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Polite Menace, That’ll Be My Brand. ²⁵ 🃏 ꀭꋫꐟ
Random abrupt hiatus to the tumblr is now over, life got hectic but I'm back now. I'm sorry for popping off 🩶
Forgive me, I'm so damn rusty with my writing at the moment but I wanted to try for you 🥹🫢🫂 @alittlesmartcookie

It's the early hours of the morning, when you finally give up on the thought of sleep, a defeated sigh leaving your lips. The sun was just peeking over the horizon, casting the world outside in pale hues of yellow, the edge of night still hugging the sky. As you shuffled your way to the kitchen, blanket draped over your shoulders, the sight that met your eyes had you stopping mid step.

Simon.

He was home much earlier than expected and his tall figure standing before you, sent a rush of warmth through your chest.

The sudden whistle from the kettle had you blinking, snapping out of the light daze you'd been sent into, from allowing your gaze to roam over his back, the tight fitted shirt hugging his form in just the right way.

"Si?" The nickname you'd given him slipped past your lips, tone soft and airy, as though to not disturb the peace of the moment. His head turned, gazing at you over his shoulder, whiskey coloured irises clashing with your own gaze. "Mornin' love." His voice was rough, edged with the kind of tired that signaled he hadn't rested in some time, much like yourself.

His attention was brought back to the kettle, which continued to sing loudly in protest, he was quick to remove from the stove and set down on the table. It was a simple home you'd both created together, ensuring comfort over anything flashy, but it was perfect for the two of you. Two cups, accompanied with a bottle of fresh milk, and the sugar pot were placed upon the tables' wooden surface next before Simon pulled out a chair, gesturing for you to sit.

Bare feet padded across the floorboards as you slipped passed him, taking the offered seat. Bringing your hands up to readjust the blanket which had begun to slip from your shoulders, you felt the warmth off another pair resting atop your own, causing your head to tilt backwards, gazing up at the man behind you. The corner of his mouth curled up, the edges of a smile you'd fallen for, one that was reserved just for you, upon his lips. "Can't sleep?" He asked softly, eyes never leaving yours for a moment. You shook your head slightly, head still tilted back, now resting against his abdomen. "Let's have some tea, then perhaps I can tire you out after. That sound good, sweetheart?"

First off, can I just say

Waaaaaahhhh 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

JAY, you are the best! I got home and read this and then made a tea to drink while reading it! This is such an amazing gift 🥹 Argh, I love Simon and the way you write him so much (I will marry him sO Hard one day, he’ll never see it coming🤭😈)

Thank you so much again for this gift, Jay. I will cherish and treasure it forever 💜

The sun was just peeking over the horizon, casting the world outside in pale hues of yellow, the edge of night still hugging the sky.

I love the way you describe things🤭🥰

from allowing your gaze to roam over his back, the tight fitted shirt hugging his form in just the right way.

I’m staring so respectfully, sir 🤭😳🫣🥰

whiskey coloured irises

Literally perfect description because canonically he loves bourbon

Let's have some tea, then perhaps I can tire you out after. That sound good, sweetheart?"

Sounds lovely 🥰🤭🫣

I'm staring so respectfully, sir 🥴

Si, my dude, you let my girl look until she's appeased please.

How you got me feeling after reading your response 🥹🫂🤭💜

I appreciate you so much and I'm SO glad you liked it 🥺 you make me feel better about my writing, thank you love 💜✨️

Forgive me, I'm so damn rusty with my writing at the moment but I wanted to try for you 🥹🫢🫂 @alittlesmartcookie

It's the early hours of the morning, when you finally give up on the thought of sleep, a defeated sigh leaving your lips. The sun was just peeking over the horizon, casting the world outside in pale hues of yellow, the edge of night still hugging the sky. As you shuffled your way to the kitchen, blanket draped over your shoulders, the sight that met your eyes had you stopping mid step.

Simon.

He was home much earlier than expected and his tall figure standing before you, sent a rush of warmth through your chest.

The sudden whistle from the kettle had you blinking, snapping out of the light daze you'd been sent into, from allowing your gaze to roam over his back, the tight fitted shirt hugging his form in just the right way.

"Si?" The nickname you'd given him slipped past your lips, tone soft and airy, as though to not disturb the peace of the moment. His head turned, gazing at you over his shoulder, whiskey coloured irises clashing with your own gaze. "Mornin' love." His voice was rough, edged with the kind of tired that signaled he hadn't rested in some time, much like yourself.

His attention was brought back to the kettle, which continued to sing loudly in protest, he was quick to remove from the stove and set down on the table. It was a simple home you'd both created together, ensuring comfort over anything flashy, but it was perfect for the two of you. Two cups, accompanied with a bottle of fresh milk, and the sugar pot were placed upon the tables' wooden surface next before Simon pulled out a chair, gesturing for you to sit.

Bare feet padded across the floorboards as you slipped passed him, taking the offered seat. Bringing your hands up to readjust the blanket which had begun to slip from your shoulders, you felt the warmth off another pair resting atop your own, causing your head to tilt backwards, gazing up at the man behind you. The corner of his mouth curled up, the edges of a smile you'd fallen for, one that was reserved just for you, upon his lips. "Can't sleep?" He asked softly, eyes never leaving yours for a moment. You shook your head slightly, head still tilted back, now resting against his abdomen. "Let's have some tea, then perhaps I can tire you out after. That sound good, sweetheart?"

Music Shuffle aka Snooping on Your Playlist

Thanks for the tag @risingphoenix761 ❤️

Put your “on repeat” playlist on shuffle and share the first 10 songs then tag 10 people 🎶

1. Taylor Swift “Bad Blood”

2. Megan Thee Stallion “Bigger In Texas”

3. FKA Twigs “Video Girl”

4. Flo Milli “Weak”

5. Sabrina Carpenter “Taste”

6. Luther Vandross & Mariah Carey “Endless Love”

7. Miley Cyrus “Used to be Young”

8. Megan Thee Stallion “Cobra”

9. Cardi B “Enough (Miami)”

10. Megan Thee Stallion “Hiss”

Music Shuffle aka Snooping on Your Playlist

Put your “on repeat” playlist on shuffle and share the first 10 songs then tag 10 people 🎶

thank you love for the tag @cocoamoonmalfoy 🖤✨ I don't own Spotify soooo here's a list from my library!

  1. U4ea by Casper Sage
  2. The Stream (feat Miso) by Prep
  3. Algorithm by Lucky Daye
  4. The Room (feat. Devin Tracy) by Flying Lotus
  5. pearls (with Chester Watson) by Dua Saleh
  6. Asphalt by Quarters of Change
  7. Foam by Royal Otis
  8. Walk On By by Lola Young
  9. wacced out murals by Kendrick Lamar
  10. DEVINS'S HOUSE by Noah Guy

Music Shuffle aka Snooping on Your Playlist

Put your "on repeat" playlist on shuffle and share the first 10 songs then tag 10 people 🎶

Thank you for the tag @chaos-4baby 🩶🌸

  1. Kujo Beat Down by Ren
  2. You Know I'm No Good by Amy Winehouse
  3. The State of Massachusetts by Dropkick Murphys
  4. Chalk Outlines by Ren & CHINCHILLA
  5. Fairytale of New York by The Pouges & Kristy MacColl
  6. We Ride by Bryan Martin
  7. 23 by Chayce Beckham
  8. Humble by Ren & Eden Nash
  9. Back to Black by Amy Winehouse
  10. And to Those I Love, Thanks for Sticking Around by $uicideboy$

I've rewritten this chapter five times already and I was about to being the Great Edit when I found the biggest plot hole I've ever seen. I was disgusted I didn't catch it.

I'm gonna start over AGAIN and hope for the best.

Lemme get you some goods, make sure you take your time and don't you forget about yourself, you got this miss ma'am 🤌🏻✨️🥀

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