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Ordinary love

It was a warm april day. The sun was up on the blue sky, the nature all around was green with with tons of colourful flowers. It was April but it felt like summer.

Rae and Finn were on the bench by the river. He was lying with his head on her knees and she was sitting and playing with his hair. Birds were tweeting, the wind was lightly humming, the water was dizzling. It was so peaceful he was almost falling asleep.

‘I hate it’ said Rae making Finn look at her. He watched her for a moment but she didn’t look disturbed. He knew she wanted to tell him something but instead of doing it she wanted to get his attention first. He closed his eyes again and waited because the one thing he knew for sure was that she wouldn’t leave the subject.

Rae sighed heavily and looked at Finn trying to make him speak only by the power of mind will. Unfortunately it was a fail, like always.

'I said I hate it’ she tried once again making Finn laugh. She pouted and he kissed her. He so loved all her faces.

'What do you hate?’ He asked but with a smile on his face.

'This’ she said like it was obvious showing him the surrounding. He looked around but couldn’t a see anything annoying.

'I give up, what is THIS that you hate?’

'This place, you and me here, it’s so calm. I can feel nothing but the pure joy and happiness’ now she got him intrigued.

'I don’t get it, why would you hate a good thing?’

'because it’s so lovely I’d want to keep that memory forever but I’ve learnt we keep forgetting time like this’

Rae was right, he knew they had had many good experiences but he couldn’t remember a big part of it, they were too long with each other to remember every minute, every feel. It was slipping away from their memories and she was right, it was awful.

They were silent for a few minutes.

'Maybe we should start writing it down?’ Finn asked. Rae had had her diary once so it shouldn’t be any problem for her.

'You mean a diary? I tried, many times, and it never worked’ she sighed.

'well, maybe you tried to write too much? Like, you tried to describe everything?’

'Maybe’ she admitted.

'But what if we started something like a dairy but it would be more like a place for our feelings toward each other? I mean instead of describing this situation I would write only that we were lying by the river and I loved your fingers in my hair. It made me peaceful yet it was so electric and my head so close to your clit was full of dirty thoughts’.

She blushed at his words. 'really?’ She asked.

'yeah, really, believe me’ He reassured.

'well alright, we could try that’ she smiled 'but now let’s go back home, I want you to show me these thoughts of yours’

He laughed standing up. Standing up not only on his legs, if you know what I mean ;)

—————- So hello to all of you, girls! I want to start a new fic-project. I’m going to write a series of really short drabbles, some of them will have only a few sentences because every drabble will be one entry of Finn or Rae about their ordinary love. I wanna write it because I think many of us don’t appreciate small things in our life, we want big adventures forgetting the biggest adventure is our life, right?

As much as I love Dawny @bitchy-broken for betareading my stuff this series won’t be beta readed. Sorry to all of you who hate an 'unbetareaded’ writing.

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One more p3 sneak peek

Hi! D’you even remember me or any of my story? I guess not! I know, it’s totally my fault I’ve been away and I’m not promising I’ll be back anytime soon BUT I do promise to post part 3 to my latest fic (part 1 was posted in Ferbuary! :O ) probably next week.

So, is there any chance you remember a fic where (SPOILER ALERT) drunken Rae admitted she’s in love with Finn, then she had such a hangover she couldn’t remember what had happened, then once she remembered she freaked out a run away. Finn was at first shocked but then realised he’s still in love with her so he left work and went looking for her. Do you remember?

If you don’t remember such story and you want to here are LINKS TO PREVIOUS PARTS: part1 part2

So, if you wanna see the sneak peek from the third(and last part) of this story just read below.

Have a good day Ladies! *muah*

oh and one more thing-it wasn’t beta-readed so forgive me all grammar mistakes :)

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Anonymous asked:

One more pt. 3? plsssss

Dear Anon...

Hell yes!!!

I’m not giving up on that story; I just haven’t got much time. I promise I’ll get back to it once I have some free time.

Thank you for asking :) I hope you have a good time! xx

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One More part 2

Hey Guys! Let’s leave that stupid anon hate aside for a while and focus on what’s important. And by that I mean I try to write again even though it’s really hard. It’s a short part 2 to ONE MORE  you wanted so much. I hope you enjoy it! xx

Also as always thank you to @bitchy-broken who helps me with my insecurities and grammar errors.

3 months of snarky comments and I-hate-you-so-much-I’d-love-to-kill-you-but-somehow-I-don’t attitude till they realised they’re not that different from one another.

5 months of funny, yet full of caring friendship.

2 months of Finn thinking he’s in love with Rae.

16 months of Finn being sure he’s in love with Rae, him pinning after her but never seeing even the slightest chance she felt the same.

2 months of Finn traveling and accepting Rae loves him but just as a friend.

3 months of Finn convincing himself he’s finally over her.

22 months of running the music store as business partners and best friends.

1 night of drinking and listening to music and only 5 words that changed everything.

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I hear you with my eyes

Hi! I’m finally posting my new one-shot. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it!

As always big thank you to Dawny @bitchy-broken for being my great beta!

Also I wanna thank @you-are-world-class-i-mean-that and @mydiaryofemus for your support while I was writing it. You girls rock!

If anyone wants to check my other fics you can find them here.

So this story takes place in 2008, Rae and Finn are 38/39 years old (yep, 10 years older than in the show) and they have two awesome daughters 16/18 years old.

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new fic

Guess who nearly finished their new fic! Yep, me.

There’s only one, max two scenes left and I’ll finally send it to my lovely beta @bitchy-broken. I’m excited and can’t wait to put it out here because it’s something different. I can tell you there’s going to be a deaf person but don’t you worry; it’s not a sad story at all! ( @mydiaryofemus and @you-are-world-class-i-mean-that saw some parts of it so they can confirm :D)

So wish me luck and maybe I’ll be able to post it really SOON!

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Anonymous asked:

Is there any chance you're working on some fic nowadays? Maybe part2 to One More? I love your stories! xoxo

Hi Anon! First, I’m sorry you had to wait for my reply, I know it sounds like the lamest excuse ever but I’m really very busy.

Second, thank you very much for your message and nice words! I thought people forgot about my stories because of my absence.

No, I’m not working on One More yet, I could write it but right now with my mood and feels it would be an utter shit. BUT I am writing something and I’m excited about it since there’s a character that I’ve never seen in this fandom before. It’s hard to do them justice but luckily lovely @mydiaryofemus helps a lot because she knows that stuff. I hope to finish it soon so you could see for yourself how did I handle it.

Thank you again for your lovely message, have a good time! xx

@thatfunnygirllauren tagging you because you were asking about next part. Hope your story ended up good? :) xx

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One more

Hi Emus! I’ve got a short fic for you. Nope, it’s nothing about Valentive’s Day, it’s something I started over 4 months ago and finally finished it yesterday.

THANK YOU to my dearest beta @bitchy-broken​ who made that part readable. You’re the best! <3

TW: I hope you find it rather funny but there’s a panic attack at the end. Rae gets it under control quickly and it doesn’t really affect her but don’t read it if it might trigger you.

I hope you enjoy it!

Here’s my attempt at the constructive criticism :D I think the story is extremely well-written, the idea for the story is clever, i think the narrative is very good and it sounds like Rae, it was funny (the thing about licking the armpit) and a bit painful towards the very end. Ugh, I don’t know what more i can say, I JUST LIKE IT A LOT (sorry i couldn’t be more helpful but i’m trying) X

haha Marta, you made my day!

to był feedback i bardzo za niego dziękuję, cieszę się, że Ci się podobało haha

serio wiesz, że nie musiałaś! możesz me feedback po polsku pisać, możesz mieszać języki, whatever. ja to chcę dla mnie a nie jako promocję tego co piszę :P jeszcze raz dziękuję! :P

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Anonymous asked:

This was so so so good. When can we expect or should I say are there going to be more parts. I hope so.

Hiya Anon! Thank you for your lovely message!

I’m really, really happy you’re eager to read more of ‘One more’ story. I’m flattered and it always brings this enormous grin on my face and then I’m a tad disappointed with myself because I don’t know how to express how happy I am that someone liked my story.

Like I said the other day, after such a great feedback I was going to write a second part to this story (and I still want to) but my life fell into pieces and I don’t know how to deal with it.

I’m sorry I didn’t reply your message yesterday but I needed some time to think how much I wanted to tell you. All of you, Guys. And even though I enjoyed being anonymous for most of you when I was posting my stories, I always tried to be as honest with you as I could so here’s the truth from me because I don’t want you to worry about me, my well-being or my life. I’m going to be ok, as always. My life’s a mess right now because my Gran is in the hospital dying and I’m torn between exams and hospital in another city. Add the grief that’s accompanying this situation and you can see how much I’m not in a place to write anything at the moment. Yep, as you can see I’m Sylwia (malvaloca93).

So I want to apologize all of you who want another part but it’s not going to happen anytime soon.

Tagging people who wanted (or asked about)part 2 to One more and folks from my taglist. I hope you don’t mind.

@mirandasmadeofstonem, @lilaviolet and @nenita1978 I dunno why but I can’t tag you.

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Anonymous asked:

You can not possibly leave us hanging on One more. This is soooo good. Please, Please give us more. Have always enjoyed your fics. Have a great weekend whats left of it any way.

Oh dear Anon you made me blush and it’s not something you could see too often! Thank you for your message, it really warms my heart when someone says they like my stories, it means everything!

I’m sorry I left the story the way I did and I need you to be patient because I haven’t started part 2 yet and I can’t promise I’ll do it anytime soon. I’ve got 6 exams this week and I’m really busy so it sucks :/ but I can promise I’ll try to write it as soon and as good as I can.

Thank you again for this lovely message, I hope you’re haveng a great day/night! xxx

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One more

Hi Emus! I’ve got a short fic for you. Nope, it’s nothing about Valentive’s Day, it’s something I started over 4 months ago and finally finished it yesterday.

THANK YOU to my dearest beta @bitchy-broken​ who made that part readable. You’re the best! <3

TW: I hope you find it rather funny but there’s a panic attack at the end. Rae gets it under control quickly and it doesn’t really affect her but don’t read it if it might trigger you.

I hope you enjoy it!

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Anonymous asked:

Hi, are you ok? You haven't posted in a while and I just want to make sure. I hope you're writing something big for us! xx

Hi Anon! You’re so sweet and caring! Thank you!

Answering your question-yes, I’m alright, thank you for your concern. I haven’t posted anything cuz I’m really busy atm.

About writing- yep, I’m trying to write something but it’s a short fic. Like I said I don’t have much time and I’m pretty sure that fic hasn’t reached even 1000words yet... :/

Anyway, thank you for your ask Anon! I really appreciate it! Have a good time! xx

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You drive me crazy

Hi Guys! Yes, I’m still alive! I’m back with another one shot and I really hope you enjoy this fluffy story.

Thank you all for the awesome feedback to You drive me insane. You Ladies are truly amazing! A lot of you asked me to continue that story but I like it the way it is and don’t want to destroy it with a boring continuation BUT I wrote another one shot in the same universe so you can just take it as the follow up.

Also big THANK YOU to @bitchy-broken for all your suggestions and for improving my grammar. You’re an amazing beta! :)

You can find my other fics here.

“Are they here? Are they here? Are they here?” Yasmine was screaming running down the stairs.

“No, and Yas you need to calm down”,  Rae put her hands on her sister’s shoulders.  “Breathe” She said soothingly and took two deep breaths to make Yas do the same.  “You have to keep your excitement under control.  It’s just a boy!”  Rae smiled at her sister and Yas opened her eyes in shock.

“Just. A. Boy?!”  She shouted “Rae, don’t you understand Aiden is the coolest lad in the country? I can’t believe he talks to me let alone taking me out on a date!” she was jumping up and down.

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You drive me insane

Hello Ladies! I wrote something new and I hope you enjoy it.

@bitchy-broken thank you for all your suggestions and for correcting my grammar and I’m sorry I’m such a stubborn cow ;)

You can find my other fics here.

Feeling furious Rae walked into her flat slamming the front door shut.  She leaned her back to the wall, closed her eyes and took a deep, calming breath.

“This is so shitty!” she hissed under her breath and wiped her tired face. She had known it wasn’t going to be easy but that was hard. Maybe she should quit? She grimaced knowing it was too late for that.

“Babe, you alright?” Chloe asked walking out from her room with concern written all over her face.

“I’m bloody fantastic!” Rae snapped, taking off her boots and leather jacket.

“That bad, huh?” Chloe put hands on her hips watching her friend. “I’ll put the kettle on and do us some tea and you can tell me everything, yeah?” she asked but didn’t really wait for Rae’s answer and went to the kitchen.

Rae took her bag and sat on the settee in the lounge room putting her feet on a pouffe. She took her phone from her bag to check if there was any missed calls and she noticed two new messages; both from the same, unknown number. She huffed reading the first few words because she knew who the author was.

‘Like fuck I will agree to do it your way. You have zero experience and you know nothing’

“Yeah, because it’s like you’ve done it a billion times and know everything!” she argued back shouting at her phone like it was responsible for the text or at least could magically deliver her angry reaction.

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