reminders for those grieving a loved one:
+ it’s okay to have happy days, you’re not doing a disservice to your loved one by being happy.
+ the grief process is not linear. you will have good days. bad days. okay days. you’ll start your day happy and end it sad...or the reverse. be gentle with yourself. you’re doing great so far.
+ you’ll be reminded of your loved one. those memories may make you feel an incredible amount of emotions, from happy to sad.
+ it’s okay to feel nothing. to feel numb. you won’t always feel like crying or laughing. some days, you’ll feel apathetic. again, that’s okay...that’s normal.
+ keep their memory alive by remembering the good ole days with them. watch videos, look at photos, tell stories about them with your friends/family.
+ it’s okay to not want to talk about your loved one or look at old photos/videos of them. sometimes, it can be tough to remember the good times, because they make you miss them even more.
+ it’s okay to cry. it’s okay to sob. it’s okay to feel low. it’s okay to feel empty. it’s okay to feel anger. it’s okay to take time for yourself.
+ guilt is a normal part of the grieving process, but don’t blame yourself. or do your best to not blame yourself. you did the best you could. it’s not your fault.
+ lean on those around you for support. and support them as well (if they’re affected by the loss). talk to a therapist. find a grief support group.
+ don’t compare your grief to others’. your emotions and grieving process are valid, and should not be compared to those who are grieving as well.
+ it’s okay to feel angry, but do not take out your pain on other people. channel that anger into something healthy — like painting or running/exercising. if your anger becomes too much, i urge you to seek counseling (as it’s completely normal to).
+ know that you will heal. one day, you’ll have more up days than down days. you’ll smile more. you’ll feel like yourself again or a better version of yourself.
“how glad I am that you existed. how glad I was to have a being as rare as you, petals that so many palms will never kiss. a soft brush, a fine drink, limited edition.”
— i miss you
I feel completely dead inside right now. Not just dead inside in the sense of having no emotions, but dead inside in a way that seems like my entire mind body and soul have given up. I feel like I’ve been fighting so much and for so long and I simply don’t have the energy or motivation or hope or willpower to carry on. Frankly right now I couldn’t even kill myself because I simply can’t be bothered. It feels like every spark I had has gone out and all I want to do is stare out the window or sleep.
if anyone ever asks you ‘who is b.a.p’ just show them this video
(this is 100% inspired by exo in a nutshell. also editing this made my cry it took 7 hours i have no life)
Oh shit that was great :D
1:03 LKJGLEKRAGJ //SCREAM
I am fucking crying
BAP Variety Shows [stream links] Updated[161209]
Yongguk [eng subbed]
BANG and ZELO [eng subbed]
Lulu Lala
ENG SUBBED CUTS
- Yongguk as shrek
- yongguk cuts
- BAP + Block B cuts [part1][part2]
RAW CUTS
- Yongguk with Park Gyuri of Kara
- Yongguk-not talkative
- Yongguk-Couple Yoga
- Yongguk-from small island
- Yongguk-special gift
Mr And Miss Idol Korea[raw]
Tadah! it’s BAP [eng subbed]
- BAP Introduction
- BAP Members Personal Introduction
- Episode1 [part1][part2]
- Episode2
- Episode 3 [part1][part2]
- Episode4 [part1][part2]
- Episode5 [part1][part2]
- Episode6 [part1][part2]
- Episode7 [part1][part2]
- Episode8
- Episode9
- Episode10(final episode) [part1][part2][part3][part4]
BAP Diary[eng subbed]
- Episode1
- Episode2(final episode)
- BAP cut in MYNAME Diary
BAP Killing Camp [eng subbed]
BAP ASK IN A BOX [eng subbed]
Weekly Idol [eng subbed]
- 120822 BAP No Mercy [link1][link2]
- 130306 BAP One Shot [link1][link2]
- 130904 BAP Badman [link1][link2]
- 140305 BAP 1004 [link1][link2]
After School Club[eng subbed]
- 130814 BAP Badman [link1][lin2]
- 140219 BAP 1004
- 151124 BAP Young Wild and Free
- 16117 B.A.P Skydive [preview]
- 161122[ B.A.P Skydive-Before ASC][FULL]
Star King
ENG SUBBED CUTS
- 130302 BAP cut
- 130831 Yongguk,Youngjae cut
- 131102 Yongguk,Daehyun.Youngjae,Zelo cut
RAW CUTS
- 130907 Yongguk+Ailee cut
- 131109 Youngjae+Zelo
- 140222 BAP cut
- 140405 Himchan on Star KIng [part1][part2][part3][part4]
Quiz To Change The World [eng subbed]
- 121117 Yongguk,Daehyun cut
- 130216 Yongguk,Daehyun,Hyosung cut
1000 Song Challenge [eng subbed]
Infinity Challenge [eng subbed]
- 130325 BAP cut
Yu Huiyeol’s Sketchbook [eng subbed]
- 140321 BAP cut {starts at 24:26}
King Of Masked Singer [eng subbed]
- 151122 Daehyun cut episode 33
- 151122 Daehyun cut episode 34
The Qmentary [eng subbed]
- 151116 BAP Young Wild and Free
The Boss Is Watching [ raw]
- 160206 BAP cut
- 160206 Chicken Fight cut
GURUPOP SHOW [eng subbed]
Beatles Code [eng subbed]
- 120903 BAP + Younha
- 130902 BAP
BAP Game cuts
ENG SUBBED
MBC The Geeks [eng subbed]
- 151218 BAP cut
Close-Up Observation Diary On Idol[eng subbed]
KBS Safety First [eng subbed]
Hello Counselor [eng subbed]
- 160321 BAP Himchan,Daehyun+Rainbow Jisook,Ko Woori(soft subs)
- 161114 B.A.P Himchan,Youngjae +Lee Jeongmin, Kim Minkyo(soft subs)
Fan Heart Attack Idol [eng subbed]
B.A.P Heyo TV
Eng Subbed
- 160817 1st episode [FULL]
- 160824 2nd episode [FULL]
- 160905 4th episode [B.A.P: Animal Onesie Intro][Jongup trying to undress discreetly]
- 161109 5th episode [Skydive Mv commentary]
RAW
- 160831 3rd episode [FULL]
- 160905 4th episode [FULL]
- 161102 5th episode [FULL]
- 161109 6th epiosde [FULL]
ddukgu
ENG SUBBED
- 160908 1st clip [soft subs]
- 160914 3rd clip
- 160916 4th clip
- 160918 5th clip
- 160920 6th clip
- 161107 B.A.P @ ddukgu preview
- 161111 B.A.P SKYDIVE Q&A
- 161115 B.A.P NOIR Album Review @ ddukgu
RAW
- 160911 2nd clip
- 161006 7th clip
- 161006 8th clip
- 161006 9th clip
- 161113 B.A.P Skydive rehearsal-Jongup focus
- 161116 B.A.P @ddukgu
- 161117 B.A.P @ ddukgu
- 161121 B.A.P album review B cut Music Broadcast version
- 161121 B.A.P 60 sec album review B cut
B.A.P ONE FINE DAY
ENG SUBBED
- 161010 preview
- 161016 preview
- 161017 EP1
- 161024 EP2
- 161031 EP3
- 161107 EP4
- 161114 EP5
- 161121 EP6
- 161128 EP7
- 161205 EP8 [last episode]
Clebrity Bromance
ENG SUBBED
- 161129 Young Jae & JB EP1 (soft subs)
- 161206 Young Jae & JB EP2 (soft subs)
Miscellaneous [Eng Subbed] Updated 161007
{Note:This list includes all the fun stuff like backstage clips,nico nico events,album cover shoots,greetings and messages and some other videos.However only the subbed versions of such videos have been included}
2012
- 120217 B.A.P - DAUMMUSIC - Introduction video
- 1202– B.A.P RT M Countdown
- 120222 Music on Top Backstage Interview - B.A.P & SPICA cut.
- 120223 RT MCountdown B.A.P (Warrior)
- 1202– RT Mcountdown_FOLLOW B.A.P (Secret Love)
- 120301 B.A.P. Secret Love MCD Behind the scene (soft subs)
- 120304 B.A.P - Like a Dream
- 120308 B.A.P - ShowChampion - Talk Cut
- 120312 B.A.P + Secret - Kellan Snowboard Wear Promo
- 120313 B.A.P Parody
- 120313 B.A.P - White Day message to BABY 2012
- 120420 Behind the Show B.A.P cut (soft subs)
- 120427 B.A.P - 2ND Album (Cover shooting Making Film)
- 120429 BAP work place song (soft subs)
- 120508 B.A.P 100th Day Anniversary
- 120511 Behind The Show - B.A.P cut
- 120522 MBC Music Show! Champion - B.A.P TALK CUT
- 120719 B.A.P Cut Wide Entertainment News
- 120724 B.A.P backstage Mnet Countdown - No Mercy
- 120724 Melon - MOON (Jongup) & ZELO - NO MERCY Dance Tutorial
- 120804 B.A.P MTV Day Cut
- 120805 B.A.P - 1st Mini Album Cover Making
- 120805 The Star Making of Mine with Bang YongGuk and Kim HimChan lMine MV
- 120806 B.A.P Show Champion NG Cuts
- 120819 BAP special egg song (soft subs)
- 120822 B.A.P Rainbow Cut
- 120912 B.A.P at MV Filming Site for Secret’s Poison
- 120914 Music Bank Waiting Room
- 121009 B.A.P cut SHOW CHAMPION
- 121011 WIDE NEWS - BAP THROWS A SURPRISE PARTY FOR SECRET
- 121026 B.A.P, Boys of Dogtown ( MTVK)
- 121027 B.A.P 1st BABY Day (TheStar Clip)
- 121101 B.A.P: Nursery Visit for the “Spread the Love” Concert with Miss A
- 121214 B.A.P Win Melo Music Awards
- 121225 B.A.P backstage cut SHOW CHAMPION
- 121226 B.A.P Acceptance Speech sbs MTV awards 2012
2013
- 130101 B.A.P New Years Greeting 2013
- 130114 Noon’s Hope Song Youngjae + Sunhwa
- 130131 B.A.P Win Seoul Music Awards
- 130213 B.A.P Win Gaon chart Kpop awards
- 1302– B.A.P One Shot Album Cover Shoot Making
- 130124 B.A.P’s 1st Anniversary Message [BangHim][DaeJae][JongLo]
- 130221 B.A.P star selca my love KBS
- 130224 1thek Let’s Dance: B.A.P_ONE SHOT (soft subs)
- 130306 Show Champion: backstage BAP
- 130313 BAP Wite Day message
- 130307 B.A.P - White Day Message show champion
- 130315 Daehyun and Youngjae singing Candy and MC-ing
- 130320 BAP backstage Show Champion
- 130322 Gangnam Feel Dance Ep 10 B.A.P cut
- 130403 Show Champion B.A.P Backstage
- 130609 B.A.P’s Message to BABYz for 500th Day
- 130622 B.A.P Live On Earth HK Press Conference
- 130703 B.A.P - Backstage (Show Champion)
- 130724 B.A.P Video Message to Japanese BABYz
- 130808 Zelo “Wide Eyes” TheSTAR Battle Idol Staring Contest
- 130814 Show Champion B.A.P funny Interview
- 130815 B.A.P on Mnet Wide Entertainment backstage
- 130828 B.A.P VIXX EXO Leader Inspection ShowChamp
- 130831 B.A.P - Show Champion Backstage
- 130902 Mnet Japan M Countdown Hot Stage BAP {backstage+rehearsal)
- 130912 B.A.P on Mnet Wide Entertainment back stage
- 130926 B.A.P on Mnet Wide-BAP recommend songs
- 130927 B.A.P at 2013 SBS Super Model Contest
- 131008 The Show (60 sec interview) B.A.P
- 131008 B.A.P’s message for the release of Warrior in Japan
- 131010 B.A.P Special “Warrior” Release Live Event in Roppongi NikoFarre
- 1310– B.A.P NRTC
- 1310– B.A.P The Show (Special Badman Behind the scene)
- 131016 B.A.P HPPK
- 131018 PON! B.A.P cut
- 131026 B.A.P in - M-ON! Countdown E.T
- 131104 B.A.P One Shot Release Event NicoNico [1][2][3][4][5][6][member’s corner]
- 131213 2nd Baby Day Greeting
- 131224 B.A.P at The Show
- 131219 2014 Seasons Greetings Making Film
- 131224 The Show- B.A.P Cut
2014
- 140101 B.A.P 2014 New Year Greeting
- 140202 CSI: B.A.P 1004 1thek (soft subs)
- 140113 B.A.P in Japan - One Shot Premium DVD
- 140203 B.A.P 1004 Jacket Shooting (DAUM Music)
- 140204 The Show News - B.A.P cut
- 140204 B A P 1004 Daum Music Jacket Filming Site
- 140206 Be My BABY Footage - B.A.B.Y
- 140207 B.A.P Music Bank Backstage Interview
- 140212 Show Champion - B.A.P [1][2]
- 140213 Chocolate Making Film
- 140214 Music Bank B.A.P - Interview, 1004 and Winning Cut
- 140215 Show Champion Backstage
- 140222 Show Champion Backstage
- 140304 B A P 1004 Jacket Filming Onsite Interview
- 140308 BTOB Show Champion - Himchan Cut
- 140313 White Day Message to BABY
- 140319 Show Champion 100 - B.A.P cut
- 140321 KBS World Backstage Chat with B.A.P
- 140326 Show Champion HimDae narration Behind The Scenes + Red Carpet Interview
- 140401 B.A.P NicoNico Japan 3rd Single No Mercy Release Event [1][2]
- 140410 Yongguk’s Message to BABYz
2015
- 151117 B.A.P MV TALK Young Wild& Free THE SHOW (soft subs)
- 151118 B.A.P SHOW CHAMPION: Daehyun & Youngjae Special MC
- 151120 B.A.P S'More
- 151121 B.A.P Show Champion Backstage
- 151223 B.A.P’s Today’s Room - Episode 2
- 151126 Mwave Meet&Greet with B.A.P - Zelo clip
- 151130 B.A.P KBS Music Bank - Young, Wild & Free 1st Win ceremony
- 151201 B.A.P MTV The Show - YWF Performance & 2nd Win Speech
- 151202 B.A.P Show Champion backstage
- 151204 B.A.P Music Bank Himchan MC Cuts
- 151208 B.A.P The Show News Daehyun & Youngjae
- 151222 B.A.P KBS Sharing Happiness (cut)
- 151222 B.A.P Daehyun TV
- 151222 B.A.P Zelo TV
- 151223 B.A.P Youngjae’s Message For SBS Gayo Daejun
- 151223 B.A.P Himchan TV
- 151223 B.A.P Youngjae TV
- 151223 B.A.P Jongup TV
- 151223 BAP 1thek Chemitest [Yongguk][Himchan][Daehyun][Youngjae][Jongup][Zelo] (soft subs)
- 151224 B.A.P Yongguk TV
- 151224 THE STAR B.A.P - Reenacting “Reply 1988”, Who Is The King Of Charm (soft subs)
- 151224 B.A.P TV - Santa BAP’s Hot Answers for Fans’ Wishes (soft subs)
- 151227 B.A.P Gayo Daejeon - leaderline (Yongguk cut)
2016
- 160301 Let’s Dance: B.A.P Feel So Good 1thek (soft subs)
- 160305 B.A.P Show Champion backstage
- 160306,160325 B.A.P react to Cheese in the Trap and Descendant of the Sun
- 160307 B.A.P MEET & GREET-guess the body part [soft subs]
- 160308 B.A.P Behind The Show + Feel So Good 1st Win (soft subs)
- 160308 BAP THE SHOW 60 second mission
- 160311 Simply K-POP l S'More - B.A.P
- 160312 B.A.P and others acting as main character from Signal
- 160312 B.A.P Show Champion Backstage
- 160314 [M2] B.A.P_daehyun had already applied for SMTM5? (soft subs)
- 160315 B.A.P Behind The Show (soft subs)
- 160318 Simply K-POP l B.A.P - S'More
- 160318 B.A.P [M2] : Joongki vs Jingoo, What is your choice? (soft subs)
- 160319 BAP & KNK - Acrostic Poem on show champion (soft subs)
- 160329 B.A.P ‘BEST. ABSOLUTE. PERFECT’ Release Event NicoNico Live (Osama Game)
- 160331 MEET&GREET cuts [1][2][3]
- 160417 BAP Tuliip Korea
- 160622 160622 BAP’s message-Korean Music Wave Fukouka
- 160628 B.A.P cut at Singapore conference
- 160713 Space Shower TV ~ B.A.P Awareness Investigation (Unreleased Footage)
- 160714 B.A.P NicoNico 'FEEL SO GOOD’ Album Release Party-Use of the clear bag cut
- 160714 B.A.P NicoNico 'FEEL SO GOOD’ Album Release-How B.A.P have their showers
- 160726 B.A.P LIVE ON EARTH 2016 WORLD TOUR FINALE TRUE AWAKE !! Live Viewing: Commentary Video
- 160805 Show Champion In Manila
- 160809 1theK WAITINGROOM LIVE: B.A.P That’s My Jam (soft subs)
- 160814 WAITING ROOM LIVE - How B.A.P plays with snacks
- 160904 B.A.P kpop World Festival inTokyo [part 1] [part2]
- 160920 B.A.P Show Champion Special “BEHIND in Manila”
- 161002 B.A.P Daehyun & Jongup ‘W’ Parody [soft subs]
I think the most beautiful thing is to see your bias smiling
B.A.P Reality TV-ENG SUBBED [Updated 161007]
BAP ATTACK!Earth Invasion
- 140415 Chapter1-Seoul [link1][link2]
- 140513 Chaper2-NewYork [link1][link2]
- 140520 Chapter3-Dallas [link1][link2]
- 140527 Chapter4-LA [link1][link2]
- 140603 Chapter5-London/Paris [link1][link2]
- 140610 Chapter6-Dusseldorf [link1][link2]
- 140617 Chapter7-Australia [link1][link2]
- 140708 Chapter8-Taipei [link1][link2]
- 140715 Chapter9-Singapore [link1][link2]
- 140722 Chapter10-Fukuoka [link1][link2]
- 140729 Chapter11-Nagoya/Osaka [link1][link2]
- 140805 Chapter12-Chiba&Bangkok [link1][link2]
- 140812 Chapter13-Bangkok [link1][link2]
Go!B.A.P
- 140417 Yongguk Cam
- 140420 Himchan Cam
- 140417 Daehyun Cam
- 140420 Youngjae Cam
- 140421 Jongup Cam
- 140419 Zelo Cam
- 140517 FULL
BAP LOE DVDs
{Note:These videos have been uploaded by the owners of DVDs.Kindly do not re-upload without permission}
BAP 1st Adventure (10000 MILES DVD-2013):
B.A.P Live On Earth Pacific Tour DVD:
- BAP LOE Seoul
- BAP LOE Taiwan
- BAP LOE Japan
- BAP LOE Singapore
- Special Memory in Japan [link1][link2]
BAP 2nd Adventure 30000 MILES DVD (2014):
B.A.P 3rd Adventure 50000 MILES DVD (2016)
- Photoshoot : part 1 part 2
- MV NOW - JONGUP
- Jongup - 지금 (Now) Making Film
- The DVD : [Part 1-9] [FULL]
BAP Vring U Broadcasts
{All the BAP Vlive videos can be found here.Videos are subbed.}
Thank you for inspiring so many others to follow their dreams.
#Behappywithyongguk
Its always good to know what to do when your baby is in danger.
ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.
whenever i post this it works reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweet
Die Eifersucht ist eine Leidenschaft die mit Eifer sucht was Leiden schaft
Dies sind weise Worte, alter Mann.
Happy Birthday to you it's still the 29th right haha happy birthday ilu
Ohhhhhhhhhhh my god thank you very much beautiful anon ilu2
‘nightway’