Be Kind

what i'm loving is to see every single one of the blogs I follow to have a meltdown as soon as they watch the movie 😭😭 can I asks your thoughts about MP, allie?

It took me forever to watch it hahah so I feel like everyone already had so many good takes at this point that I don't think there's much left for me to say about the movie itself. I love it, I really do.

What baffles me though and I simply can't get this out of my head is why the fuck Harry had to go and do this movie? This is the question I've been asking myself since day one and now that I finally watched it, it seems an even more persistent matter. He is good at acting, and in all of his other movies I was able to forget I was watching Harry, our Harry, on the screen. But not on My Policeman. And it wasn't because his acting wasn't good- quite the opposite, he's wonderful - but it's just because Harry is Tom. He knew every single one of those emotions, he knows how it feels like, I could see him in every single scenes through Tom.

Listen- I've been here for a while, okay?! Around nine years, watching this kid, since he was 19, being desperately in love and crazy proud of who he is. And not being allowed to. And now, out of all the things in the world he could be doing, he's an actor and he's playing this closeted man in a movie that isn't allowed to be with the person he loves, stuck in a fake marriage. He did this movie while playing the exact same role in real life. Out of all things, out of all movies... that's what he chose. I never wanted to have a peek inside someone's head so much as I do now, I just want to understand why did he go there, and what this means to him. How does he cope with it.