She was somethin'
She was something. Even with what I considered to be a vast vocabulary. Those were the only words I could possibly use to describe her because she was something alright. She was a concept that I just couldn’t grasp an enigma that I pondered too long. Or maybe one that I should’ve pondered longer because I know in my heart of hearts that she was the answer I was seeking. She was a theorem in and of herself with proofs that couldn’t be proven. It was hard to think that she was even human or that something like her could even exist. I still questioned this Bc of how she captured my attention how even the syllables of her words caressed her lips. She was so hit or miss. She was like something off god’s very own check list. I bet after her creation he was like ‘yo, universe check this’. The universe probably didn’t have any idea what this hybrid human/ galaxy was but was probably thrown into utter bliss for she existed. The universe tried ever so hard to name her, but came up with nothing. Even the universe drew a blank around her for all she knew was this girl was something. And it proved to my arrogance that I would try and do what the universe couldn’t. I tried to put a label on something that was indescribable and I shouldn’t. I compared her to everything that was in sight from a symphony to a bible. Lately I’ve been grasping at straws to finish my cause of naming her. Then I realized that was the equivalent of taming her Bc there was no explaining her Bc at any given moment she could be anything and at every given moment she was my everything and if I was gambling man who was into betting things. I’d go all in and bet everything that she was the type of girl to make heaven sing. Maybe later in life I’ll have an epiphany that she has always been classified. maybe that epiphany will give me some sense of mind. That she has been something all this time. Something all right or maybe just something that’s mine