it seemed unfair that no matter how much he strived to be the man his conscience wanted him to be, it would keep taunting him with his failures. each time the regrets reemerged he would diligently analyze them again, hoping that this time his mind would be satisfied with his self professed remorse, but it never was. like an unforgiving spectre it would be back tomorrow to haunt him all over again.
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OKAY, DECISIONS HAVE BEEN MADE----
this loser hasn’t been with me for TOO long. i hate to say it, but i’ll have to put him on a full hiatus for an indefinite amount of time. however, in an attempt to wake him up, i will MOVE him to an entirely new blog as soon as i get rid of the virus on my own computer.
Just kiss already + nullamlibertas. Don't thank me.
Cethin’s kissing booth || accepting
There he was. Sitting at the bar drinking like the miserable little troll he WAS. Cethin hummed a laugh quietly. As predictable as ever, she thought fondly before sitting next to him on the bar and ordering the usual; a single-malt of Bowmore on rocks. For some reason Nate STILL hadn’t noticed her, so she decided upon a method more to her own taste.
“Hey, FUCKFACE.” The second Nate turned his head and be- fore could respond in any way to her customary insult, Cethin had pressed her lips on his while pulling him closer by the collar of his shirt. But being the tease she was, she yet again without warning pulled away and smiled smugly. “SURPRISE. Miss me?”
While Peyton had been talking to Nathaniel, some other man from across the bar had been looking at her. She informed Nathaniel of this information, but he tried to assure her that the stranger was probably looking at someone else. Unfortunately, that was proved wrong when Nathaniel stepped away to use the bathroom.
Sitting along at the bar counter, the stranger only then decided to make a move. Peyton rubbed her neck awkwardly, hearing the man go on about how pretty she was. At first, it was flattering, and she replied with simple thanks. But then his words shifted into much more descriptions along the lines of what he would do to her.
Before she could tell him to back the fuck off, someone had beaten her to it . . . with a punch. The harasser fell against the bar counter and Peyton let out a surprised yelp. Looking to her savior, Peyton said a rather angry Nathaniel standing, knuckles red.
“Nathaniel, what the hell did you do?” Peyton asked, her voice stern as she slipped out of the chair and in front of him. Pressing a hand on his chest, preventing him for aiming for a round two, Peyton told him in a low voice, “Let’s get out of here. C’mon.”
Now THIS is the kind of BS I stand behind. Big Smiles. The most beautiful thing we can wear. The ultimate icing #BSillalwaysconsult.
most of ivy’s muses!!
—– dean winchester. —- s1-s3. —- canon. —- main, most active.
—- jessamine knox. —- original character. ( supernatural. ) —- hellhound. —- active.
—- brianna miles. —- original character. ( supernatural. ) —- hunter. —- will either be put on hiatus or deleted.
—- anastasiya ember. —- original character. ( supernatural. ) —- pyrokinetic. —- on hiatus due to loss of muse.
—- nathaniel leander. —- original character. ( supernatural. ) —- hunter. —- second main, semi-active due to loss of muse.
—- finn abbott. —- canon. ( all our yesterdays. ) —- time traveler / regular citizen ?? —- under co. inactive until all pages & icons are remade.
Send me a “I want the H” and I will randomly generate a number!
- Bear Hug
- Sleepy hug
- Cuddle hug
- Unreciprocated hug
- “Far too long since we’ve seen eachother” hug
- From behind hug
- “Something scared me” hug
- The Lift hug
- One armed hug
- The Leg hug
- Friendly hug
- The emotional hug
- Failed hug
- Run and Jump hug
- Romantic hug
- Side hug
- Any hug you choose!
[ kai. ]
“I’m a good hunter now. While I can still sort of see. Last week I missed a vampire that I should have seen a mile off. I could have gotten us both killed. What am I supposed to do? Listen for a demon?”
“ we can always figure something out -------- maybe you’ll get better at it with time. there’s gotta be some way to... i don’t know, make things better. ”
places cora on nate's lap. do something with her.
“ ------------stay still. ”
he’s trying not to sound bitter, but the cut on cora’s shoulder is a little too deep -------- enough to make him wince every time he presses the alcohol-soak- ed cloth to her wound in order to cleanse it.
“ next time, you’re not coming. ”
it makes him feel guilty; if he hadn’t let her work the case with him, cora wouldn’t be in so much pain right now. he knew what was right and what was wrong, yet he let her have what she wanted, and now it’s going to weigh on his shoulders.
he swipes the cloth across the wound gently one last time before shifting slightly ( and cora with him ) to take the needle and thread it. a deep sigh follows, and he speaks again.
“ okay, cora, this will hurt like a bitch ---- dammit, your dad’s gonna kill me. ”
[ kai. ]
“The chance of me keeping my vision is about twenty percent. That makes me a liability. A risk. Have you ever seen a blind hunter? No, because they’re dead.”
“ i don’t care. come on, kai, you’re the best hunter i’ve ever met. you can’t just give up now. ”
look if we rp, you are more than welcome to send me headcanons at ungodly hours, TALK IN ALL CAPS ABOUT OUR BABIES, and send me like ten memes a day. I honestly won’t be annoyed and I won’t mind. In fact, I want you to.