New wave.
how do i overthink so much and then Still make the wrong decision
Unknown (via quotemadness)
i know everyone says this is obvious but omg guys if you are on medication do not just stop taking it abruptly
i ran out of my SNRI before i could get my prescription renewed and within 2 days of going without it i had to go to the emergency dept because i could hardly stand or walk without feeling like i might pass out, i was sick after eating anything more than a small snack like string cheese, my vision was unstable, i had haunting nightmares that riddled me with sleep deprivation because i couldn’t stay asleep for longer than about 30 mins at a time. the doctors kept me for the night to keep me on an IV and to assure my blood tests came back clean because they thought i had a potentially fatal strain of bacterial meningitis. i literally wasn’t allowed to go home until they knew i wasn’t going to die in 3 hours because my symptoms lined up with something much more serious. all from 2 days of going without my meds.
it ain’t fun. and i didn’t intentionally stop taking them. it was a simple mistake (i was busy with my dissertation and put off booking my appointment) and i thought the worst that would happen would be me feeling a bit unstable or chaotic for the few days until i could get my prescription. even though i sometimes wonder if my meds are working, i have experienced the violently contrasting differences between me being on them and not. i know it isn’t always a walk in the park taking meds but this relentless feeling of being so ill without being in physical pain has reassured me that going cold turkey is one of the worst things you could do (especially if you stop taking your meds suddenly because you think you feel better)
what even was the point of this show? like i’m genuinely curious. what was the point of jon’s parentage reveal. what was the point of him being resurrected if he didn’t kill the night king. what was the point of establishing a prophecy foretelling cersei would die by her brother’s hand when that didn’t happen. what was the point of setting daenerys up as a just ruler who wanted to make the world better. what was the point of jaime’s entire character arc. what was the point.
Architecture of Arnor
Ciels étoilés
i know everyone says this is obvious but omg guys if you are on medication do not just stop taking it abruptly
i ran out of my SNRI before i could get my prescription renewed and within 2 days of going without it i had to go to the emergency dept because i could hardly stand or walk without feeling like i might pass out, i was sick after eating anything more than a small snack like string cheese, my vision was unstable, i had haunting nightmares that riddled me with sleep deprivation because i couldn’t stay asleep for longer than about 30 mins at a time. the doctors kept me for the night to keep me on an IV and to assure my blood tests came back clean because they thought i had a potentially fatal strain of bacterial meningitis. i literally wasn’t allowed to go home until they knew i wasn’t going to die in 3 hours because my symptoms lined up with something much more serious. all from 2 days of going without my meds.
it ain’t fun. and i didn’t intentionally stop taking them. it was a simple mistake (i was busy with my dissertation and put off booking my appointment) and i thought the worst that would happen would be me feeling a bit unstable or chaotic for the few days until i could get my prescription. even though i sometimes wonder if my meds are working, i have experienced the violently contrasting differences between me being on them and not. i know it isn’t always a walk in the park taking meds but this relentless feeling of being so ill without being in physical pain has reassured me that going cold turkey is one of the worst things you could do (especially if you stop taking your meds suddenly because you think you feel better)
Sandra Cisneros, from My Wicked Wicked Ways: Poems; “Rodrigo in the Dark,” (via violentwavesofemotion)
iron man, iron man, does whatever an iron can
so I’ve become less active on tumblr because of business and investing more time into other platforms, so if you are interested in following my life please refer to any of the accounts below (since being gone I’ve made a twitter and website lol)
- insta: @ briggeysmalls
- twitter: @ briggeysmalls
- website: dearbridgett.com
- spotify: bridgett
- pinterest: @ briggiesmalls
my website is essentially a new blog where I share advice and photography so while I’ll always keep this blog, I’m starting to post daily over there
melancholically beautiful things:
- empty perfume bottles
- abandoned castles
- pressed flowers
- old books with dust all over them
- walking all alone in a museum hall
- languages that humanity no longer uses
- stars, the moon, the entire universe and its secrets
Congratulations If...
- You got out of bed today.
- You did your dishes or dirty laundry.
- You finished some homework you’ve been putting off.
- You cleaned up around your home/apartment/dorm etc.
- You resisted temptation in any form.
- You found a reason to smile.
Little victories are worth celebrating!!