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Project Elvhen and Other Musings

@fenxshiral / fenxshiral.tumblr.com

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I was going to write a post about how lonely I am, but instead I think I'll just write about how I want Wuk Lamat to peg me. What? Don't judge me.

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This is now a Wuk Lamat stan account thanks bye.

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SE: "This character's name is Minfilia." Me: "Wow she's interesting I suppose but you're not really doing much to develop her... *post msq starts happening* Oh wow, you're actually making her a very interesting character and..."

SE: "...And she's dead." --- SE: "This character's name is Moenbryda." Me: "Oh wow, she's really interesting and she's a childhood friend of Urianger and it's heavily implied that they are or were lovers! That's really interesting! i really look forward to seeing how her character dev..." SE: "And she's dead." ---

SE: "This character is called Iceheart, otherwise known as Ysayle" Me: "Wow this character is so cool! She is complex and has her own ideology that is tested throughout her story. I really look forward to..."

SE: "And she's dead."

Me: "... This is kind of a habit with you isn't it?"

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in fics where luke gets plopped into the prequels i want every jedi within ten metres of him to think hes the weirdest jedi theyve ever seen. he has negative lightsaber form. he doesnt know what a kata is. he handstands when he meditates. his solution to sith is to try and have a chat. hes a political radical who keeps suggesting revolution. you ask him what the jedi code is and he says "kindness and compassion and helping those in need :) ". you ask how he used the force like that and he says some shit about how you are a luminous being limited only by your mind. the councils authority is just a suggestion. he is somehow the new favourite of both qui gon and yoda

Now I'm imagining a situation like in Terry Pratchett's Night Watch where Luke admits to Mace Windu, "I came here from another time."

And Mace looks at Luke's completely unrefined lightsaber style, his profoundly philosophical insights about the Force, his disdain for authority, and his lack of knowledge of Jedi doctrine, and asks, "From how far back?"

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FFXIV twitter is basically the Tumblr Dragon Age fandom circa 2015. "You like that storyline I don't like? Wow, you must be racist."

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Every job in every role should have something it excels at better than the other jobs. Right now the game is struggling with that identity and it's something I hope they can work on in Dawntrail.

There were a lot of times during this expac that many people were left feeling "Oh they took my job's thing and gave it to this job instead." That's not something that should happen ideally, imho.

The fact that so many DRK mains were upset about DRK being the least damaging tank in the final patch because "being the high dps tank is our thing," shows what a sorry state job identity - especially for healers and tanks - is currently in.

I know it's not something easy to fix, but hopefully Dawntrail shows some change for the better.

Right now, many jobs - especially healers and tanks - are struggling to find their identity. That's something that needs to change before it becomes a real problem.

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So I play FFXIV, and have for quite a while. I'm thinking of maybe reviving this blog by writing "what-ifs" for fights that I find less than stellar, and job changes I would like, or new jobs Ive created. For example, re-writing the Endsinger extreme fight to be more epic, since the normal version is one of the best fights they've done, and then ironically the extreme version is one of the worst.

I'd rather revive this blog than make a new one but i'm not sure...

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I need help

Sharing this again because I could really use help rebuilding my savings. Ever since this happened I've been living by the skin of my teeth. So any help would be appreciated.

Sharing again. Thank you to everyone that has helped. I need help rebuilding my savings but i think i can see the light at the end of the tunnel. If you can help in any way, thank you.

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I need help

Sharing this again because I could really use help rebuilding my savings. Ever since this happened I've been living by the skin of my teeth. So any help would be appreciated.

Sharing again. Thank you to everyone that has helped. I need help rebuilding my savings but i think i can see the light at the end of the tunnel. If you can help in any way, thank you.

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I need help

So i haven’t been on here in a while, so I realize this is a complete shot in the dark. But I need help. Earlier this month I was scammed in a bad way. My bank went into the negative and now I’m late on rent. I’m asking for help, and if you’re able to give it I’ll be eternally grateful. https://gofund.me/f9a13557 Also kind of doxing myself here, but couldn’t figure out any other way to do it on the gofundme website. so oh well.

So i got a message from my landlord tonight demanding payment asap. I know I haven’t been active here in a while, but if anyone can help I really truly, appreciate it. 

Gonna go ahead and share this again. Again if you can help in absolutely any way, it is immensely appreciated. 

Reblogging this again. Thank you so very much to everyone who has either donated or shared. It means a lot. I’m so very close to my goal and the stress is going down. Thank you again for all of your help.

reblogging once again. Again, thank you so much for anyone who has already donated or shared. I’m so close to my goal and I want to thank you all so much.

So i still need help. I updated the gofundme to include the new goal. I had a job lined up for this month that would have rebuilt my savings. So far I have been able to pay last months rent, and i’m working on this months. But the job fell through and so now I have no savings set up. I’ve increased the goal of the gofundme. If any of you can help, even if it’s to just share this, it would be greatly appreciated. To any of you who have shared or donated so far, you have my undying gratitude.

sharing this again. any help you can give will be appreciated. Again, an immense to anyone who has helped already either by sharing or donating.

reblogging this again. god i just want this to be over so i don’t have to worry about money anymore. Again thank you so much to everyone who has helped so far either by donating or sharing.

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I need help

So i haven’t been on here in a while, so I realize this is a complete shot in the dark. But I need help. Earlier this month I was scammed in a bad way. My bank went into the negative and now I’m late on rent. I’m asking for help, and if you’re able to give it I’ll be eternally grateful. https://gofund.me/f9a13557 Also kind of doxing myself here, but couldn’t figure out any other way to do it on the gofundme website. so oh well.

So i got a message from my landlord tonight demanding payment asap. I know I haven’t been active here in a while, but if anyone can help I really truly, appreciate it. 

Gonna go ahead and share this again. Again if you can help in absolutely any way, it is immensely appreciated. 

Reblogging this again. Thank you so very much to everyone who has either donated or shared. It means a lot. I’m so very close to my goal and the stress is going down. Thank you again for all of your help.

reblogging once again. Again, thank you so much for anyone who has already donated or shared. I’m so close to my goal and I want to thank you all so much.

So i still need help. I updated the gofundme to include the new goal. I had a job lined up for this month that would have rebuilt my savings. So far I have been able to pay last months rent, and i’m working on this months. But the job fell through and so now I have no savings set up. I’ve increased the goal of the gofundme. If any of you can help, even if it’s to just share this, it would be greatly appreciated. To any of you who have shared or donated so far, you have my undying gratitude.

sharing this again. any help you can give will be appreciated. Again, an immense to anyone who has helped already either by sharing or donating.

reblogging this again. god i just want this to be over so i don’t have to worry about money anymore. Again thank you so much to everyone who has helped so far either by donating or sharing.

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fenxshiral

I need help

So i haven’t been on here in a while, so I realize this is a complete shot in the dark. But I need help. Earlier this month I was scammed in a bad way. My bank went into the negative and now I’m late on rent. I’m asking for help, and if you’re able to give it I’ll be eternally grateful. https://gofund.me/f9a13557 Also kind of doxing myself here, but couldn’t figure out any other way to do it on the gofundme website. so oh well.

So i got a message from my landlord tonight demanding payment asap. I know I haven’t been active here in a while, but if anyone can help I really truly, appreciate it. 

Gonna go ahead and share this again. Again if you can help in absolutely any way, it is immensely appreciated. 

Reblogging this again. Thank you so very much to everyone who has either donated or shared. It means a lot. I’m so very close to my goal and the stress is going down. Thank you again for all of your help.

reblogging once again. Again, thank you so much for anyone who has already donated or shared. I’m so close to my goal and I want to thank you all so much.

So i still need help. I updated the gofundme to include the new goal. I had a job lined up for this month that would have rebuilt my savings. So far I have been able to pay last months rent, and i’m working on this months. But the job fell through and so now I have no savings set up. I’ve increased the goal of the gofundme. If any of you can help, even if it’s to just share this, it would be greatly appreciated. To any of you who have shared or donated so far, you have my undying gratitude.

sharing this again. any help you can give will be appreciated. Again, an immense to anyone who has helped already either by sharing or donating.

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fenxshiral

I need help

So i haven’t been on here in a while, so I realize this is a complete shot in the dark. But I need help. Earlier this month I was scammed in a bad way. My bank went into the negative and now I’m late on rent. I’m asking for help, and if you’re able to give it I’ll be eternally grateful. https://gofund.me/f9a13557 Also kind of doxing myself here, but couldn’t figure out any other way to do it on the gofundme website. so oh well.

So i got a message from my landlord tonight demanding payment asap. I know I haven’t been active here in a while, but if anyone can help I really truly, appreciate it. 

Gonna go ahead and share this again. Again if you can help in absolutely any way, it is immensely appreciated. 

Reblogging this again. Thank you so very much to everyone who has either donated or shared. It means a lot. I’m so very close to my goal and the stress is going down. Thank you again for all of your help.

reblogging once again. Again, thank you so much for anyone who has already donated or shared. I’m so close to my goal and I want to thank you all so much.

So i still need help. I updated the gofundme to include the new goal. I had a job lined up for this month that would have rebuilt my savings. So far I have been able to pay last months rent, and i'm working on this months. But the job fell through and so now I have no savings set up. I've increased the goal of the gofundme. If any of you can help, even if it's to just share this, it would be greatly appreciated. To any of you who have shared or donated so far, you have my undying gratitude.

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fenxshiral

I need help

So i haven’t been on here in a while, so I realize this is a complete shot in the dark. But I need help. Earlier this month I was scammed in a bad way. My bank went into the negative and now I’m late on rent. I’m asking for help, and if you’re able to give it I’ll be eternally grateful. https://gofund.me/f9a13557 Also kind of doxing myself here, but couldn’t figure out any other way to do it on the gofundme website. so oh well.

So i got a message from my landlord tonight demanding payment asap. I know I haven’t been active here in a while, but if anyone can help I really truly, appreciate it. 

Gonna go ahead and share this again. Again if you can help in absolutely any way, it is immensely appreciated. 

Reblogging this again. Thank you so very much to everyone who has either donated or shared. It means a lot. I’m so very close to my goal and the stress is going down. Thank you again for all of your help.

reblogging once again. Again, thank you so much for anyone who has already donated or shared. I’m so close to my goal and I want to thank you all so much.

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