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deyrion

        My name is Damon, I’m a trans man who’s been struggling with chronic depression & PTSD for most of my life, and I’m in crisis. I am being forced to find a new place to live. Ever since my child was born, I’ve been trying to find a way to be a parent, while getting help from my own parents & continuously getting triggered along the way. I’ve been fighting this for over twelve years now. I’m told to rise above my triggers, to deal with them every day while the person triggering me refuses to respect my mental needs. With the prospect of losing custody of my child and the looming threat of eviction, I cannot stay within this toxic environment any longer.

        If I don’t find a new place to live, there is a high chance that I will be kicked out. I’ve already been outed to my child, and if everything continues as it is, I probably won’t get her back.

         I need to find a new beginning, a place to start again. I live in Madisonville, LA, and I have a friend in California who is willing to take me in. However he’s strapped for cash and I need to find a way to get there myself.  

       Because of my high anxiety, along with my other issues, holding down a job recently has been one of my many obstacles, I haven’t had money to pay my insurance or the outstanding ticket on my license, nor do I have money to fix my car.

The amount of money I need to move to California is as follows:    - $210 to reactivate my car insurance    - $450 to reinstate my driver’s license    - $200 to $3000 to fix my car. The reason why there is such a big gap here is because it is a Prius, and one of the batteries is malfunctioning, and until they attempt the repair they cannot know which one. If it’s the small one, it will just cost me around $200, but if it’s the big one, it’ll be up to $3000.     - Lastly, I need $500 for travel expenses (gas, food, etc.).

      If any of you could help me find a way to start again or just share this, I would be very thankful. <3            My PayPal is Here                     My youcaring is here.

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[text]: sad world we live in when you can't go shopping without being recognized..poor guy [text]: but am I wrong though? pacts are essentially promises [text]: laptops arent as bad as GPS' [text]: friend gave me one once and well...turns out they're flammable [text]: bingo's for old people. being frozen doesn't count [text]: its just a phrase don't read too much into it

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@disillusionedhumanity

[ sms: Neighbor ]: Hasn’t happened in awhile.

[ sms: Neighbor ]: Are you saying you’re bad at keeping them or I am?

[ sms: Neighbor ]: I prefer driving motorcycles. Which I should have done instead of taking the bus today.

[ sms: Neighbor ]: You should have roasted marshmallows.

[ sms: Neighbor ]: Never played it in my life. 

[ sms: Neighbor ]: Oh ok.

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[text]: I think that ability kinda stopped working for you a long time ago [text]: exactly. pacts are promises. [text]: if you're not good at keeping them then you shouldn't make them. rather not disappoint you [text]: wow that got serious fast..... [text]: i'm not much of a fan of technology [text]: never played trivia honestly [text]: see? you're smart. not just a pretty face

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@disillusionedhumanity

[ sms: Neighbor ]: I guess that means no more grocery shopping for me. Dangerous world we live in, y’know.

[ sms: Neighbor ]: I never said that.

[ sms: Neighbor ]: Pacts are serious things.

[ sms: Neighbor ]: If it makes you feel better, I’m still getting used to the idea of a laptop.

[ sms: Neighbor ]: It’s not as bad as Bingo.

[ sms: Neighbor ]: Never thought I was just a pretty face.... but uh... thanks?

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PSA; please don’t feel obligated to send me a meme in order to reblog it from me. like sometimes it feels shitty, but it’s a far worse feeling to be sent a meme, and reply to it, only have the other person not even acknowledge it with a like. so please please please only send me memes, like my starter calls etc. if you are 100% interested in interacting with me
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@asesincs || Sleeping Meme || Accepting

        They had all spent time away on one mission or another,         it had been too long sense they’d seen each other, at           least to Steve it had been. He hadn’t really slept, pushing         himself to go farther & longer without sleep while the days         blurred together. 

                                                      When he’d finally gotten home,                                                      he still hadn’t felt like sleeping,                                                      instead, he decided to sketch                                                      something, he wasn’t really sure                                                      what it was really.

                      When just came in, he’d smiled & gave her                      a light peck in greeting, a soft gentle brush                      of lips against her cheek that ended up                       curving over her jawline before he pulls back,                      lazily enjoying both of them resting in bed.                      not feeling the pressure to do anything, just                      relax & enjoy the silence with her beside him.

   Steve didn’t know how it happened, once moment he was sketching   silently the next he was tucked against Jess with his head resting on    her shoulder, his arm lightly curved against her side while the other   lay tucked beneath the pillow. Blinking the grogginess of sleep out   of his eyes, or trying to, he heard her soft voice telling him to go    back to sleep when he lifted his head. Her own voice was sounding   like she’d fallen asleep herself. He murmurs something just as lightly   in reply, his brain not even registering the words at that point, his    blue eyes slowly drifting closed.

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[text]: don't worry, i'm good at keeping secrets [text]: not s much at the getting to know people thing [text]: forget it. stupid idea. who even makes pacts anymore? [text]: sure if you know how to use it [text]: interesting & useful at trivia [text]: everyone feels fear. we just process it different

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@disillusionedhumanity

[ sms: Neighbor ]: That’s a relief, I’d hate for vogue to show up on my doorstep for an impromptu photo shoot. My ability to blend with a crowd would be tarnished.

[ sms: Neighbor ]: I think that’s common nowadays.

[ sms: Neighbor ]: I do? I would hate it if we made a pact before we’re ready. I don’t take them lightly.

[ sms: Neighbor ]: I can safely say I have the basics down, you have difficulty with it?

[ sms: Neighbor ]: Wins you all the games?

[ sms: Neighbor ]: Of course everyone does, fear is a constant. What makes you different is how you react to it, that I won’t deny. 

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j e s s : ( @trouvx​ )
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           ❛ I’d break your neck if I wasn’t tired.❜
  Her tone civial yet full of sleep. Her eyes flickering open to watch them with an amusement in her eyes. Facing them, full-well knowing that she’d never get sleep tonight like that was such a surprise really. She’d argue about how they’d wake the whole damn area but her exhausted haze held her back. She does reach over and gets a hold of Jame’s right hand and tries to keep it still while drapping her leg over James and onto Steven to keep him from falling at SOME point into the night.
           ❛ Move again James, and I’ll rip your hand off and cut off your dick.❜
She smiles threatening, yet giggles slightly at her comment. Once again, closing her eyes and resting beside the heat blankets to TRY to REGAIN sleep even though that wouldn’t happen anytime soon. Of course, Jessica would never hurt Steven unless he pissed her off and at that she’d mostly likely would break his arm or leg for it. 
                             ❛ Sleep, we have to do a mission tomorrow.❜
         It takes him a while to cut  back the laughter from Steve’s          RIDICULOUS mutterings,  it almost makes him feel guilty          because the two of them sound tired as all hell. ALMOST.                              Jess’  threat  though  does  have him thinking                              twice  and  very  quickly   shuts  up  for  once                              because of it.
                   And then James is effectively stuck between the two and if he                    hadn’t woken them both up himself he would have sworn that                    they planned it.    He attempts to move out of the TRAP but it                    does  nothing except  making  it look  like he’s  trying  to be a                    worm in his spare time.                                                             He’s pretty sure they  both know that he                                                            COULD  get up if he actually  WANTED                                                            to which makes it all the more worse for                                                            him since  he can’t  bluff his way out  of                                                            the impromptu dog-pile.
                             ❛ Last I checked —- ❜
                                                                               Because  even if they’ve  both told                                                                                him to keep quiet he can only look                                                                                at the ceiling for so long before his                                                                                mind starts to wander.                                        ( He feels  SAFE with these two,   it makes                                          it harder to  SHUT DOWN and  r e v e r t . )
                   ❛ —– We have a few great pillows                               that AREN’T me. ❜
         And he angles his head as best he can to see them          as  though he’s  making a point like   ‘ Oh yes there          they are  don’t  worry  they’ve  no t left in the night. 
                             He’s wiggling again but this time it’s to shuffle his                              arms under the two of them  and pull them closer                              since it’s ever so obvious he has no problem with                              the close proximity.
         ❛ It’ll be easy.                    This PUNK, on the ground,                                         you up in the air,                              and I’ll shoot anything that                              gets   near  either  of   you. ❜

               Steve’s eye pops opened when Jess                made that threat, a light sound of                disapproval slips out as he looks her                way, a light frown playing over his lips.                Acting as if he hadn’t heard the light                laugh.

                          ❛ No cutting off limbs.  

      He tried to sound stern, really he did, but the words came       out more of a sleepy murmur, loud enough for both of       them to hear but still groggy from being woken up too soon,       not that it would matter in a few moments, by then he’d be       wide awake and ready to go for his morning jog even if the       sun hadn’t risen yet.                                          He couldn’t even stop the goofy grin                                          spreading over his lips at the amount                                           of wiggling James was doing.

            A light happy noise sounds in his through at             the feel of being pulled closer, ending up             snuggled more firmly against James’ side,             his fingers reaching out to lightly caress Jess’             arm, just a light soothing touch.  

                            The thought of making Buck                              uncomfortable didn’t cross                               his mind, not with being pulled                               even closer.             ❛ You’re more comfy 

   It’s the truth, the comfortable bed and pillows they had    nowadays were way to soft, the second he moved to     lay on James it had become more...soothing of a     position. Steve really didn’t want to get up, he sounded    more awake, he was far more aware now than he wanted    to be. 

                                   Ready to start the day. Maybe                                    do some sketches. But, but that                                    would require him to leave their                                    oh so snug dog pile.

                                                  ❛ Jess needs her sleep.                                    His voice was low now, fully awake,                                   though he’d rather not be. Which was                                   strange for him, he normally hated                                    sleeping, if he was anywhere else he                                   probably wouldn’t have slept at all.

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Sorry I’ve been quiet, I’ve been dealing with Holiday things the past week & have been a tad bit exhausted. So I’m checking on some plots I wanted to still do while I work on Coding. If anyone is good with coding and feels like giving me some feedback on it I’d love some. I shall get to a few things today, hopefully. c:
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Snowman ]

[ sms: Star spangled man with a plan ] : ain’t you a charmer ;-)
[ sms: Star spangled man with a plan ] : Yeah and your damn hot chocolate.
[ sms: Star spangled man with a plan ] : Think you can hold down until I get there?
At least now James has actually got up and this time not to order more food for once, he wasn’t so mean that he’d actually keep Steve waiting for hours on end while he had a few more burgers. Or at least not to eat there, he grabs a few more for the road mostly because Steve isn’t around to tell him to STOP, and apparently Steve is sort of 90% of his impulse control when it comes to fast food.
[ sms: Star spangled man with a plan ] : I’ll be home soon.

[ sms: Jerk Face ]: What can I say, I learned from the best ;-)

[ sms: Jerk Face ]: You’re so good to me. Fluffy marshmallows?

[ sms: Jerk Face ]: What’s the estimated time of arrival?

Steve snuggles deeper into his blanket cocoon, the glow of his phone the only light he could see at that point. He was so glad he wore socks tonight, not as thankful for the sleeveless shirt though. God, he really wanted some warm snuggles it was freezing, he hated the freezing. It reminded him of too much. He shifts within the blankets trying to get warmer & more comfortable.

[ sms: Jerk Face ]: Can’t wait.

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