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neon abomination

@purraxis / purraxis.tumblr.com

prax ♦ they/it/neos new 2 tumblr!! just a lil creature carrd link
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2dmax

once a beloved housepet, he now roams neon streets... XULFUR

adopted oc, designed by maggotmush on TH

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ashyslashyy

new shirt idea for cool people

[ID: A yellow T-shirt with caps lock text in a handwriting font that reads: “I am not an interdimensional dream demon. I will not cause psychological and/or physical harm to you. I will not ruin your life. Please shake my hand” /End ID]

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drakesvalley

The wildest part about being a system and having known you are a system for a while (6+ years for us) HAS to be seeing people who are just figuring it out fall into holes that you've long left behind.

Like. Yeah. We also thought we needed to keep tabs on everyone to increase communication. In the end it became too unwieldy. Especially since DID evolves with what you experience all the time.

Microlabels are cool and I fully support anyone who uses them, but figuring out what to call every single structure in your system isn't for us anymore.

Another thing we notice is people who try their best to know who is fronting at all given times. A lot of that comes naturally to us nowadays, but it's also... OK not to know. Especially if you're not focusing on anything system related at the time.

I guess a lot of this boils down to, it's okay not to care. It's okay to go with the flow of things and figure out at your own pace. Identity is fluid, especially if you have a dissociative disorder. You don't HAVE to have everything figured out 100% of the time.

It's okay to take it slow. It's okay to not know. It's okay to just exist for a bit. It's okay to live and experience things beyond being a system.

To all the people who are just starting to comprehend this. You do not need to know and label exactly what is happening in your head all the time. Fuck, we sure don't. And we're happier for it.

It's okay to just be you.

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