BABAENG SOUP

Nung huli lang pabalik na sa natural haircolor, ngayon blondiepie na ulit wahahah can I just say that I've been trying so hard to achieve this haircolor/highlights and finally talaga nakuha ko HAHAHAHAHAHAH sooo dito lang naman as always confident magpost dahil hirap pang iboost ang aking self confidence.

Also, anyone who attended the Clark Aurora Music Festival last April 6-7??? Ang solid noh except the Andrew E part hahahaha i feel like hindi na talaga natin siya generation HUHUHUHU

Kinda feeling myself again! Also, my hair is getting longer!!! 🫶

I like my hair today 🫶

Feeling myself means I'm feeling a lot better!!!

Had a mini summer getaway at Hundred Islands! I swear to god, hundred islands would be a lot more enjoyable if the LGU paid attention to their booking and reservation system there. ugh

as a selosa, how to overcome ang pagiging selosa na wala sa lugar kahit ipilit mo na wag magselos pero pucha selosa ka talaga by nature in all ways like k fine :((

I'm feeling myself today. I hope this lasts.

Huy grabe ang tagal ko nang di nakakapag selfie or post a pic of myself yung ako lang magisa. 2023 was super harsh to me as in. I lost all my confidence. I became sooo insecure of myself and all of my imperfections. I just lost it. Naging talk of the town ako sa lugar namin because of a friend who i thought was my friend, but turned out to be someone who hated me for something na we could've sorted out together. Rumors were spread and I couldn't evend find myself to go out nung holidays and meet with some of my friends because of the fear na may makakita ako ng someone who talked about me behind my back hahahahahaha. But i know i'll always have Tumblr as my safe space kaya dito na muna ito.

I want someone who is obsessed with me — someone who makes my security his top most priority when I'm out of his sight. Someone who makes the simple things matter like waiting for you outside the door to make sure you get home safely, or someone who folds your clothes and tucks them away when he sees you enjoying your lazy day or someone who gets you your comfort food whenever you're on the low. I want someone who is madly, deeply and irrevocably inlove to be obsessed with me.

Sa totoo lang putangina ng mga taong walang ibang ginawa kundi manira ng ibang tao, bantayan ang galaw ng ibang tao, punahin yung mga mali ng ibang tao and so on. Like hoyyyy grow the fuck up guys. Di ba kayo namromroblema sa future niyo at mas gusto niyo nalang magkalat ng tea about other people? Putangjna lang talaga kaya ayokong umuwi ng probinsya kasi ganong klaseng mentality meron yung mga tao dun. Shet di ba uso character development sainyo huhu

So i have this batchmate sa college na naging jowa ng younger brother ko. Mind you that I have a 2-year age gap with my brother, meaning she is also 2 years older than my brother. I used to cringe at that thought 'cause I kinda felt awkward about the whole situation but I never hated her. Fast forward to today, they've already been separated for like a year or so, then all of a sudden, she rants out on a group chat (group chat ng mga alumni sa org namin nung college) that she knows that I hate her. Like... Ghorrllll who has the time huhu and I personally don't know her that well enough for me to hate her but she's insinuating things about me out of nowhere. Huhu bat naman ganon. Nanahimik ako dito tapos biglang out of nowhere magsasabi ka ng ganon huhu san naman nanggaling yun :((((

Lesson learned in life is to never overshare, most especially about your lows and struggles in life. Honestly, it's just one of my realizations after losing a friend. Never trust them with your life and your secrets cause they can always find ways to use it against you. I wish I knew better.

Oo masasabi ko na may kasalanan din ako sa nangyari but even if someone spreads a lot of shit about me, di ko talaga kakayanin gawin yun sa iba. Revenge is not for me. Hindi ko alam bat sobrang bait ko di ko na natutunan pano idefend sarili ko hahaha potangina talaga kaya ayokong umuwi ng probinsya eh

Just curious, what are your takes on super close friends suddenly turning into enemies and they air your dirty laundry and secrets to other people and even on social media? Uso pa pala yun noh hahaha

Kinda having mixed feelings sa paguwi ko sa hometown ko.

Masaya ako cause I can finally take a break from this huuuge city by spending time with my fam, going on beach trips, catching up with REAL friends and actually breathing FRESH AIR. Jezzus, MNL is exhausting as hell!! On the other hand, I kinda feel anxious about seeing people who i recently lost touch with, bumping into people who talked badly about me to other people (oh marites), and crossing paths with those who made me feel so bad and shitty about myself this year. So... help me God?