Time Machine
I just wanna get paid to be creative
In a time where the whole world is vegetative
I accelerate the words not to legislate, but
I want to cast these pearls out the window at eighty eight
Nine year old me out in the streets just lookin’ for trees
One phone on the wall and we always sit down to eat
Already scheming short stories and tyin’ in these beats
My feet running black from kick ball in the streets
But before too long I’m 15 and workin two jobs
Trying to pay the light bill for my mom and pops
Strait A student reduced dutifully to washing dishes
Spending the nights trying to be the kid that I could reminisce in, but
From there on out it was like money took importance
No time for front porches it was grind or burn corpses
I lost everyone I loved and was forced to assimilate
Now I’m 35 I get excited over new dinner plates
I just wanna get paid to be creative
In a time where the whole world is vegetative
I accelerate the words not to legislate, but
I want to cast these pearls out the window at eighty eight
I’m not saying I hate workin, got that old school ethic
Just want to be something great before I my tools turn mythic
Is it too much to ask just to do what you love
And still pay the rent, have a life, and run a little amok?
Spent too many years fading into couches feeling sorry for me
Forgot about that little kid who was climbing a tree
Forgot about the wonder and hope I had for the plunder
Still clocking every day like a grandfather going under
Quietly in my little box I’m still rhymin’
Noisy like a rusted chain, and still grindin’
Never seemed to get the timing right
Too old for YouTube too young to give up the fight
I’m somewhere in the middle of procrastination and ability
I thank my dad for the diction, direction, and vocabulary
I thank my mom for the hugs and the love she helped build in me
But all this love still isn’t paying light bills unfortunately
I just wanna get paid to be creative
In a time where the whole world is vegetative
I accelerate the words but not to legislate, but
Still want to cast these pearls out the window at eighty eight