Affection - Masterlist

I knew there was, out there, a lover better than Christopher Bang. I just don’t know him yet, but I know there is. It’s a lot of people in this planet, it has to be. I also know that, somewhere, there are brighter and prettier eyes than his, despite never having seen them around. And there are loads of people cooler than him, with better hugs, better kisses and better conversations, I just don’t know them, never saw them. I know there is someone out there that could love me better. It has to be. I hope there is.

Synopis: Being in love with your childhood friend wasn’t the best feeling ever, even more so now that he got himself a girlfriend. Moving in with him didn’t seem like the best idea either, but life always brings us the most unexpected gifts.

Content info: Chan x afab reader, Changbin x afab reader, angst/fluff, best friend Chan, brother Felix, roommates Minho and Changbin, Minho x Jisung

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Chapters:

Preview. One.

Two.

Three.

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A Budding Romance

Pairing: Lee Minho | Lee Know x Fem!Reader (AFAB)

Genre: Fluff, Slight angst, Fantasy AU, Medieval AU, Childhood friends to Lovers, Mutual Pining

Additional Tags: Florist!Minho, SoonDoongDori can talk (kinda), SKZ 00z and Jeongin aged down, Minju Jungwoo Minho pretty besties, It’s honestly more like idiots to lovers tbh, Cameos from other group’s members

Warnings: Talk of insecurities, SeungJin puppy love (yes gonna put that as warning in case some of you are not comfortable), This was not proofread properly, so if there are any kinds of typos, please ignore it (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)

Word Count: 12.8k

Synopsis: In which it’s not only flowers that bloom in spring, but feelings as well. However, you’ve only just realized that they’ve always been there

A/N: This kind of got out of hand hhhhhh I was planning to keep it short and simple but I wanted to add a lot of elements and description, so I got carried away 😭 Also, I still am visibly confused if Soonie Doongie and Dori are all male or female because I believe that Koreans don’t usually use fem or male pronouns sooo…. yeah you’ll see me almost have a crisis with that 💀

By the way, go check out the other fics from @bruh-changbin ‘s spring fling collab once they’re posted! 🥺💗

[Spring Fling Masterlist]

Spring has arrived. The remnant cold that the winter season had left lingered on the streets for weeks, and it was just the right amount of coolness to battle the sun’s heat.

Minho, upon the early kiss of the sun’s rays, had already set up his little flower shop at the corner of Levanter Street. The place was perfect to catch the eyes of any passerby, as the place was decorated with the newly blooms of spring. And it was around this time that customers alike would pick out from his bunch.

Mothers who usually finished up their spring cleaning would buy a couple or three bouquets they would set on their vintage vases. Men and women pick single stems of flowers as a gift for their newly love, or bouquets to celebrate one’s anniversary. Even witches pass by, their brooms speeding to a stop to look for Minho’s rare plants they can use for their crafts.

To say spring was the busiest season for his little flower shop would truly be an understatement. And so, he had to look for someone to be his apprentice.

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Guys, I need help!

I'm about to write a one-shot about a guy (doesn't believe in love) and a girl (hopeless romantic). Which SKZ member do you think would fit the scenario the best?

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Affection - Chapter Three

Chapter Two of Affection

Content info: Chan x afab reader, Changbin x afab reader, angst/fluff, best friend Chan, brother Felix, roommates Minho and Changbin, Minho x Jisung

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It wasn’t easy to deal with a sad, angry and frustrated Christopher. I paced back and forth in the hallway, heart heavy with worry for my best friend. I just couldn't understand how his (now ex) girlfriend had betrayed him, the oh so perfect Bang Chan. The mere thought of his pain tugged at my heartstrings, amplifying, just for a little moment, the affection I had always harbored for him. Christopher had been my confidant, my partner in crime, and now I longed to be his solace.

With a determined resolve, I knocked on Christopher's door, anxiety fluttering in my stomach. The door swung open, revealing a disheveled Chan, his eyes red and puffy from tears.

- Hey, - I whispered, softly, stepping inside and enveloping him in a warm embrace. - I'm so sorry for what happened, Chris.

Chan sighed heavily, burying his face in my shoulder.

- I can't believe it, Y/N. I gave her everything, how could she do this to me?

- Sometimes, people change, and we have no control over their actions, it's not our fault. But what matters is how we move forward and heal. You deserve so much better than someone who would betray your trust. - I ran my fingers through his soft curls, trying to offer a semblance of comfort.

- Thank you for always being there for me. I don't know what I would do without you. - He leaned back, his gaze searching mine.

- You'll never have to find out, Chris. I'm not going anywhere. We'll get through this together, I promise. - My heart skipped a beat, but I pushed my stubborn feelings aside, focusing solely on being there for him.

As the hours ticked by, I stayed by Chan's side, listening to his thoughts and worries. We shared laughter and tears, finding comfort in each other's presence. In that intimate moment, I couldn't deny the depth of my feelings for him, they never went away afterall, but I knew now was not the time to reveal my love, it never was. Christopher needed a friend, not a confession that might complicate his already fragile situation.

The following day, I returned to my own room, my mind still filled with thoughts of Christopher. It wasn't unusual for us to sleep together back in the days, but things changed, and I couldn't deny the butterflies going around in my stomach.

- Y/N, - Changbin said, his voice low and filled uncertainty. - Thanks for being there for Chan. It's... admirable.

My eyebrows furrowed instantly, unsure of how to respond. I couldn't grasp why Changbin was suddenly saying those things. Maybe he knew about my feelings for Chan? - Thank you, Changbin. But right now, I'm just focused on supporting Christopher through his breakup.

Changbin leaned closer.

- Y/N, you're intelligent, kind, and beautiful. Chan is lucky to have you by his side, really.

Caught off guard by his sudden compliments, I stepped back, a whirlwind of emotions stirring within me. I knew where this was heading. What the hell was he thinking?

- Changbin, I... I value our friendship, but I need time to process everything that's happening right now. Can we talk about this later? I'm going out.

Changbin nodded, a mix of disappointment and understanding crossing his features.

- Of course, Y/N. Take all the time you need, I'm so sorry.

As I grabbed my jacket and stepped out of the house, I couldn't help but feel guilty for inadvertently hurting Changbin. She hoped their friendship could endure this newfound complication.

Days turned into weeks, and our friend group FINALLY gathered one evening to meet Minho's new boyfriend, who was known for his shyness. We ended up congregated in a cozy café, sipping hot beverages and sharing stories.

As per usual, the boys and I couldn't contain our excitement.

- We can't wait to meet this mysterious boyfriend of yours, Minho! You've been raving about him for months. - Chan exclaimed, smiling like a proud dad.

Minho scoffed, grateful for the dim lighting that concealed his blushing, I suppose.

- He's really something special. I hope you all like him.

As the group settled into a corner booth, a young man with cute cheeks and a shy smile joined us. He introduced himself as Jisung Han, and despite his initial reserved nature, he radiated a gentle charm that instantly endeared him to everyone.

Throughout the evening, I observed the interactions between Jisung and our friends, their smiles and laughter forming a tapestry of newfound connections. I couldn't help but feel a sense of happiness and hope, knowing that love had found a way into their lives once again.

Amidst the whispered conversations, laughter, and fleeting glances, my heart remained conflicted. I recollected the complexities of my old unrequited love for Christopher, my newfound dilemma with Changbin, and the quiet yearning for a love story of my own.

Little did I know that the winds of change were swirling, quietly.

Autor's note: Guys, the playlist for this series is finally out! I'm almost 100% sure it won't suit everybody's taste, but I added songs that made sense to me and my feelings while writing the fanfiction! Thank you for all the love <3 Make sure to comment or send me a DM so we can chat and get to know each other!

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Affection - Chapter Two

Chapter Two of Affection

Content info: Chan x afab reader, Changbin x afab reader, angst/fluff, best friend Chan, brother Felix, roommates Minho and Changbin, Minho x Jisung

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- Seo Changbin! Put the flour down, now!

Living with Chris turned out to be easier than expected, despite the whole girlfriend situation. It took me a while to get used to it, but I’ve always been an expert at hiding my feelings.

What I did not expect were the other two boys that came along with the whole experience.

Changbin Seo is short, full of muscles and extremely whiny. Despite all of that he’s the sweetest boy I have ever met, extraordinarily intelligent and with, as he says, great morals. You can never predict what he’s going to do or say and, more often than not, that was kind of alarming, especially if you’re not used to his chaotic energy. He likes to think that he’s some kind of bad boy, but in reality, he’s just a cute puppy full of energy with a very, and I repeat, VERY loud voice.

- Yah! Stop screaming or I’ll swear I’ll kill you both.

Minho Lee is scary, there’s no doubt in that. He’s the typical cat mom, a total introvert with watchful eyes and a very solid personality (he gets irritated pretty easily too), but once you get to know him, he’s just a soft boy who likes to cook and treat people he loves more often than considered normal, a true tsundere. Oh, I almost forgot! On top of everything, he was the one who brought Soonie, Doongie and Dori to our home along with himself, so that’s a plus!

- Minmin, tell Changbin to stop attacking me, pretty please? I’m trying to bake us red velvet cupcakes! – I begged, trying to pull off a cute expression, even though I had a messy hair and was covered in flour from head to toe. - Sorry, pretty girl. – He winked at me – I’m too busy… Petting Soonie. I’d appreciate a cupcake later though. - Everybody knows you love when I tease you! – Changbin smirked – Stop pretending, pumpkin. - Ok. – I took the bowl out of his hands and winked at him – Keep on dreaming, big boy. - That’s disgusting. – Minho threw himself down on the sofa.

And that’s how our days usually rolled, since Chan was out most of the time. Living with him made me realize maybe I didn’t need him as much anymore, and that made me feel free, on top of all. Changbin and Minho were the family I didn’t know I needed.

- So… I was thinking about bringing Jisung over. – Minho had an uncertain look on his face – Thoughts on that? - Oh my God, finally! – I exclaimed, happily – It was about time! I’m dying to meet the lover boy.

Jisung Han was one of Felix’s closest friends, who turned out to become Minho’s most recent love interest. Changbin and I were extremely surprised by the news when he told us, since Minho isn’t the type to get involved. But the younger boy sure seemed to have stolen the oldest’s heart, leaving him in a dreamy and happy mood almost every single day. It was an understatement to say we were really excited to meet Jisung.

- If I didn’t know you, I would say you were embarrassed to introduce us to him. – Changbin said, always being a tease – Isn’t that right? - Of course I was embarrassed. – Minho tease back, with a serious face – Look at you both, who wouldn’t be? - ANYWAYS, - I intervened before things went further – When is he coming? I can invite Felix too, you know… So he doesn’t feel too uncomfortable, being surrounded with strangers and all. - That sounds like a plan. – Minho seemed relieved – Thanks, I appreciate that. - It’s all good. – I smiled – Do you think Chris will be here too? - At this point, I don’t really know. – Changbin sounded a little disappointed – He doesn’t even talk to me anymore, and guess what? We’re doing projects together. It’s been tough, I’m not gonna lie.

I was sad for Changbin. Chan has been distancing himself from us lately, and none of us wanted to bother nor confront him about it, but it was affecting the relationship of the household, even if it was just a bit. Binnie, being the closest to him AND attending the same classes as Chan, was the most affected by it.

- I’m so sorry, Binnie – I tried to comfort him – I’m sure Chris will come to his senses and…

At that moment, Chan burst through the door, crying and with an angry look on his face.

- Chris? What happened? – I rushed to him. - She cheated on me.

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Affection - Chapter One

Chapter One of Affection

Content info: Chan x afab reader, Changbin x afab reader, angst/fluff, best friend Chan, brother Felix, roommates Minho and Changbin, Minho x Jisung

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To me, happiness always felt like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the further it will be from you, but if you take a moment to look at your surroundings, it might just gently come and sit on your hand. You’ll be startled for a moment, but eventually will become fond of it and just when you start to realize how beautiful its wings are, resembling the color of a campfire going out, it will spread them and fly away. And you will miss it, even before knowing what it is to miss something. Just like a first love. Just like Christopher.

- It's always been you, hasn't it?

I freezed. A boy, probably a little older than I was, stood at the door of the big white house situated just beside my own.

- I'm so sorry! - I said, guiltily, trying to find an excuse inside that little brain of mine - She's just SO cute, I just couldn't help...

- Hey, it's fine, really. - He laughed softly, showing his adorable smiled adorned with a dimple - I'm pretty sure Berry appreciates the daily treats a lot.

Let me explain the situation: It had been just a couple of weeks since me and my brother, Felix Lee, had moved into a cute yellow house, when I met the cutest dog to have stepped paw in this world: Berry. Still being really young, I was mesmerized by the pure existence of her, and, naturally, I developed the habit of leaving a treat (anonymously, or so I thought) for the little puppy every single day at my neighbor's front door.

- I'm Chris, by the way! - The boy stated, still smiling - Christopher Bang. Or just Chan, you can pick and choose!

- I'm Y/N! - I couldn't help but relax and smile around his presence - I just moved here with my little brother Felix, but he's a little sick so mum said he should rest... Grandpa calls him Yongbok!

That's when it all started. That's when I met Christopher Bang, the one I truly believed was my soulmate.

Me and my brother were so little back then, and Chan, despite being just a little tiny bit older, took care of us like we were his own children. Old habits really do die hard, I must say.

I never seem to remember the exact moment Chris became so close to us. It happened such a long time ago that I have never even bothered to recall the memory and then, before I could realize, his presence felt so familiar that it would feel weird to not have him around.

So, when he left for college, it did.

First, I missed his smile. Just his smile and nothing more. Then, I started to miss the bouncing of his shoulders combined with his undying laugh, the one that lasted until you couldn’t recollect what you were even laughing about.

I only missed the movie nights on Sundays, until I remembered all my other days that were all filled with him, and then the longing grew bigger and bigger until it took over the lightness of the summer.

I lost my summer.

The longing, then, consumed me inside and out, because everything I missed about him made me read, paint, write, or do anything that would occupy my thoughts until I passed out on the bed from tiredness. The body knows how tiring it is to miss someone. Being inexperienced and emotionally immature didn’t help one bit.

That was the first time I cried over Christopher Bang.

Obviously, Chris, being the most caring and amazing person he was, texted me daily and called me whenever I felt like crying over missing him again. He was devasted when Felix told him about my emotional downfall. That little snitch.

- I’m sorry I left, my little sunset... – He always apologized, taking the blame when he’s done nothing wrong, as he usually does – But you’ll be here with me soon enough, just like we planned, alright? Besides, college isn’t even that great, I promise.

His affection toward us made sure that, even though we only saw him on holidays, nothing ever changed. He still felt like home, like Chris.

And then, sometime after, I finally realized I was romantically in love with him.

It was really difficult to accept my feelings at first, since Chan almost felt like part of my own family, it almost felt wrong. Almost. But Felix seemed to have noticed my feelings for the older boy a long time before that.

- Took you long enough! – He exclaimed, looking quite incredulous – You’re so slow, aren’t you? You look at him like he puts the stars in the fucking sky, really. - Oh, shut up Mr. Know-It-All. – I nudged him – Anyhow, I'm too late. He probably sees me as a little sister at this point. - You’ll never know if you don’t try! - Felix laid his head on my shoulder – And for the record, I think you’d make a really really really cute couple, ok? He’s more than approved to be my brother-in-law.

My brother always had the talent to make me cheerful regardless of the situation. Felix just has this effect on people. He always, and I repeat, always lightens the room. He is the type of person to make everyone happy anywhere he goes and, as if that wasn’t enough, the boy is also extraordinarily talented in every single thing he does. Lixie glows. He has the ability to adapt naturally to any environment ever. At parties, he was the light of it, extremely outgoing and a terrible dancer (only when he was exceptionally drunk), but, at home, he was comforting and cozy. Little details like these made leaving him even harder than it already was.

I was torn. Sure, it would be great to start college and move in with Chan, but... Was I ready? Ready to leave Felix? To leave mum and dad? Was I really choosing the right major? Honestly, I had no idea, but it wasn’t like I had a Plan B.

- Guys, I have great news! - Chan had called us one month prior to me moving in with him. - I’m actually quite scared of what I’m about to hear, but go on... - Felix giggled, getting closer to the phone. - Ok, this might sound weird, but... - He paused, and I swear I never saw him smiling so hard before – I got a girlfriend!

Great. Just awesome. Fucking marvelous.

- Oh, - Felix didn’t know how to react, I could see it in his tight smile – That's great! Congrats, mate! - Geez, this sure sounds weird... – I forced myself to laugh lightly, and even to me it sounded fake – I’m really happy for you, Chris! - Wow, you guys are so dumbstruck right now. - His smile faltered for just a split second, and then he was laughing – Is it really that hard to believe someone fell for my undying charms? - No, not hard at all... - I answered, lowly. Felix let out a soft scoff.

The silent remained for a while, until he decided to break it again. Chan does not deal well with awkwardness.

- So... Y/N, are you excited about moving in with the, oh so great, Christopher Bang? - He was still smiling, showing that fucking adorable dimple of his.

As soon as I was given the opportunity, I left the room. My head, my heart and even my breath didn’t feel right at that moment. I couldn't recollect my thoughts at all.

- Hey, are you alright? - Lix entered my bedroom a few minutes later with a look of pity I didn’t appreciate – Sorry, scratch that, of course you’re not.

The moment he hugged me was the moment the first tear scaped. That was the second time I cried over Christopher Bang.

- Lix, why does it hurt this much? - At that point I was sobbing, bawling my fucking eyes out. I’m definitely an ugly crier.

- That’s obvious... You love him, little loon. - He smiled with adoration – It's as simple as that.

- Is love supposed to hurt this much? - I hid my face in his neck, poor thing.

At that moment, he stayed quiet. I’m guessing he didn’t know the answer back then, and I’m not sure if any of us do, even now.

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Affection - Preview

Preview of Affection

Content info: Chan x afab reader, Changbin x afab reader, angst/fluff, best friend Chan, brother Felix, roommates Minho and Changbin, Minho x Jisung

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- And how long does it take to be sure that the person, and not another, is the love of your life?

- The whole life. – He answered me, with as much conviction as one can have.

- The whole life? So, tell me, what should I do while I cannot be sure?

- You love, for God’s sake, without any certainty that you’ll get anywhere! This love shit is absolutely crazy, you can’t expect any warranty, I’m telling you. – He sighed and stopped for a brief moment - Yet that’s what makes us walking bundles of sensibility, I guess. That uncertainty is what makes us unlock our heart’s windows with open and watchful eyes, allowing us to say “I love you” billions and millions of times to thousands of people in a hundred lifetimes – He finished, sounding like a true literature major.

- That’s… Interesting. – I watched him with endearment.

- Don’t mind me, I’m just babbling. – He threw me an apologetic look.

- I love you. – I said, without hesitating.

- Me too. – He smiled with tenderness.

And right then and there, discarding our whole dialogue, I just knew Christopher Bang was the love of my life, even though he wasn’t mine to love.