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Please, Just This Once, Stay

@johannas-motivational-insults / johannas-motivational-insults.tumblr.com

Creator and consumer of fanfiction, primarily Joniss and Catradora. Occasional giffer, vidder, and cosplayer. Absolute trash for Spacekru. Stans the Superpal Trio. ASD/ADHD. ISXJ. 8w9. Neutral good. Taurus by birth and personality. Canadian. Cascadian. Tragic Backstory Snarky Brunette trope. Non-binary female (any pronouns are good). This is my main (and only) blog, multi-fandom but heavy on THG, The 100, and She-Ra.
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SPOP Fic/Vid Masterpost

Last updated: January 2021

I’ve gained a bit of notoriety and a lot of followers on Tumblr for my blog content, so I just wanna take a minute to introduce myself and my work to any new followers who might see this (or old ones who have missed new content). Nothing wrong with a little shameless self-promotion, right?

Hi, I’m Jo, and I'm actually primarily a fic writer and vidder. I’ve just been writing a lot of meta and making gifsets for SPOP because I Just Have A Lot Of Feelings. I’ve also written fics for The Hunger Games and The 100, but here’s my SPOP works in case you are looking for more content:

Fics

Demons: Catra and Adora working through the abuse they suffered at the hands of Shadow Weaver, as well as their unresolved feelings for each other. Unapologetically dark and angsty, but in a deep and cathartic way. (longfic, WIP)

Satisfaction: Half porn, half character study. Examines how Catra and Adora’s hangups and trauma could influence their sexual dynamics. Top Catra and Top Adora, so there’s something for everyone so long as you don’t mind a little kink. ;D (short chapter fic, complete)

The Sting in My Eyes: Post-canon hurt/comfort fic. Catra is still working on expressing her emotions in healthy ways, with Melog’s help. She and Adora ruminate on their mixed emotions over Shadow Weaver’s final act and their relationships with her prior. (oneshot, complete)

Hail Mary: High school football au where Catradora are best friends and teammates but there is some frustration brewing under the surface for both of them. Meant to mirror their pre-canon relationship, with plenty of references to canon events along the way. (medium(?) chapter fic, WIP)

Solidarity: Adora cuts her hair short to match Catra’s in hopes of making her feel less self-conscious and better about how hers was cut without her consent. (oneshot, possibly to be a twoshot in the future)

Full Hearts: Fluffy domestic Catradora future fic. (twoshot, complete)

Aural Fixation: Shameless Catradora smut. Adora wakes Catra up by nibbling on her ears to get her hot, and she pays the price for it. (oneshot, possibly to be a twoshot in the future)

Done Waiting: Angsty Scorptra post season 3, Scorpia confronting Catra for the way she’s treated her. (oneshot, complete)

Love, Adora: My angsty backstory for Adora’s letter to Catra in the Rebel Princess Guide. Only read this if you want to cry. (oneshot, complete)

Live With It: My sequel to @jaelav3‘s horribly tragic oneshot congratulations. Adora dealing (or not dealing) with her guilt and grief six years after slaying Catra in battle. This is another one you should only read if you want to cry, obviously. (3/ 4-5 chapters published)

Vids

Catra and Shadow Weaver - Mercy: A snapshot of Catra and Shadow Weaver’s toxic and tumultuous relationship throughout the series (a.k.a. Shadow Weaver being The Worst™ greatest hits). (rock, seasons 1-5)

Adora - A Better Son/Daughter: A tribute to Adora’s struggles with anxiety and her hero complex, and to her eventual happy ending. (This one starts slow, stick with it through the instrumental start and you’ll be rewarded with lots of tears!) (indie ballad, seasons 1-5)

Catra - Unstoppable: A look at Catra’s need for validation and tendency to suppress her emotions, and how her quest for power turned into a train wreck she couldn’t stop. (pop, seasons 1-4)

I’m Not Jesus - Catra and Adora vs. Shadow Weaver: A song about not forgiving your abuser. Examines Catra and Adora’s feelings about Shadow Weaver being “one of the good guys” after joining the rebellion. (metal, seasons 1-4)

Catra - Behind Blue Eyes: A character study of the hurt hiding beneath Catra’s villain facade, her lifetime of silent suffering. (rock, season 1)

Scorpia/Dina Mashups - She-Ra x Superstore Crack: A collection of some of Lauren Ash’s best lines from Superstore dubbed over scenes from She-Ra. Laughs guaranteed! (crack, seasons 1-5)

Catradora - Roadside: A total angst fest, all about Catra’s feelings of abandonment and betrayal and the consequences she suffers after Adora leaves the Horde. (For some reason this one never took off, but it’s a real tear-jerker.) (rock, season 1)

Catradora - Under Your Scars: An Adora-centric look at Catradora’s falling out and her undying affection for Catra. And she was yearning. (rock, seasons 1-2)

Scorptra - You Belong With Me: A snapshot of Scorpia’s feelings for Catra and her frustration with Catra’s obsession with Adora. (pop, seasons 1-2)

She-Ra crack: She-Ra x The Lion King (plus bonus Disney!): Exactly what it sounds like. Includes odes to the Best Friend Squad and Superpal Trio, a gaggle of musical numbers, and lots of gay jokes! (I like to think the cast and crew saw this one after seeing them make one of the exact same jokes, but it’s probably coincidence tbh.) (musical/crack, season 1)

Catra - King of Pain: A look at the cycle of trauma and suffering that Catra never seems to be able to escape. (acoustic rock cover, seasons 1-2)

Adora - Monster: A look at how the great expectations placed on Adora and her resulting ego and messiah complex end up alienating others and paralyzing her with feelings of inadequacy and guilt, and how important it is for her to learn to accept the help and love of others. (pop, seasons 1-5)

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the usa is leaving me to die slowly and painfully because i am poor please god rb this dont just like and scroll

i'm on a medication that is barely helping and i'm still having seizures almost every other day. finally had a grand mal the other day and i'm still hurting from it.

i don't have health insurance but i have to see a neurologist otherwise my condition is going to continue to deteriorate until it kills me if nothing is done

please. please it's alot but if 500 people send 10 bucks that meets our goal. anything at all helps. im begging for my life here it has to happen. i'm scared of going to sleep & i can barely do anything anymore even if i want to this is a fucking shitty way to go im only 24

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I've been trying not to call people mean names when I get into arguments so now my default when I get a lil frustrated is to say "babe" which as u might understand is not particularly conducive to customer service

Had a guy piss me off so badly yesterday I called him babygirl

For reference im a scrawny 19 year old girl weaing top much eyeliner and he was a 40 year old man in an American flag carhartt jacket. We were both so surprised the disagreement just ended right there

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teaboot

Once while I was at work a grown ass man told me "no matter how tough you act you'll never be a man, just like I'll never be a woman" and I know he MEANT like "I'm tougher than you because women are weak" but I heard it in Queer and went "Oh.... sweetheart" and he just completely recoiled it was insane

It was just the most out of pocket misogyny I've ever received, like why would he have said that

"You're a woman": Would be meaner if I wasn't in girl mode but okay good start

"Women are lesser": Heard it before, what else

"You'll never be a man": Bit weird but it tracks

"Just like I'll never be a woman": .... Why do I suddenly feel bad for you. Like you suck hot shit but I wanna give you a pep talk. You know you don't have to be a man if you don't want to be, right? I'm still kicking you out of this store, though. What the fuck is going on

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my fave greek history story to tell is that of agnodice. like she noticed that women were dying a lot during childbirth so she went to egypt to study medicine in alexandria and was really fucking good but b/c it was illegal for women to be doctors in athens she had to pretend to be a man. and then the other doctors noticed that she was 10x better than them and accused her of seducing and sleeping with the women patients. like they brought her to court for this. and she just looked at them and these charges and stripped in front of everyone like “yeah. im not fucking your wives” and then they got so mad that a woman was better at their jobs then them that they tried to execute her but all her patients came to court and were like “are you fucking serious? she is the reason you have living children and a wife.” so they were shamed into changing the law and that is how women were given the right to practice medicine in athens

Yeah, this isn’t some Greek myth story about a hero or demigod or something, Agnodice was a real person who actually did this.

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Greetings bugs and worms!

This comic is a little different than what I usually do but I worked real hard on it—Maybe I'll make more infographic stuff in the future this ended up being fun. Hope you learned something new :)

If you are still curious and want to learn more about OCD, you can visit the International OCD Foundation's website. I also recommend this amazing TED ED video "Starving The Monster", which was my first introduction to the disorder and this video by John Green about his own experience with OCD.

The IOCDF's website can also help you find support groups, therapy, and has lots of online guides and resources as well if you or a loved one is struggling with the disorder. It is very comprehensive!

Reblog to teach your followers about OCD

(But also not reblogging doesn't make you evil, silly goose)

Oh please, please spread information about this. It's so goddamn important.

I was diagnosed with OCD in December 2021, and it was a living hell. It's nothing like the pop culture representation of it. It was, without question, the worst experience of my life. OCD is a nightmare to have.

Those feelings you have when something horrible happens? Imagine having those feelings day in and day out, because in your mind, those horrible things are being constantly thought about as a very real threat. Your mind tells you to do the compulsion, or they'll come true.

The compulsions aren't something we like doing. The comic is so right about this. You could be rearranging your room a hundred times to get it exactly right because it makes you happy, and still not have OCD. The compulsions are born out of fear, that started rational and then devolved into things that don't make sense at all.

Because I was a psychology student and I'm someone who pays close attention to my mental state, I noticed the horrifying change in my behaviour and forced my family to take me to see a psychologist within a couple of months of symptom onset.

It's been more than two years of medication and therapy, and the OCD doesn't paralyse me anymore the way it used to. Most days, I barely remember it's there, sleeping in my brain and dormant. Treatment is possible, and I'm proof of it.

This is because I saw something was wrong and got help.

But even being a psychology student, until I got the diagnosis, I didn't even consider it might be OCD. I just knew something was off.

Why didn't I think of OCD? Because of the sheer volume of misinformation that's spread about this disorder.

I don't want other OCD sufferers to not seek help simply because of this popular misunderstanding about what the disorder is. So yeah. Please go through the comic, it explains it wonderfully.

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wowwforever

if you told vin diesel fast and the furious you were gay he'd be like "Some people like driving stick…some people like driving automatic…what matters is you cross the finish line.." and then he'd rev up a dodge challenger and drive through a building and kill 16 people

he literally did in the fourth one when he's asked if he likes cars more than women

If you asked if he was cool with trans people, he'd probably say "sometimes, aftermarket parts are the only way to get the vehicle you really want. Everyone should have the right to hot rod."

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aimlesspoet

a bottom-tier autistic experience is being told throughout your entire childhood that you are just an overthinker when it comes to social situations and later finding out that your friends did, in fact, hate being around you and tried to communicate that through weird little hints

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one of the most infuriating things about becoming an adult is when you realize that it actually is 10x easier to solve problems by making a phone call vs literally any other communication method

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