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★🦍 cato/thor— 22 — she/he ONLY — butch lesbian the local gorilla lady 🦍 ★ ★ C O N T A C T ★ monstatronzart@gmail.com

COMMISSION STATUS: COMING SOON!

WARNING... MY ART MAY CONTAIN THEMES SUCH AS PSYCHOLOGICAL AND BODY HORROR!

★ hi there! my name is cato! i am a director, 2D creature/character illustrator, and writer. i draw a lot of creatures, horror, sci-fi, and fantasy work. i love drawing monsters, cetaceans, and apes (especially gorillas!) :3

★ i am the creator of “THE EKANOX” and “BLADE IN THE CITY”!

IMPORTANT DNI LIST AND INTERESTS CUT! ★

commission reservation announcement coming very VERY soon… 👀👀

i have a pretty full queue these next three months, but now that i’ve gotten started on this month’s queue, i’m preparing to open more slots for later this year!

stay tuned!

NOCTIS x OBASI DOODLE DUMP
( both characters are butch lesbians, she/he! )

hello noctasi nation i bring MORE FOOD

just fun character exploration sketches that i compiled into one sketch page. i’m trying to improve with dynamic poses but especially building confidence with sharing my sketches. i’m so used to just sharing finalized pieces that i tend to just keep my sketches for myself and for my portfolio.

i really love doing sketch dumps like this so here’s to trying to work on more! :D

SHE WHO LURKS...

as i get back into the swing of art again, i thought it would be fun to return to some projects that i had left off on not long before i set out on my travels last week.

so, here are some loose renders of my creature character "zoe". despite her appearance, she's a benevolent monster that lives to make the darkness of the night a less scary place :) i would love to write a short story about her eventually, a short but sweet story about finding comfort in the monstrous, that the dark doesn't need to be something that we fear.

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DISTANT SILVER LININGS
( both obasi and noctis are butch lesbians, she/her ! )

GO MY YEARNING OLD WOMAN YURI‼️‼️

a warmup sketch from this morning, i’ve had this particular “vibe” in mind for noctis and obasi for a while and finally mustered the motivation to try to realize it. initially this was going to be a scene from the book but it stood well on its own as a brief glimpse into their… complicated situationship relationship :)

while “blade in the city” is a psychological horror/sci-fi book, i can’t deny that noctis and obasi’s intertwined stories are pivotal to the narrative.

The rented room was empty and dignity was fragile. Late hours of the night were fleeting, morning closed in on them like a phantom. Here the two stood beside a bed that was not their own. Sometimes being away from their homes made it all ache less. They didn't do much, only drank and talked until the sun began to rise. Thus, morning brought the reminder of what could not be. There was nothing to talk about once the sun breached the horizon.
Obasi had lost track of how many times they had ended up like this. Obasi never knew where it began or when to end it, only that they were doomed by the time they held one another. Too close for comfort, yet it felt agonizing to be apart. She decided she would try to put an end to it.
"I should go." Obasi murmured, her husky voice dampened to no more than a shallow whisper. Her heart skipped a beat. Bile made its home in her throat.
She felt Noctis’s grasp on her mane loosen, her hand shifted. “But you won't." Noctis trilled. Her voice was null of judgment, yet her piercing gaze gave Obasi a sense of belittling. Not that she minded; Noctis was right. Rather than pulling away from Noctis like she should have, her own hand drifted hazily upwards to hold Noctis.
Obasi remained in silence. She used all the strength that she could to avert her gaze from the shorter animan. Although she had known the Iron Bruiser for decades, inhibition chewed on her conscience. It gnawed on them both, picking apart their minds until there was nothing left besides the sound of hesitant breaths and beating hearts.
"No," Obasi's eyes flickered face Noctis. She held her breath. She didn't want to say goodbye to Noctis, her heart refused it. Her hand squeezed the other's wrist slightly, her voice cracked. "No, I won't."
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RIGHT HERE ALL ALONG

a short comic featuring oc backstory + the moment obasi and noctis knew they’d be mothers to mitsue. although they had lost so much before finding each other, they found something valuable again when mitsue came into their lives— a real family :)

they would never know of the hardships that lay ahead, but in this moment, none of that really matters. although now, currently, mitsue is all grown up, to obasi and noctis she’ll always be their baby

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heading out of town this weekend and i am so Excited

gonna be working as a CA at gdc again :3

but before i leave i do wanna try to finish up my new years special before i become a busy bee!

HI SMALL UPDATE

this week has been phenomenal, i’ve been really busy with gdc and catching up with old friends, making new ones, and networking like crazy!

and doing motion capture work, too, apparently XD i have been doing some doodles here and there during the conference so maybe i’ll share those, we’ll see!

hope everyones having a wonderful night!

GDC 2025 was nothing short of a blast! from loopin’ louie, to portfolio reviews, to learning more about self care— i can’t wait to come back next year and do it all again!

in the meantime, it’s back to my regularly scheduled art posts, but i can’t deny that i’ve made some important memories 🧡

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heading out of town this weekend and i am so Excited

gonna be working as a CA at gdc again :3

but before i leave i do wanna try to finish up my new years special before i become a busy bee!

HI SMALL UPDATE

this week has been phenomenal, i’ve been really busy with gdc and catching up with old friends, making new ones, and networking like crazy!

and doing motion capture work, too, apparently XD i have been doing some doodles here and there during the conference so maybe i’ll share those, we’ll see!

hope everyones having a wonderful night!

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JOY OF ALL FLESH
( character is agender, any pronouns! )
Whatever this dreamscape was, Thistle felt no fear. No urge to run and hide, to scream to the infinitely blue sky for answers. No judgement. No death. Instead, Thistle felt freedom. They felt joy.
Even when the eyes of the great pearlescent existence stared over them, watching with deep discernment, for once it felt as if they hadn’t been there at all. Thistle did not mind the pain that followed as their wings unfurled. The carrion landscape around them growled to Thistle in what they believed to be an applause.
Whatever this was, Thistle wasn’t going to let it become a nightmare like every other venture. Within the Ekanox’s realm, Thistle would, for once, find joy— if not always, then just this one time.

a piece i’ve been at work at on and off these past few months. i thought i would finish it up today before i head out for my travels tomorrow!

this is a piece about finding joy even in the darkest of times. my character, thistle, has helped me remember to find happiness even when things seemed bleak. thistle themself has a lot to learn when it comes to accepting themselves and their own joy, but moments like this, it feels as if they were never lost at all.

sketch under cut!

JOY OF ALL FLESH
( character is agender, any pronouns! )
Whatever this dreamscape was, Thistle felt no fear. No urge to run and hide, to scream to the infinitely blue sky for answers. No judgement. No death. Instead, Thistle felt freedom. They felt joy.
Even when the eyes of the great pearlescent existence stared over them, watching with deep discernment, for once it felt as if they hadn’t been there at all. Thistle did not mind the pain that followed as their wings unfurled. The carrion landscape around them growled to Thistle in what they believed to be an applause.
Whatever this was, Thistle wasn’t going to let it become a nightmare like every other venture. Within the Ekanox’s realm, Thistle would, for once, find joy— if not always, then just this one time.

a piece i’ve been at work at on and off these past few months. i thought i would finish it up today before i head out for my travels tomorrow!

this is a piece about finding joy even in the darkest of times. my character, thistle, has helped me remember to find happiness even when things seemed bleak. thistle themself has a lot to learn when it comes to accepting themselves and their own joy, but moments like this, it feels as if they were never lost at all.

sketch under cut!

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RIGHT HERE ALL ALONG

a short comic featuring oc backstory + the moment obasi and noctis knew they’d be mothers to mitsue. although they had lost so much before finding each other, they found something valuable again when mitsue came into their lives— a real family :)

they would never know of the hardships that lay ahead, but in this moment, none of that really matters. although now, currently, mitsue is all grown up, to obasi and noctis she’ll always be their baby

RIGHT HERE ALL ALONG

a short comic featuring oc backstory + the moment obasi and noctis knew they’d be mothers to mitsue. although they had lost so much before finding each other, they found something valuable again when mitsue came into their lives— a real family :)

they would never know of the hardships that lay ahead, but in this moment, none of that really matters. although now, currently, mitsue is all grown up, to obasi and noctis she’ll always be their baby

MASSIVE COMMISSION ART DUMP BELOW

been a while since i did a commission art dump!

and yes, my commission reservations are open! e-mail me at monstatronzart@gmail.com to reserve a slot! 👀

all characters do NOT belong to me, thank you so much for all the clients who commissioned me!

commission info/prices HERE

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DISTANT SILVER LININGS
( both obasi and noctis are butch lesbians, she/her ! )

GO MY YEARNING OLD WOMAN YURI‼️‼️

a warmup sketch from this morning, i’ve had this particular “vibe” in mind for noctis and obasi for a while and finally mustered the motivation to try to realize it. initially this was going to be a scene from the book but it stood well on its own as a brief glimpse into their… complicated situationship relationship :)

while “blade in the city” is a psychological horror/sci-fi book, i can’t deny that noctis and obasi’s intertwined stories are pivotal to the narrative.

The rented room was empty and dignity was fragile. Late hours of the night were fleeting, morning closed in on them like a phantom. Here the two stood beside a bed that was not their own. Sometimes being away from their homes made it all ache less. They didn't do much, only drank and talked until the sun began to rise. Thus, morning brought the reminder of what could not be. There was nothing to talk about once the sun breached the horizon.
Obasi had lost track of how many times they had ended up like this. Obasi never knew where it began or when to end it, only that they were doomed by the time they held one another. Too close for comfort, yet it felt agonizing to be apart. She decided she would try to put an end to it.
"I should go." Obasi murmured, her husky voice dampened to no more than a shallow whisper. Her heart skipped a beat. Bile made its home in her throat.
She felt Noctis’s grasp on her mane loosen, her hand shifted. “But you won't." Noctis trilled. Her voice was null of judgment, yet her piercing gaze gave Obasi a sense of belittling. Not that she minded; Noctis was right. Rather than pulling away from Noctis like she should have, her own hand drifted hazily upwards to hold Noctis.
Obasi remained in silence. She used all the strength that she could to avert her gaze from the shorter animan. Although she had known the Iron Bruiser for decades, inhibition chewed on her conscience. It gnawed on them both, picking apart their minds until there was nothing left besides the sound of hesitant breaths and beating hearts.
"No," Obasi's eyes flickered face Noctis. She held her breath. She didn't want to say goodbye to Noctis, her heart refused it. Her hand squeezed the other's wrist slightly, her voice cracked. "No, I won't."
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