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collector of bones and other neat things

@elsterz / elsterz.tumblr.com

. 23 . he/they . Misha . stinky american . any art is under #my art

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officially decided that anyone who tries to divide the lgbt community is a fed. i dont care if you're not actually a fed, if you're causing infighting in a minority community then you're a fed who just isnt getting paid to be one. either apply for a job at the CIA or shut the fuck up

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My Helpful Words But Also Its Hard When Empire Is Forcing Yourself To Be Something It Isnt So Lets Do Our Best In The Meantime

fourth-wave sputch discourse is going to be canceling people for playing Mario for betraying the working class

super mario class traitor for nintendo snitch

Every protein bar is called something like "double chocolate indulgence caramel cookie dough delight crunch" and tastes like clay and sawdust

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My 25 years of palaeoart chronology… and it's FossilFriday!

Here's a 2022 painting of Sacabambaspis, a jawless fish from the Ordovician Period. I can't yet say anything about the project is was created for (big news soon).

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This was in another goodwill bin and I'm gonna put the back cover under a cut just so you can experience the same sensation of flipping it over to see this:

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Heads up, a bunch of people today are getting spammed with the same copy/pasted message demanding that you participate in someone else's personal drama.

And the thing is whether you decline to join the crusade against a stranger based entirely on another stranger's word or you just quietly ignore this user, they will later send you photos of dead cats with their guts everywhere????

It'd take a lot more than splatterated animals to rattle me but heads up to those who need a heads up??? If it would severely affect you for this zany brain to send you photos like this you can DM me for the username to block.

Originally meant to censor the name only in case this kook would get creepier and stalkier in response to being outed, but there's been so many targets now it doesnt matter. Plus I accidentally left the name in the first screenshot anyway. It's t3ddygf and don't scroll down that blog unless you also want to see the dead animal stuff.

Edit it looks like many people don't know this, you can block users without visiting their blogs. Go to settings, then your blog, scroll to your blocklistcand you can just add any name on the site

hey, been getting messages from this person/people for weeks now. been sent gore of both irl humans and animals, varying threats, leaked nudes belonging to people i dont know, eating disorder content, and some other things im sure (ive begun blocking/deleting the messages without looking at images)

this is not the only blog. every time i block a blog another shows up and continues the cycle. blocking and reporting has not worked. i do not know the people being talked about. my guess is someone has reblogged something from me and that got me put on a list of people to harass.

Yeah I've heard from a few people now saying that this goofazoid has spent months attacking them from dozens of different accounts.

Now that she's going basically tumblr famous for it she's kind of helpless to actually smear anyone though. Everybody already hated unsupported callouts and now everybody knows they might come from the wannabe Roadkill Fairy.

If she never backs off she's only going to make a meme of herself. Her only options are to get a life now, or become increasingly famous as a trainwreck and laughingstock.

i also wanted to speak up about the horrible things they've been sending to me as well that have been racist.

i believe they are also parading around as a supposed 'victim' accusing me of sinister / malicious things such as pedophilia on a dummy account using my legal last name attached in the username.

i haven't spoken up much about this due to fear of them continuing to harass and attack me this way.

our partner would have more screenshots but here are a couple we've received. this person seriously will attack anyone for anything. they seem to deactivate the burners within minutes of sending the shit so staff can't pin them down long enough to actually terminate them. as you can see this has been going on for a while. trigger warning for eating disorders in some of them (I relapsed recently and I'm very open about that). but yeah. absolutely deranged

im one of the many targeted by this person. in fact, Many people now know my username who otherwise wouldn't have due to this!

i have left these unedited besides cropping out the receivers usernames. i closed asks early into this so many of these were spotted being sent to others, but the deadname ask was sent directly to me.

these are a few of many screenshots I have of the one whos been accusing me of being fatphobic and transphobic.

I can't believe how many people quietly endured the roadkill fairy for so long?? I have never seen this type of person screw themselves so badly by going after so many people. You can't expect to be slick when you're stalking half a neighborhood at once. It's not even stalking at that point, stalking entails stealth. That's just shitting in the street on live tv.

She deactivated this account after I sent back a pretty long-winded thing, I don't know if she read it or not. She's obviously someone extremely troubled and maybe really young but that isn't an excuse for trying this hard to terrorize people. To ME it's kind of laughable trolling, but that's because I've been on the internet since the 90's, I'm a grown man, and tumblr already knows I'm not any of the things this person might make up about me. Other people who've gotten her gore, porn, threats and accusations in their inboxes have been small blogs with only a few followers, new users, users as young as 13, users with mental illness or traumatic experiences severely exacerbated by the things she was sending.

Imagine being some kid with an already rough life who's trying to form friendships on the limited outlet of social media when all the sudden this totally unknown stranger bombards your inbox with photographs of mutilated bodies and then messages every user in your notes to tell them you're a rapist or something, of course that's fucking scary for a lot of people. Shit, imagine someone who already had to remake their entire online presence to get away from some hardcore weirdo and now they get this shit. They'd have to fear it was all happening again or even that it's their past attacker who managed to hunt them down. It'd be nice if everyone she did this to could find this or other threads about and see that it was all just pointless, meaningless, impersonal spam but I've already heard that some users quit the site altogether because of this individual. I'm sure if she's still around she'll keep looking at this thread so I just have to say: if you're realizing or ever will realize that you went way, way, way too far here, it isn't too late to be better. Nobody knows your real actual identity as far as I know, so as much as you probably don't deserve to be, you are technically safer and more anonymous than a lot of people you went after.

You could just quit doing this stuff any moment, get some kind of help, and build a safer healthier life for yourself that doesn't revolve around rage towards internet strangers. I don't care what you say anybody did; even if they did those things, they don't warrant your shockingly, preposterously escalated reaction and they aren't worth the amount of time, energy and emotional labor it must take to do what you've been doing. A couple of your (former?) "friends" have weighed in distancing themselves from you, but they still also throw in how much they hate your original main target, and I can see that their blogs are devoted entirely to high school drama level gossip. These are not good people. These were likely never real friends. How often did they talk to you about things that make you happy, or things you find interesting? Did they mostly share thoughts with you about books or music or cool hobbies or even just casual trivia? Do you have favorite bands or favorite animals or favorite video games, and do those people bother to know or care what any of them are? Or was your average exchange more like "SHE said THIS about HER and should KILL HERSELF, the WHORE BITCH?" Because it really really looks like that's the most common kind of conversation you all have amongst one another, or at best, it's a kind of conversation you're just as likely to have as the last movie you watched. We all know that type. Speaking of movies, we even see it in a lot of media, and for very good reason, it's always a villain. If that's the dominant kind of socialism you've had, especially since your teens (or you're even still in them) then it must feel like that's just what "friends," do, that they get together and they vent and they gossip and they trash-talk, but that's genuinely not what friendship actually looks like at all and isn't what people can actually bond over in any mutually beneficial way. You should be sharing feelings about things because you find them cool and fun, shit that's special to you, not shit about people you despise or how to get some kind of revenge against them. Get a hobby, literally. Go get yourself into stamp collecting or gardening or comic books or fossils, find stuff that makes you feel good to talk about and people who like talking about those things with you. You've wasted enormous amounts of time now that you could have spent smiling about something cute and nice instead of searching google for crime scene photos or dogfucking as tumblr hatemail ammunition. I feel kind of cringe writing all this myself, like my cynical internet instincts are telling me this is an embarrassing degree of emotional investment to display in a situation that has so little to do with me - I literally only got two messages from this individual, two days ago - but my one little post about it opened up a rabbit hole I still can't wrap my head around. There are legendary Encyclopedia Dramatica horror tales that still aren't exactly as dumbfounding as this is. I've rarely seen anyone in the last 25 years do so much to try and negatively affect so many people for just so little of a reason. You really do not want that to be what you're primarily remembered for. And yes, the extremes it has evidently gone to, especially the type of pornographic material sent to some accounts and the relative ages of some targets, does in fact appear to have crossed the very few lines that can get the police or even FBI involved in an internet harassment case. Assuming you're as young as you seem, you not only don't want to be remembered for this kind of shit, but you don't want to lose possibly years of your one and only youth to criminal charges.

For those who missed it, here's the original compilation of what's been going on with a still unknown number of users, some of whom have since deleted from tumblr. I'd hoped her fear of getting caught was genuine enough that, together with the "civil" last statement, it might at least slow her down. Instead she's moved to making hundreds, hundreds of AI generated images of me, sometimes me interacting with other users in weirder and weirder ways. Some of those most affected by this have given me the okay to push this thread further. So, I'm going to share some of the things I'd already done, because they work best the more people do them at once.

  • First, if you have been targeted by messages or asks from "roadkill," use tumblr's basic report form, pick harassment, say you're the one being harassed, include a link to this thread if you didn't save a usable link of your own to the hostile content. Include your email, because you may get a zendesk email back that lets you add more links and more testimony.
  • Second, use Automattic's complaint form. This is tumblr's parent brand. Tell them tumblr is failing your safety as a user, give them all the details you can. This one you can do even if you weren't targeted yourself; you can tell them how it impacts your ability to use the site that it is not paying enough special attention to a malicious user. Don't worry, this doesn't go to photomatt, you're not relying on him to care here.
  • Throw in reporting the tumblr app to google. Explain that it is failing to address malevolent, mass shock content from even one singular user, which is, quite frankly, more ridiculous than tumblr's better known failings.
  • Next, we have the actual internet crime complaint center. I realize every government service has been eviscerated lately, but it's worth covering all your bases. Provide links and images if you have them, especially if you're one of the long-term targets of this person, and be sure to say that you want help getting tumblr to take action and work with you on this, especially.
  • multiple affected users have said that they are minors or were minors when sent NSFW materials by this stalker. If you are a minor and you were targeted, DON'T disclose that to me, or any other targets, or in these notes. DO fill out all of the above forms and tell any trusted adults in your life if you have any. Distributing pornographic materials to minors is a serious, serious felony and if caught this individual can potentially face multiple years of prison time per instance. Absolutely do not provide misinformation about this. Do not pretend to be a minor to bolster your report as that would also be a serious crime.
  • Feel free to @staff as often as you see fit so they potentially catch on to how much bigger this is than any everyday troll.
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Magical Girl Aika

my first aika drawings!

it's so funny when people say they've been following the development of these characters for years when it's only been 7 months LOL. it does feel like it's been forever

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