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Dragon q u e e n.
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Tell Me.
Leave a “Tell Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about my characterconfessing something to yours [be it a love confession, a secret, feel free to specify.]
“But Mistress Fear likes me!” Leia blurted out.
People close to her Mistressseemed to suddenly wish for more of her service than before – she’d evenlistened in on whispered and hidden conversations, when her Mistress was toofocused on other things to sense if she is asleep or not.
Andnone of them seemed to understand just how much Fear likes her. Or how much shelikes her Mistress.
“Imean really likes me!” she continues,cheeks a bit red as alarm bells blare in her head at what he could do with thisinformation, “She cares about me, more than just a pet or messenger or tool ortrophy. She likes having me around, and she cares for me, and I don’t want to leave. I like serving Her.”
Andit’s true, and her voice rings with just how true it is.
Sure,she’s sorely tempted by Yidhra – she is an Owl, after all, and oh, does thegift of knowledge and skill tempt her sorely. But she genuinely loves herMistress, and knows just how much her Mistress cares for her, in her own way ofshowing it.
ButAdra? She’s never fully trusted him since the Incident. She very stiffly andhesitantly agreed to let him draw his mark upon her, yes, but only after muchcoaxing and reassurance it was not permanent. But that’s what made it finallyClick, for her.
Hehad enough mannerisms and repeated actions of Past Masters that – with thatMarking – she Remembered.
Nospecifics, or rather, too many specifics. Knowledge of how she got the scars onher back, and ones she’s burned out of her front with magic and medicinalherbs. Memories of promises of temporary claims, of privacy, of kindness, allslowly pushed further and further until all were broken beyond repair. Memoriesof trust manipulated and betrayed, over and over, by other owners – all returningas a warning: Do Not Trust Him.
She’stried to act normal, pretend he still has her trust, while just staying closerto her Mistress and Yidhra.
But asubtle nudge to try to get her allegiance that happened to vaguely – even ifunintentionally – imply her Mistress gave her less than the love she’s seenfirsthand? Even out of true ignorance? Fear for her own safety, or future manipulationsagainst her Mistress, was secondary to the impulse to defend her status as Fear’sand Fear’s Alone. And one who cannot be convinced away from Her.
“Iwill not leave her, and would not even if I did not owe her my life. And I donot wish you to buy me from her – Even if she doesn’t love me in the same way,I do love being my Mistress’s servant. I do not want any other master.”
Onlyafter she finishes does he realizes how one could use that information againsther Mistress.
Butshe crosses her arms and lifts her chin defiantly. It doesn’t matter – she’sfought stranger, even if not more powerful. She has friends she can call on andeavesdropped knowledge and the odd hint from his library, should he tryanything.
Shejust hopes her defiance distracts from the fear of possible repeated pasts inher eyes.
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Not sure it helps but they’re supposedly mostly just trying to boost outside porn sites by fooling google analytics into thinking those sites actually have more links to real webpages than they actually do? Or something? Supposedly?
Don’t excuse them, my child.
I will find a creature from my beloved menagerie to take care of this for me.
Then I won’t have to listen to them do disgusting things in my honor.
I swear to Me, I disappear for a few months and suddenly there are kinksters worshipping me. I am NOT that type of goddess. Take the squick and leave before I feed you to something.
Trust me.
It would please your God deeply.
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ain’t no ’ adios ’ here ;
smi have no idea what i’m doing, but sup guys. this is for you all. i’ve had deanna for quite awhile now and some of you have been with me from the get go, if not from my old benny days. so — yes. taking a leaf from raylan’s book to show you all off. i appreciate you all more than you know.
my favoritest ; fruitcake & casito.
i would not be here today without these two assholes. they are without a doubt extremely important to me. and always will be. i love you, guys. thank you for being you. my fucking incredible friends, ladies and gentlemen. if you’re following me, you should be following them. their talent knows no bounds.
they don’t forget the pie ;
we either write together, stalk together, or occasionally wave at one another like ships in the night. ( in no particular order )
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i really want some more dark & violent threads ya feel.
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Horror has a face, and you must make a friend of horror. Horror and moral terror are your friends. If they are not, then they are enemies to be feared.
Colonel Walter E. Kurtz, Apocalypse Now(1979)
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Source: killedtheinnocentpeople
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you people should learn about the goetic demons like for example:
this is prince stolas, he is a long legged owl demon who teaches knowledge about astronomy and herbs to anyone who conjures him
whats not cool about an owl demon
this is so funny because you expect demons to be sour and evil and menacing and here you have a friendly owl teaching you good info on herbs and stars
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Send me PHONE if you want to know what your name in my character's phone is.
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I think one of the most terrifying and one of the best things you can ever tell me, as both an rper and a writer, is that you read my threads. Like threads that aren’t just our characters, but my threads with other characters. I get both terrified and thrilled, like, oh no what if my writing isn’t good enough. But more than that, its like, wow oh my god, you like my character enough to see what he’s doing with other threads. Like, when other people ship my OTPs and read what’s going on, when they approve of and get excited over my headcanons and when they fall as in love with my character as I do. That—that feeling is literally one of the best, and if you ever just want to tell me you do, then I promise you, you would have just made my day. I just, thank you.
*Sad Headcanons* She doesn't question why, whenever her Castle echoes with her own solitude, she makes terrifying [[loving]] Monsters that have sable coloring with ruby red eyes.
out of nightmare.
..... okayyougotme ..... she might have just-
painted her little mink in shadows. It has naturally red eyes, after all. And it does seem to love her with all it's tiny mink soul. Which suits Fear just fine.
With your terrifying yet playful take on Fear, I can totally see you playing Lilith.
out of nightmare.
Oooooooh! Thank you! I actually really loved Lilith and have incorporated bits and pieces of her into Fear because she inspired me quite a bit. She would be a lot of fun to explore and honestly I think I could come up with some really satisfying headcanons for her.
And let's face it- badass ladies who love to create monsters? They'd get along great. (At least I hope so, though it would be much safer for mankind if they didn't.)