Wish on a Star

ミ☆ A little girl with a wish… 


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Note: I use my art icons for Hazel or my bordered FC icons. 

～☆ Roleplaying Hazel since 2011. 

…. to be loved. ☆彡 💜  Update 2022, Hazel is now a retired muse. I have archived this blog and will create a new blog, where I may write Hazel if I ever have the wish to do so.

Thank you to every single person I’ve ever written with who became a part of Hazel’s wish to be loved. <3

I had so much fun with this little blog that I created back in 2012. I have lots of good memories of Hazel’s wish to be loved coming true with so many different characters. I have so many happy memories of talking to other muns and forming friendships. I have some bad memories too, as ohmygod way back in the early 2010s I wasn’t always the most mature and I behaved embarrassingly in some situations but I feel I’ve grown and matured so much since those days. As I move on to other muses, I take with me the lessons I learned on this blog in both writing and out of character.

Thank you for being part of Hazel’s story! <3

camillethebrave‌:

Hazel ran her hand over her Purrito Cat Mochi’s soft blanket. It comforted her to hold her little Purrito and it helped to hear it was normal to feel sad like this. She had been through a lot. The trick is to feel it but not let it take over you…  

“That does make sense,” Hazel said softly. “But it’s so hard. I can’t stop thinking about how my parents didn’t love me… and how much I wished they did. And I can’t stop feeling sad and worried I might not get adopted and never have any parents. I mean, it’s going to be extra hard with me being a werewolf and all…” She wished she could just make all the thoughts just stop.

“And I feel sad cause I like my foster parents but they’re not going to be my real parents and that just makes me sad. And I miss everyone at the hospital. And I missed you…” Hazel realized she was doing what Cami had said, letting it take up all her time.

“How do I stop feeling sad like this?” She asked. “I wish I could like, just erase my old parents and life from my memory forever. I feel like I could be happy if I could just not think about it anymore. Then I wouldn’t have to worry about it taking over me all the time.” She sighed. “I wish I could even like rewind time and maybe told someone or not have waited so long to run away. So I could have been away from them sooner, safer sooner.”

ryan-the-sinner​:

“Since I’m a vampire… that means forever right?” Hazel asked him after he wiped away the last of her tears, joy radiating in her voice. This wasn’t a dream… and if she was a vampire and so was he… that meant this could be forever. She would never have to be scared again, she would never have to be sad again… she would never be unloved again… This was her forever now and it was the best forever in the world.

“It’s hard to be patient when I’m so happy,” she told him. “But I’ll do my best to be Hufflepuff patient!” She giggles as she walks with him, her hand in his.

She’s amazed at how he always takes care of her, opening the car door for her, buckling her in. She’s still not used to being treated like this all the time, so different, so new, from how her mom and dad treated her. She feels like a Princess with Ryan. And completely safe.

“But we can stay up all night if we want though right?” She asked mischievously. “I mean since we’re still vampires!”

They had made it to the mall! She was so excited to explore with Ryan and find all the things for her dream room. “I want to find all the star things and all the cute things!” She told him.

She was so excited she didn’t notice at first all the sounds – which sounded extra loud very suddenly. She squeezed Ryan’s hand tight and moved so she was leaning into him, trying to just focus on him.

“There’s so many people,” she said anxiously. “And they’re louder, I mean louder than normal.” Is that a vampire thing? She reminded herself she was safe. “Where’s the best place I can find cute star things do you think?” She asked him, there were so many stores she had no idea where they should go first!

Hazel’s daemon thoughts Golden Snub Nose Monkey I’ve always loved these monkeys (I became obsessed after the Seven Worlds One Planet episode on them) . I know in the show the golden monkey isn’t the nicest but it’s clear he is lonely and hurting from the way he is treated. So I love the picture of a cute golden snub nose monkey daemon being loved with a very silly personality.

I picture Hazel’s daemon preferring a monkey form. 

Hazel, abused by her mom and dad, is always very lonely. So, to help her feel less lonely, her daemon decided to take a monkey form because there’s so much more a monkey can do, because they have hands. Her monkey daemon can draw pictures with her. Play board games with her. Play any kind of game just as if he was a human! As a monkey he can even hold her hand when she’s scared or upset.

They love picking flowers together. They can read together, with her daemon even flipping pages. Her daemon and her will explore libraries and her daemon will pull out a book with his hands and give it to her. Her daemon is curious just like her, so he’ll always be exploring things too, bringing anything he finds to her. Her daemon is silly and playful and mischievous and helps cheer Hazel up. 

They also taught each other sign. Her mom and dad get mad at them sometimes for talking to loud, so when her parents are extra mean, she and her daemon communicate through sign. They learnt it at a book at the library, they also made up some of their own special signs. Hazel, often anxious around strangers she doesn’t know and especially men finds it comforting to sign with her daemon. They can talk to each other like this at school or anywhere in public and feel safe.

Her daemon loves the brightly coloured fur of the golden snub nosed monkey

Name Ideas

Tamanni - One who is hopeful and wishful (Nickname Tam/Tammy?)

Adding more soon!

meredithcheats‌:

“He’s the cutest!” She agreed, he was purring happily as she held him and Meredith pet him. “He likes you too,” she said happily. “I’m so happy I found him and saved him. I took care of him just like you did me.”

I can’t believe how long ago that was. I always think that but I just can’t believe how long ago it seems. Her world had been so different. She’d been so scared being brought into that hospital after they had hurt her. How Meredith had cared for her and made her feel loved. Learned about her being a werewolf and still taken care of her and helped find the perfect parents for her. To Hazel, the start of her new life had started at the hospital with Meredith. She felt so proud she’d been able to take care of Lucky, help him grow up loved since she’d found him all alone.

“Let me know if I can ever bring Lucky along. I’ll talk to my mom and dad and see if I can come visit the hospital soon!” She put Lucky down and he just rubbed against her, meowing for more pets so she gave him a few more pets. Lucky always wanted attention from her.

“So what are we going to do today?” She asked. She’d heard Meredith had something planned to do today, though she didn’t know what. “Oh and I almost forgot! Look on the table, I’m almost done it, I’ll bring it when I come volunteer at the hospital.”

On the table was a painting she’d been working on to bring for the hospital kids playroom. It was a painting full of wish jars full of colourful sparkling stars floating in a star filled galaxy. She’d used lots of glitter so the picture sparkled. She’d even mixed in colourful cupcakes throughout the galaxy. Stars so often featured in her art, because of their symbol to her, how wishes really did come true.

Some random Hazel’s for you... Wolf Hazel

Hazel has wolf ears and a wolf tail! She can turn into a wolfpuppy at will!

Cat Hazel Hazel has cat ears and a cat tail. She can turn into a cat at will! She is a demi human (cat/human) and has nine lives.

Angel winged Hazel. 

In some stories, Hazel passed away from her abuse and fell down from heaven as an Angel. She is an Angel sent back down into the world to have a second chance at her wish coming true. 

Werepup Hazel

Hazel turns into a little werepuppy on Full Moons! She’s still herself as a werepuppy!

Flying was amazing. Flying at night was even more amazing. She was flying among the stars – that’s what it felt like to Hazel.

But it was lonely. So lonely it hurt. It felt like it hurt even more than her bruises.

She had flown away from home - decided she would never look back. Her wish to be loved wasn’t coming true with them. There was no way it ever could.

So Hazel had flown away, in search of where her wish to be loved could come true.

But where am I flying?

She kept flying until she was too tired to fly. She flew down and down and landed in a tree.  She folded her wings against her back, leaned against the tree trunk.

Stars please. When I wake up… please help me find what I’m looking for.

Her dreams were full of happy things... she was flying in a galaxy full of stars and shooting stars and wish jars full of sparkling colourful stars. She was following the brightest star because the brightest star was the one that had her wish and if she could just catch it, her wish to be loved would come true.

brckencrownss--a​:

“If you say she’s really nice I know she must be the nicest mom in the world!” Hazel said, letting her anxiety fade away. Nice was not a word she’d ever use to describe her mom but if Natalie used the word nice for her mom, she believed her. She didn’t need to be nervous – most kids didn’t have moms like hers. 

I wish I could call my mom nice… I wish… Just thinking the word wish made her sad, because her wish still hadn’t come true. But I have a best friend - even if I don’t have parents who love me. One day… my wish will come true with my parents… She let the sadness vanish as quickly as it had come. She couldn’t be sad when she was with her best friend.

“You did, your butterfly was the most amazing pretty butterfly anyone has ever drawn before!” She told Natalie confidently. “I’d love to see a rainbow butterfly! If she takes you there, I want to come so we can see the billions and billions of butterflies together!” Hazel told Natalie excitedly.

Hazel giggled at Natalie’s reaction to her picture. “Purrito, Purrito, the blanket makes the kitten go from a Burrito to a Purrito!” She sang happily.

“You have glow in the dark markers and pencils?” She gasped. “That’s the coolest! We totally have to use them! I’d love to use them to draw something star themed. Like I bet it would look so cool to use them to draw a wish jar and draw colourful glow in the dark stars inside! And maybe the Wish Jar is floating in a star filled galaxy with shooting stars!” Maybe she’d draw that and hang the picture over her bed, for good luck for her wish.

She giggled happily as Natalie took her hand and began swinging it happily. Having a best friend was the most amazing thing in the world. She was so excited to go over to Natalie’s.

Hazel felt her heart jolt when Natalie suddenly pointed out her mom. She had to remind herself of what she’d just been thinking, that Natalie’s mom was nice. It was just hard to turn off her fear around adults. Shaking away her brief panic, she smiled at Natalie’s mom when they reached her.

“Hello,” she said shyly.

Hazel - My Hero Academia 

Quirk Information

Hazel’s quirk (which she calls Cat Wish) gives her cat ears and a cat tail. She can also turn her hands into paws.

The most special part of Hazel’s quirk is her Nine Lives and Cat Dream Walking. 

Hazel’s Nine Lives was discovered tragically when the abuse from her parents took her life one night. When Hazel loses a life it takes her several hours to reawaken. A mysterious part of Nine Lives is once Hazel loses a life, she is frozen at the age she lost her first life. She has stayed nine years old since losing her first life two years ago. Hazel’s parents - fearful Hazel’s frozen age would draw attention and lead to the discovery of her nine lives and how she had lost her first and get them into trouble - took her out of school. 

Hazel’s Cat Dream Walking allows her to visit people’s dreams as a cat. She can only be in cat form in these dreams but she can still speak. Hazel has tried to reach out in people’s dreams for help but for some reason the people she has tried have not been able to hear her. She believes maybe only the hero meant to save her will hear her, so she keeps searching in her dreams for them.

Hazel’s Cat Form is a White Cat with purple stars on her fur. The stars represent Hazel’s wishes. Her wish to be loved which she believes can come true if her wish to be saved by a Hero comes true. 

Possibilities:

Hazel’s Nine Lives quirk could make her a target for All For One’s plans, given having the ability to survive death nine times would be desirable for a Villain. Hazel’s parents, who have connections with Villains may lead to her Nine Lives being discovered and putting her at risk.

For a Charles Xavier

Hazel was sitting up in her hospital bed. Her bruises hurt and stung but her heart hurt even more. She might be away from her mom and dad and in a hospital but she didn’t feel any less unsafe.

The nurses had taken care of her but they wouldn’t speak to her. They didn’t comfort her. She felt so alone. She missed her mom and dad and she didn’t know why, since they were why she was here.

Hazel slowly unfolded and stretched out her wings to look at them, letting out a whimper as her right wing her dad had tugged throbbed in pain. A few feathers fell away. Her pretty white wings she normally took pride in had bald patches in some places. Her feathers had started falling out in places since her mom and dad had begun hitting her more and more often.

Are my wings really why my mom and dad don’t love me? Hazel wondered. Are my wings stopping my wish from coming true? She loved her wings. She had always loved her wings, thinking her wings made her look like a little angel. But if she didn’t have her wings, would she be loved? Or if she hadn’t stopped growing up, would her mom and dad love her? 

She thought of how she’d heard the doctor say how her birth date meant she was twelve but she was still nine. She’d been so confused hearing that. She was supposed to be twelve? She wasn’t allowed to go to school and never had her birthday celebrated so Hazel hadn’t even really known how old she was supposed to be. She didn’t even know what day her birthday was - her mom and dad got angry if she tried to ask. She’d tried to ask the doctor, but he’d ignored her.

Did her mom and dad really not love her because of her wings and how she’d stopped growing up? Or am I just unlovable? Tears started to fall down her cheeks. She raised her hand and first moved some of her long messy tangled hair out of her face and then rubbed at her eyes and whimpered as the rubbing hurt her eye bruise.

A nurse suddenly came in and hope flared for a moment. Maybe she’s come to comfort me, to hug me… But the nurse would not look at her. “A man has come to see you,” she said coldy. A man? Hazel felt confused. Her dad? Fear and hope filled her because she missed him but feared him. She just didn’t want to be hurt anymore. She grabbed the pillow and clutched it to her chest, leaving her wings open because they hurt too much to fold. As she waited for the man to come, she held it even tighter and a few more feathers fell away…