"you think you're charcoal, burning ebony
but i see you in shades of navy, plum, violet
i see the bits of shooting stars you ignore
i see a universe within
the galaxies that make up your brain
but when you dim the lights, when the black engulfs
you escape from my vision
and i can't give you a mirror if you won't look at it"
— the pain of loving you, r.s.