top. 10000000 points of emotional damage. And I cannot thank you enough for that 💜

Thank youuuu. 💜 I meant to end it on a bad note initially, but then I just couldn't, it was too much as it is. 😿 Even tho the song 100% warranted it, I just don't see any form of Gale as enough of a jerk.

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Yes, I think I'd be able to craft one more lantern. And with a slight modification of the casting gesture, it might be able to wield the shadows instead of repelling them…

Sharran vs Selûnite Shadowheart reaction to Gale pondering making the shadow lantern

I low-key like that even tho you can't see it with game camera, Selûnite Shads actually looks at Gale. With Sharran route yes, you can see her face better without playing around with camera, but the Selûnite one looks like one of the rare instances of Galeheart legit interacting.

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Anonymous asked:

That Galeheart gifset is SO so beautiful! 💜 If you don't mind me asking, is that specific kiss from Gale's playthrough, or someone else's?

I'm assuming you're referring to the last blue-ish gifset, correct me if I'm wrong. 😅 It's Minthara's kiss.

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Anonymous asked:

Hi, sorry if this is random, but how did you give your gale and shadowheart kiss animations from other characters? 👀 Is it a mod? They are soooo <3

Hi! Yes, it's a mod called NPC tool, but any mod swapping characters should work for kisses, there are definitely some less tricky ones around like 'Born to be anyone'. :)

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Can I just say that I hate my eating disorder, it comes back every like 5 years and for a few months I can't eat normally. & since it's among the rare ones (fear of swallowing) I can't even do that much about it. Because to fix whatever's wrong with my bloody brain I need to take pills. Aaaand I can't swallow pills. Like even when my disorder is not around, I can't. Small, big, crushed, doesn't matter, if my brain knows it's pills, it just panics. ffs I'm tired.

I'm not even THAT afraid anymore, like I've been through it twice, the first time I literally went on ummm the liquid diet for like four or five months, so at this point I KNOW it probably won't kill me and I can eat/drink, but really slowly and in a half-panic mode and it's just so fucking tiring ugh.

Just let me live normally, brain. Doesn't help that taking antidepressants is stigmatized around here and people's solution to mental problems is to work 24/7 and take loooong walks. :/

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I haven't been in a particularly good place mentally lately and somehow Zevlor with scars distracts me, so idk have some Zevlor with scars and a decent ponytail, maybe he'll make someone else feel better, too

Also don't get me wrong, I love Zevlor and I want what's best for him, but after seeing some fanarts of him with scars I just sort of can't unsee it and it just makes a lot of sense for him to have a lot of scars

Also also such a shame we don't have body scars in cc

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