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Sleeves.

@notero-blog / notero-blog.tumblr.com

Where I keep my long story. .
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As some of you know, my mom was diagnosed with cancer in October of 2014. I will never forget coming home for Thanksgiving and my beautiful, brave and strong mom deciding to shave off all her hair before the treatment got a chance to steal it away from her. I lost my mom a little over two months ago. (To many of my dear, dear friends, I'm sorry I haven't reached out to you yet. It's been a hard two months). And although I wasn't brave enough to shave my head with her at the time (and also because she wouldn't let me🙈), today I was able to chop off 7 inches of my hair for charity. My beautiful mom was such a strong woman; she never let cancer become her identity. To her family, she was never sick, never a victim, never cancer. She was always a mother, always a wife, always a friend, always herself... Despite the unthinkable battle she fought. Today a piece of me is healed knowing that my hair can possibly help someone maintain their own identity in spite of their own unthinkable battle. This gesture, of course dedicated and inspired by my mom. (Although I know she would kill me for chopping my hair this short) But hair grows back. Just like a worn spirit. It just takes a little time, a little healing and a lot of faith. And I know my mom is still with me every inch of the way. ❤️❤️❤️ (at Shoreditch)

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A very crumblybuttasty first attempt at macarons with @matq89. Le Happy New Year, y'all. 💃🌸🍪🍥 (at Rixeyville, Virginia)

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What a wonderful week spent with @sarah_wisnoski. Time flies when you're having fun. 👯

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The trees are just wood, the woods are just trees 🎶🌲🌲🍄🌿 (at Maroon Bells)

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Leaving is not enough. You must stay gone. Train your heart like a dog. Change the locks even on the house he’s never visited. You lucky, lucky girl. You have an apartment just your size. A bathtub full of tea. A heart the size of Arizona, but not nearly so arid. Don’t wish away your cracked past, your crooked toes, your problems are papier mache puppets you made or bought because the vendor at the market was so compelling you just had to have them. You had to have him. And you did. And now you pull down the bridge between your houses, you make him call before he visits, you take a lover for granted, you take a lover who looks at you like maybe you are magic. Make the first bottle you consume in this place a relic. Place it on whatever altar you fashion with a knife and five cranberries. Don’t lose too much weight. Stupid girls are always trying to disappear as revenge. And you are not stupid. You loved a man with more hands than a parade of beggars, and here you stand. Heart like a four-poster bed. Heart like a canvas. Heart leaking something so strong they can smell it in the street.

Frida Kahlo (via theavamovement)

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as your lover, i have my doubts that you kiss your mother with that mouth. you put it on me. up and down me. we had a good time crossing those lines.
now that we’re friends, it’s becoming more and more clear that your vampire boyfriend isn’t going anywhere. you put me on. you put on a good show.
(at least i can see myself in the mirror.)
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