Incogthesenuts

confidence is sexy.

im not sexy.

therefore...

Where's all the men at? Do you guys even exist anymore? Tired of these little fuck boys

You really fucked me over this time and I don't think I could look at you the same.

I don't know what I did wrong... Why did you stop visiting me in my dreams? Please... don't stop....

A lot has fucking happend this year. So many people know about my situation but as much as I talk about it, as much as I open up, none of it can fill the empty void. None of it can bring you guys back. I feel like I'm on repeat when I get emotional and talk about you guys. People tell me the same shit. Don't get me wrong, I take their advice, I do. But it's not advice that I'm looking for, I just want to spill my fucking guts because the thought of you guys no longer being here fucking kills me. And I feel like people are forcing me to move on or they keep wanting me too but I fucking can't. I fucking can't.

I can already feel it. The insecurity clawing its way out of me. Forcing me to believe that I am worth nothing. I can already feel it. The sensation of slowly drowning in self pity and disgust. Constantly comparing to people around me, when will I be enough? I can already feel it. Far into deep, wanting help but pushing those who are willing to away from me.. I'm suffocating.

You ever felt so ugly you just give up and accept it

Saw death and was forced to accept it.