hey

hey friend

dont kill yourself tonight ok

you have a really pretty smile and i know its not always easy to manage one but itd be a bummer if we never had the chance to see it ever again

youre really important and you matter a lot so stay safe and try and have a nice sleep

I would like a moment to thank the people who reblog post like this so that it eventually shows on my dash.

It is keeping me alive

I actually really needed this tonight, thank you

Troye singing Here by Alessia Cara at the iHeartRadio Honda Stage Livestream

Nicola might be the cutest

So someone threw a bra on stage tonight and Troye was like ‘Do you guys know whose show you’re at?’ and I died.

“i found a wild jamming connor”

Troye performed his secret LA show under the name Vain Oyster (anagram for Troye Sivan)

Well this sweatshirt looks familiar…

Tronnor 2015

Beginning of 2015- guess i couldn’t stay away, hi sydney (x) (x) 

January 2/ 7 - New Zealand trip 

January 12-  CONNIE FRANNIE ON THE TRACK 

January 24- You coulda just tweeted this instead of posting your coming out video

January 25- Singer, actor, model: ladies & gentleman; triple threat troye sivan!

February 2- Troye helped film Connor’s A Simple Question video and everyone freaked out

March 2- The Fridge Snapchat 

March 2- The holy tronnor anthem ILYSB  on Common Culture 

March 7- Facetime Audio Connor Franta

March 7- Art museum trip (x) (x)

March 8- The first ever snapchat Tronnor “selfie”

March 9- Birth of the “Tronnor Beanie” and the day Troye took a photo in Connor’s bedroom wearing the same clothes from the day before  (x)

March 15- Girls Night 

March 20- Art night (x) (x)

March 21- The Mikey Murphy Incident (x) (x)

March 24- Disney Trip 

March 29- Australia Trip #3 (amplify)

April 1- “A Person Worth Ignoring Your Phone For”

April 1- Third Wheelin’

April 2- Uptown Funk snap 

April 3- Bush Wee

April 8- “Connah”

April 11- Boost Juice Crunk

April 15- “Pro Skater Troye Sivan”

April 15- “…It’s absolutely insane”

April 25- “Read a book, Connor Franta’s ‘A Work In Progress’ great example”

April 28- “Raise your hand if you’ve ever felt personally victimized by Troye Sivan”

April 28- New York Trip

April 30- Surprise appearance at Connor’s book Meet & Greet 

May 2- Lazy dazeeee

May 9- Palm Springs Trip

May 15- Las Vegas Trip

May 18- “Payback’s a bitch”

June 3- Australia Trip #4

June 5- “The world is a better place with you in it” 

June 5- Birthday picture ft drunk Troye and Connor 

June 6- Gay boys hit town

June 12- “Here Connor, you film”

June 12- Some days are just better than others (12/6/15)

July 1- “I’m constantly, like, astounded by his creativity and his passion” 

July 2- Australia Trip #5

July 5- Paper Towns Premier 

July 7- Casual head rest on Connor’s knee 

July 7- “I got 99 problems but a bitch ain’t one”

July 7- How to do your eyebrows like Cara Delevingne

July  16- “me too bitch”

July 25- Connor wearing the WILD jumper

July 25- WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN I’VE BEEN WORRIED SICK

July 25- Connor stanning Troye

July 27- “Tronnah”

July 31- Lollapalooza (x) (x)

August 5- Black and White snapchat selfie #2

August 8- “I’m just a bit lucky”

August 11/16- Minnesota Trip

August 19- “connorfranta this morning: ‘so,, i finished transparent season 1″

September 1- Ease snippet

September 3- “I am literally a troye sivan fan account & fucking proud of it tbh”

September 4- #BuyWILDOniTunes

September 5- “What are you doing?”

September 7- Taylor Swift killed everyone with just one tweet, including Connor

September 9- “also #RIP to my beautiful sunflowers”

September 11- “Hey Troye, congratulations on the success of your album WILD”

September 11- “a guy who makes me hella happy”

September 12- Australia Trip #6

September 13- Squad’s back

September 13- “AHHHHH”

October 1- Trevor’s birthday party

October 6- Disneyland Caricature

October 12- “fuckin’ bananas”

October 12- “so many hours, so much love”

October 17- “this is Troye Sivan and I’m going to jump into a water fountain in San Francisco”

October 19- 10/18/15 (x) (x)

October 29- Connor ‘s whole family at Troye’s Minneapolis liveshow

November 8- “best kiss ever”

November 14- YOUTH

November 19- cheers to Europe

November 19- “photos by connorfranta”

November 28- “she was smiling for my pic”

November 28- “australian + snow vs minnesotan + snow”

November 29- for him.

December 1- “nothing beats good sushi”

December 2- “my beautiful boyfriend”

December 4- “a good album with no song out of place”

December 9- “please stop being so good at life god daaaamn”

December 11- 20th Annual ACRIA Holiday dinner

December 20- “can’t wait to get my tiny hands on thissssssss”

December 23- *screams*

December 29- Australia Trip #7

all i want is cute boy

and bag of money

Today two years ago Connor said for the first time, “I’m gay”.

Motherly love.

Can we talk about Laurelle’s relationship with Connor? Here’s this boy, who is friends with her son, so she automatically cares about. And then she finds out he’s gay, and has only been out to friends and family for a little while. Her heart would break for him. She saw her own son struggle with not being himself within the online community, with having to be two different people depending on who he was out to. She knows how lucky Troye is to have come out to his parents while still young, and to have been immediately accepted. She doesn’t know how Connor’s parents reacted, but they didn’t find out until he was 22, which is two decades of assumptions completely shattered, and no parent would be immediately fine with all of that. She learns all of this from Troye before ever meeting Connor, and feels a strong desire to meet this young man. Maybe she even encouraged Connor to come out to Australia for Troye’s public events. No doubt she offered to host him back in Perth, and wouldn’t take no for an answer. She doesn’t interfere with the budding affections and romance she sees between this American stranger and her own sweet boy, because five minutes with Connor and you know he’s the sort of man to take care of the ones he loves; she knows Troye will always be protected, cherished, and safe with Connor Franta.

Imagine her missing Connor after he left, feeling like the young man was a part of the family, more than any of Troye’s other Youtube friends. She sees the bond the two have, and she wants to see more of it. When they meet up in South Africa, she picks up on Connor’s discomfort with all the public events and not wanting to take any spotlight away from Troye, and while she adores the way he always puts Troye first, she worries that he is ignoring his own needs. So she sticks to him like glue, and he revels in it. His mother loves him dearly, but Laurelle has had an openly gay son for 5 years, and she seems to understand Connor’s concerns and anxieties more than he does himself. Connor doesn’t feel like Laurelle is pushy or overly present, in fact, he feels so loved in her presence, so at peace with who he is. He starts to think about  how lucky Troye is to have these lovely parents, and maybe one day, they could share the remarkable family?

And then they are in New York. And it’s a public event, but Connor isn’t out, so he’s scared to be too close to Troye, or show too much affection, or even be seen with the Mellets too much. And Troye knows why, but his jealousy overtakes his understanding, and he gets mad at Connor for being distant. Laurelle intervenes, taking the boys away from the convention for the afternoon to have some quiet time together. She keeps her distance, watching her boys interact and dote on each other, quietly restoring their friendship and their affections after the storm that was Playlist Live. She’s shopping away from them at one point when she sees some pillows and immediately thinks of her kids. The boys catch up to find her paying for the pizza slice cushions, and gently crying. Troye is concerned that she’s missing home, or Shaun, and Connor is far too worried, not wanting to see this woman who treats him like gold be anything but happy. Laurelle shrugs off their concerns, telling them she isn’t sad. She simply realized that she automatically bought pillows for all three of her boys, and Troye smiles, but Connor doesn’t get it. Laurelle is travelling with only two of her sons, isn’t she? But when she hands him one of the pillows and pulls him into an embrace, he feels completely at home, and overwhelmed with love. He never realized that falling for Troye meant finding a second family, one that he never wanted to say goodbye to. And if he had his way, he never planned to. 

AN: It’s Christmas, and everyone should feel loved with their families right now. For those that don’t, I hope you can take some comfort in this, in the love that can exist in the world, and know you are loved by someone, even if you didn’t have the chance to be with them today. Happy Holidays my lovelies.