Makoto shook his head gently, feeling butterflies - or spiders? - settle in his chest as he reached for the velvet box in his pocket.
"This is fine," he said as he turned to take both of Sousuke's hands in his.
"Sousuke... Um, even if you don't remember why I'm asking you here, it's a place of significance for us. The past us, maybe even the ones we are now. I know I put you through a lot when we... Met each other for the first time in this life, and while I regret some things, I think I am happier now. It... It gave us the chance to start over, get a fresh clean cut.
"When your past you proposed to me, he sent me through half of Tokyo, where I would meet my friends in some kind of game and I loved it. But I was also sad because you weren't there with me. The places where we've been today... I started with the place where we first met, and then followed a few points of interest. I loved that garden and that's where I wanted to take you for a picnic. I loved the dolphin show back then, but when we went there... it opened up old wounds and I could only grieve over my loss... And yours for not remembering. That's why I was bawling my eyes out. It's funny now, but also pretty embarrassing," Makoto laughed as he sank to his knees, feeling a little out of place, even as he pulled the box out of his pocket.
"Now I'm asking you here, like you did in that other lifetime, do you want to marry me? Not out of obligation, but because I fell in love with who you are now," he elaborated as he opened the box, his hands so sweaty that he didn't manage to open it at the first try. Then, he revealed a simple matter silver band, something that looked like Sousuke would wear without fancy stones.
He had felt bad purchasing it because it had been relatively cheap in comparison to everything else, but he didn't think that anything else suited his lover.