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red moon.

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i write matty healy (and occasionally george) fic. this is a classy establishment!

the masterlist.

please note that some chapters are hosted on my old side account, before I created this separate one!

this is a low. (in progress) - read it on AO3. a collab with @better--oblivions

“Witty,” her glass is empty, a useless prop in this exchange. She imagines throwing it against the wall so it shatters right by his head, just to watch him jump.

“I’ve heard.”

“Arrogant, too.”

Their eyes meet.

“Confidence, actually.”

“Semantics.”

He observes her coolly. Her heart pounds in her chest. She wonders where he’ll go in this verbal sparring match, if he’ll push back even further. She’s struck by the sickening thrill of their barbed words, eager to see what he’ll do.

“Nice to meet you,” he says finally, turning on his heel and leaving her in silence.

Matty can’t stand Ray, he knows that much. But he admires her. And he finds her devastatingly attractive. And she surprises him at every turn. And he feels an inexplicable urge to catch her when she falls. And, in his moments of weakness, she even brings out a side of Matty that he hasn’t seen before - but it’s one that he really doesn’t like. So, to be clear: he can’t stand her.

souvenir. (72k words) read it all on AO3 [please note this is currently being rewritten! check back soon for a premium version lol]

‘Have you seen Blow-Up?’ I asked offhandedly.

‘Yeah,’ Matty dropped his head again, taking two more cherries and rolling them between his fingers. ‘Does this make you David Bailey?’

I took one of the fruits from him and bit into it delicately, catching the juice with the back of my hand. 'Yes.’

Alma takes photographs at parties, at her studio and for prestigious commissions. She’s critically respected and highly sought after, but her photographs are only meant to capture a transient moment - there can be no messy entanglements, no interplay of emotions. But Alma and Matty are utterly fascinated by each other, against their better judgement. So when she takes his photograph, what is she really capturing? And what is she taking for herself?

aphasia. (81k words) - read it all on AO3

'My ability to stay awake was waning, and I could feel myself dropping off, the darkness and warmth enveloping me. But somewhere in that liminal space, between consciousness and a blank stupor, I vaguely registered a hand finding mine across the sheets, fingers interlinking and holding it there, in the space between our faces.’

Wary of the decadence and skewed morals that her burgeoning music career might impose upon her, Joanna feels out of place at the rite-of-passage Notting Hill party her new manager has invited her to, until she encounters Matty - practically an old hand in the business, but sweetly untouched by their strange surroundings. The instincts and values Joanna used to cling to don’t guide her now as well as they used to, and as the venues get bigger and the radio plays rack up, it becomes increasingly difficult to know what her friendship with Matty is really about.

see below for one shots... smut marked with an asterisk.*

after the party.* - meeting a sleepy matty the morning after a house party.

pretty boy. - she really wants to dislike matty. but she notices everything about him, and she likes what she notices.

soft sound.* - in which matty is an old friend/flame, and has some making up to do for being a bit of an idiot. but he makes up for it VERY well.

drunk drunk. - two people have been fighting what they feel... and one of them is matty.

grazes. - matty gets into a sticky situation and calls in on his ex.

indecision.* - a shameless matty & george threesome oneshot.

tights.* - self-explanatory really.

patience.* - edging, kinda subby.

feel good.* - a soft-dom George oneshot.

who loves you?* - a fluffy, smutty George Xmas oneshot

do i publish new souvenir now or make the chapter slightly longer.... it's on 4.1k. if i publish now the next chapter won't be such a long wait because i've left it on a moment i feel confident writing onwards from.

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i miss having the writing itch so badly it's driving me insane!!! like i have PLOTS and IDEAS and twenty page PLANS with snippets and everything. but the motivation to write the bulk of the thing is so hard to drum up. i miss the feeling of satisfaction and of having accomplished something, but if i force myself to churn it out instead of feeling genuinely spurred on, i can tell the difference in the quality. and i write ten times slower like that anyway so i don't even get the feeling of accomplishment or of having built towards my end goal.

i've been waiting for something to change for so so long now, and waiting clearly isn't working. so what the hell do i do?? because if i don't finish these stories i won't have done myself justice.

you know what needs to happen is i need to hear a song or album that moves me so incredibly that the narrative just flows from there. i hope. i mean, i heard narcissist in 2019 and started writing aphasia so please GOD let it still work that way!!

i miss having the writing itch so badly it's driving me insane!!! like i have PLOTS and IDEAS and twenty page PLANS with snippets and everything. but the motivation to write the bulk of the thing is so hard to drum up. i miss the feeling of satisfaction and of having accomplished something, but if i force myself to churn it out instead of feeling genuinely spurred on, i can tell the difference in the quality. and i write ten times slower like that anyway so i don't even get the feeling of accomplishment or of having built towards my end goal.

i've been waiting for something to change for so so long now, and waiting clearly isn't working. so what the hell do i do?? because if i don't finish these stories i won't have done myself justice.

Anonymous asked:

Hiii hope you're doing well! I would like to know what do you use for your wips and why? Google doc? Word? A secret third thing lol? Thank u for your reply <3

hi!! i'm doing great thanks! i use google docs because i had a scare when i was a teenager of getting my laptop backed up to the family disk drive and realising my word docs (fairly harmless ones but still fanfic) were also there next to all the family albums. plus google is easy to sync with mobile and i can still format everything in garamond size 11 font lol

Anonymous asked:

I know it’s kinda greedy to ask, but will you ever continue this is a low? That’s such a great fic (do you have anything to recommend in the meantime?)

@better--oblivions and i are still besties and always will be AND we live close enough that we'll always find time to write together.... therefore there will always be progress on TIAL. the whole plot is mapped out, it's just a matter of bringing it to life!!

ey up gang my laptop has been out of action for 2+ months now and writing is pAiNfuL on my phone. but if the Christmas spirit is blessing me this season..... that should all change soon

i only got back into a reading groove in the last couple of months, but it involved some seriously good books:

  • Betty by Tiffany McDaniel: if i'm honest i skipped the odd paragraph here and there because the mythological stuff rambled but oh my god.... i inhaled this book. every claustrophobic tube journey, every snatched moment at work, in between rehearsals, i was gobbling it up. tragic story, so uniquely written.
  • Snowflake by Louise Nealon: i love love LOVE irish fiction. this was a neat story in every sense of the word - a microcosm of its character and her surrounding cast.
  • Voyeur by Francesca Reece: SO SICK. pleasantly intellectual minus any pretentiousness. switched between two narrators, one of whom is made utterly unlikable in the cleverest ways.

i'm currently reading The Bee Sting by Paul Murray, which was booker shortlisted - more irish fiction. nice and hefty (i love a phat novel) and goes where i NEVER would've expected. haven't added any more detail on these books to prevent spoilers but..... that's red---moon's wrapped/recs for end of 2023 :-)

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