Update
outofadon: Hey everybody - all 300 of you (though I’m sure the number will continue to go downhill due to my inactivity. It’s little!Franky-mun here and I have something to address. It’s of extreme importance to me though I’m sure nobody really cares or gives a shit. I’ve been wanting to say this for a really long time but I didn’t know the right words and I still don’t. However, I feel that it is my responsibility because this is my blog. I’m sorry for the delay.
First of all, I’d like to thank every single of you and apologize for not being on or doing any replies. The One Piece fandom is one of the best fandoms I’ve ever been a part of. I’ve never encountered a group of people more warm, sweet and kind as all of you. Sure, once you’re in a fandom, you feel like you’re part of a family but you guys are so welcoming and so sweet. Ever since I started this blog, I’ve never been in an unpleasant situation. Therefore, what I’m about to say has /nothing/ to do with any of you. It’s not anybody’s fault. If somebody is to blame, it’s me.
I’ve decided to stop roleplaying on Tumblr. Again, I’d like to stress that nobody is to blame for my decision. It is what I have decided and it is something that I have chosen. I’ve thought it through thoroughly and I’m very calm. This is not a decision made through impulse. Trust me, making this choice wasn’t easy. It’s not something I was looking forward to.
The reason why is simply just… insecurity. I don’t feel that I’m suited for this role or any role at all. Having a blog is a responsibility - it is fun, yes, but nonetheless, you’re required to update frequently and produce quality which is something I feel that I cannot do. My writing lacks calibre and skill; my muse isn’t well represented or brought out properly. I don’t feel that I can give what is expected; nor can I continue going on with realization of this fact. Due to this, I have come to the conclusion that roleplaying just isn’t the thing for me.
Don’t get me wrong, I love roleplaying. It’s putting it out there which gives me this pressure. I’m a perfectionist, it’s in my nature and I can’t ignore it. There is a slight possibility that I may come back when I’m ready but right now that chance doesn’t look too promising. Feel free to unfollow me or whatever, that’s your choice. I won’t hold you back or make you stay. I won’t be deleting this blog as it’s filled with fond memories and great times. If you’d like to keep in touch with me or something, hit the ask box and ask for my skype or other social media. I’ll gladly give it to you.
Thank you so much for being my nakama. I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough.
outoffangs: Reblogging this from my other Tumblr. I'm sorry guys.