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Sexy Librarian

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Jamie, F Librarian from NY.
Fic writer.Gorgeous header by aceriee
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Amazing artwork by @seanchaidh7 please go check out Ash’s other work! They are open for commission! Fanart from chapter 6 of A Lot Like 17 

The kiss is about as gentle as the raging weather.

Theo captures Liam’s face in his wet hands, blunt fingers digging into the slick skin of Liam’s chin, where rivulets of water funnel down from his nose, his cheeks. He turns his face to the sky, parting his lips, pulling the rumble of thunder into his chest and Theo’s tongue into his mouth as they crash together. Rain flies sideways in the wind, peppering their faces like buckshot. They ignore it, devouring each other.

Theo pulls back, fanning Liam’s cheeks with heaving, uneven breaths. His eyes are black in the moonlight, surrounded by the thinnest hoop of blue. They travel Liam’s face in a flare of lightning, searching, searching…

Liam lays his hands over Theo’s hands where they clutch his face, tracing divots of sinew and bones with his thumbs. Theo makes a hungry, plaintive sound, so wild and piercing it vibrates Liam’s bones. “I wanted to show you,” Liam whispers deliriously against Theo’s throat, his temple, his jaw. “I wanted to show you.”

Theo’s lips are a monsoon, drowning him. “I see, Liam,” he swears.

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“Red book cover, red book cover.”

You know the book that Flint’s reading in the fort cell in 4x05? The red one that resembles his beloved copy of Meditations? This one?

It’s not Meditations. It’s The Pilgrim’s Progress…

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… which, for anyone unaware, is a famous Christian allegory written by Puritan preacher John Bunyan in the 1600s, which sets out a prescription for how one ought to seek and attain salvation from a Puritan perspective (the only correct one according to them).

It stands in complete opposition to Thomas’ “know no shame” inscription in Meditations, encouraging its readers to feel ashamed about everything they do that might divert them from the straight and narrow. It also opposes Miranda’s assertion that “true love shouldn’t require suffering,” being very much on the “the truest form of love, love through suffering,” side of things.

Which brings us to Flint. According to Miranda in 2x05, Flint’s being driven to fight against England is, in part, a result of his shame. She perceives this shame to be that which Civilization’s judgements have burdened him with but Flint himself suggests that his shame is also the result of guilt over having not tried to save Thomas when he had the chance.

This is interesting because, though I do believe that Flint has largely made peace with himself by season four and has found a greater cause to fight for overall (which are not insignificant things, I want to be clear), it’s also true that he says to Silver in 4x04: “I think if [Thomas] knew how close we were to the victory he gave his life to achieve, he wouldn’t want me to [give it up],” suggesting that Thomas’ death is still hanging over him in a way that’s honestly not that dissimilar to how he started out. There’s still a shame-based aspect to his desire to fight in the sense of “I can’t give up this war because Thomas (and now Miranda too) died for this.”

All of this could easily be said to parallel the protagonist of The Pilgrim’s Progress being driven to undertake a perilous journey in order to rid himself of his burden of shame and finally find peace at the end of it all.

According to the Puritan teachings espoused in the book, believing that you are inherently unclean and sinful is paramount to your salvation so, in other words, shame is good and necessary. As I said, this is the complete opposite of the Hamiltons’ beliefs, but it aligns pretty well with the ideas that Oglethorpe professes at the beginning of 4x10 about how “human debris” such as Thomas and Flint are “anathema to the Empire” and how they “must cease to be… to be able to find peace.”

Plenty of people have pointed out that Oglethorpe’s prison plantation can be viewed as a metaphorical afterlife which Flint enters into at the end of the show (through a gate even, just like the entrance into Heaven), but I’d also like to highlight his having to walk down a literal straight and narrow path—again, like the protagonist of The Pilgrim’s Progress—in order to finally reunite with Thomas.

So, with all that being said, the message behind Flint reading this particular book in 4x05 seems twofold to me:

1. Despite doing his best to follow Thomas and Miranda’s example and cast off his shame, shame is still something that Flint is very much burdened by and which still influences his desire to fight against England, even into season four.

2. Silver’s orchestrating Flint’s being sent to the plantation in Savannah and reunited with Thomas aligns with the “happy ending” of The Pilgrim’s Progress, freeing him from his shame and allowing him to find the peace he sought at last. And yet, with the plantation itself being upheld by shame, by the idea that men like Thomas and Flint deserve to be cast out of Civilization, is this really the kind of ““peace”” that Flint wanted for himself? Can imprisoning him for life in such a place truly be said to be “freeing” him from anything?

By having this particular copy of The Pilgrim’s Progress superficially resemble Meditations despite it being a book whose values are entirely opposite from Thomas’ core tenant “know no shame,” the show presents us with a “fruit, fruit. tits, tits.” commentary on its own ending: Silver’s solution might look like a happy ending for Flint at first glance, but, in reality, it promotes shame rather than eliminating it.

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[Video description: the camera follows the path of a model train track. It approaches two staring cats, whose faces take up most of the frame and are so still I thought they were were figurines at first, and pauses there; then it slowly continues. It passes one of the cats, then the other cat knocks it down. Minor incidental sounds only. End description.]

@amtrak-official is this what you meant by getting mad pussy on the train

I don't think I ever said those exact words

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pomrania

[Video description: the camera follows the path of a model train track. It approaches two staring cats, whose faces take up most of the frame and are so still I thought they were were figurines at first, and pauses there; then it slowly continues. It passes one of the cats, then the other cat knocks it down. Minor incidental sounds only. End description.]

@amtrak-official is this what you meant by getting mad pussy on the train

I don't think I ever said those exact words

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black sails created an 18th century legendary pirate captain who is canonically queer, ginger, depressed, repressed, polyamorous, murderous, morally gray, downright insane, thoughtful, contradictive, manipulative, funny, strong, idealistic, proto-feminist, utopian, kind, proto-anarchist, anti-colonization, controlling, obsessive, stoic, strategic, intelligent, quiet, delusional, traumatized, filled with uncontrollable rage, consumed by grief and shame, a literary nerd obsessed with greek mythology and classics, a proto-romantic in the philosophical sense - whose whole story is the prequel story of a character from a classic novel who was dead from the very beginning of said novel - and they expected us to be normal about all this and to get over all this and move on from all this?????????

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me, just now: what's the opposite of fomo? like you're glad it's happening but ultimately you're glad you went home? happiness of missing out? homo???

Definitely homo

mooom they’re putting curses on me on the internet again

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