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alondra

@greensagephase / greensagephase.tumblr.com

25 | She/Her | I write sometimes | Latina 🇲🇽 | In love with unattainable fictional men (Miguel O'Hara) |
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dahh0ni

My shipp>>>

Speedpaint!

They're all the motivation for me く⁠コ⁠:⁠彡

@that-sounds-stupid OMG this would so be NC Miguel and reader if they were dating fr, I'm not even joking!! 😭 He would def pull her onto his lap trying to get cuddles in after almost dying (well, he did died for a few minutes and came back thankfully) and reader would probably say no to avoid hurting him at first but gives in because they're so in love (I cannot wait to get into the romance stuff with them fr) and they want to be close to each other physically!! No, now I'm just imagining them during that time as a couple and - I need them together already !!

Nonrelated to NC, thank you for tagging me! This is a lovely fanart and I love the way OP draws Miguel!!!

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ALONDRA, I just watched a movie called The Idea of You, and it’s a song too. It’s loosely based off of a Harry Styles fanfiction. But the song??? I think of Nonviolent Communications everytime I listen to it. I just figured I’d share.

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excuse me but -

I don't even care about the rain no more That's the side effect you've had on me

I used to believe in walking away But there's no way to put out this flame So I'll wait a lifetime or two With the idea of you To get me through And even though time can be cruel It's the idea of you I'll hold on to

I see why it reminds you of NC and -

NONVIOLENT COMMUNICATION MIGUEL CODED FR!!!!! NOW YOU GOT ME CRYING AT 8PM FRIDAY NIGHT WHILE WORKING ON PART 15 !! 😭😭😭 Def adding to the playlist of future songs to include!! Thank you for telling me about it!!!!

Also, I'm sorry for answering your ask a bit later!! :( Thank you for sending it, and I hope you have a lovely weekend!!! 🫶🏼💞

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Hiii @sunsetdoodler !!!! I hope you're doing well, AND CONGRATULATIONS ON GRADUATING!!!! YOU DID IT, FRIEND!!!! 🥳❤️🥹🫶🏼✨️

I read your ask earlier and will respond to it soon, but I wanted to send you this first before I do anything else!! I was hoping to send it sooner, but I got behind and just now finished it! Since you mentioned the commencement's date, I've been sketching this in hopes of finishing it up and sending it to you today, so I'm glad that despite sending it later in the day, I'm able to send it!! It's a rough drawing, and I'm going to go ahead and say I'm sorry (I'm sure you won't judge it because you're too sweet but either way lol 😭🤣) for my mid drawing skills (I´ve put drawing on hold due to writing and other life things lol, I really need to keep practicing!!), but I hope you like it regardless!! It´s Miguel and I congratulating you for your HUGE ACHIEVEMENT TODAY!!!!

On top of the drawing, I just want to say that I´M REALLY PROUD OF YOU!!!!!

Earning a degree is no easy thing - there´s so much that goes into earning one that anyone who´s currently in college, or has completed some level of higher education, understands. To summarize it, it´s a lot, and friend, you got through it!!! You made it after so much stress, sacrifices (even as small as sleep), and hardships.

You made it!!!! You did it!!!!

I hope you´ve had an amazing day so far with all your family and friends!!!!! Please continue to enjoy your day, and I hope you feel proud of yourself because YOU 100% SHOULD BE PROUD!!!!! I´m sending you a big big hug from here, and please know that I´m very proud of you and celebrating with you!! 🥺 It has been a privilege to be your moot and to talk with you whenever we've had the chance!! I seriously love our conversations and look forward to more conversations with you in the future again!! I've missed seeing you on here, but it's also been amazing to know that you were working towards finishing your degree, so I've been sending you all the best wishes and luck, friend!!!

As always, I believe in you and wish you nothing but the best as you go on to do incredible things!! I´m seriously so proud of you, friend!!!! I hope you´re currently resting and relaxing - unless you´re having a graduation party tonight, then I hope you're having a lot of fun and eating cake and amazing food, hehe!!!!

Please take care of yourself, friend, and enjoy your free time to unwind and relax at last!! You deserve it!!!! Have a great night and I hope the start of your month has been great so far!!

AND AGAIN, CONGRATULATIONS, FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!! I´M SO SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!! ✨️❤️✨️

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@greensagephase 😭😭😭 THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU ALONDRA!!! I cried so much reading this earlier and I’m crying as I’m typing this, this is the best graduation gift I could ever ask for, truly!! 🥹 Alondra I’m incredibly thankful for you. I got so emotional seeing this. I was so nervous walking up on stage yesterday but luckily I was sitting with some friends (we were hyping each other up!!) It felt so emotional turning the tassel, it felt like a dream. This journey has been so long, I feel like I’ve been in school forever (kinda have been now that I think about it 😭) but THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING FRIEND!!! I’ve missed talking with you too, you’ve been in my thoughts though, and I just always wish the best for you ❤️❤️

I’ve been so emotional these past couple days, I’m so sad to leave school officially but at the same time I’m so happy that I actually finished my degree! Yesterday was so nice, I celebrated with my friends on the last day of finals and then hanged out with my family for the rest of the day!! We had some incredible food and it was amazing. I’m going to (try) and relax, I just naturally get stressed about doing the next thing and finding a job for my career but your words mean so much to me, this made my day. You’ve supported me so much through my last year of school, more than I can thank you for. ❤️

YOUR DRAWING THOUGH???!!!??? I LOVE IT!!!! You have no idea how happy I am that you drew me this!!! 🥹 I’m going to print this out as soon as possible to put on my memo board along with the birthday card you made me!!! knowing you drew this after I mentioned my commencement date means so much to me, thank you for taking the time to draw this for me!!! ❤️ your drawing skills are great I’m serious!!! I’ve been staring at it and smiling so much, it means the world to me you would draw this, especially knowing how you’ve been on your drawing journey. THE COLOR SCHEME AND DETAIL ON THE CAKE??!! MIGUELS CHEEKBONES??!! HE LOOKS SO ADORABLE YOU DREW HIM SO WELL!!! And OMG is that your spider sona!!!!???!!! She’s so cute!!!! With the Rosa Mexicano color!!!! I love this so much, thank you Alondra!! 🥹❤️❤️

I’m working on posting my response to part 13 and replying to your other message today too!!! @greensagephase you’re the best moot ever, I’m so incredibly thankful for you. It’s always amazing to talk with you, friend!!! Will talk more soon, I can’t wait to catch up!!! ❤️✨✨

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@sunsetdoodler I'm sorry for my late reply, this weekend was a busy one with family gatherings for me, but you're very welcome!! I just wanted to do a little something for you 🥹🫶🏼❤️

I relate to being nervous when walking on stage!! All my friends and I were, too! I think it's a universal experience fr, but I'm so happy you had your friends with you and that you were all hyping each other up!! That's seriously so sweet!! And AHH the moment you turn the tassel - it truly does feel like a dream!!! I bet once the commencement was over, it all hit you! At least for me it was like that! On our drive to a restaurant an hour later, it hit me and I was just like, "... that happened! I've graduated!" AND OF COURSE, FRIEND!!! I'm just so proud and happy that you've accomplished this!!!!! And aww, thank you, friend!! I've said it a lot but I always wish you the best of luck and vibes, too!!! 🥹🥹

I understand you being emotional!! Honestly, graduating from college is a whirlwind of emotions!! You're happy, but sad it's done. Then, there's excitement but also nerves about what's coming next! I also totally feel what you mean about stressing about the next thing - I FEEL HEARD!! That's always me but I hope you can allow yourself some days to decompress and relax before you start looking for a job. It's so needed after so much stress!! Also, yayyy!!! It sounds like you had a wonderful day with your friends and family, and some amazing food to celebrate the last day of finals!! I'm glad you and your friends had the opportunity to enjoy the day like that!!!

I'm happy you liked the drawing!!! You should've seen me working like crazy while I was waiting for my sibling at a parking lot that same day of your commencement 🤣 someone parked in front of me at some point and they stare at me because I kept turning my tablet around while I was coloring part of it! Thank you!! I appreciate the kind words regarding my skills, even though I don't feel too great about them but this only inspired me to keep practicing!! My favorite part to draw was the cake lowkey, it was the easiest thing to draw for me (I drew Miguel's face three times before I finally came across a reference that helped me truly understand his face structure and led to the final one💀) and I love the colors! Also, yes, that's my spidersona! I was going to do a full suit but didn't have time (I also keep going back and forth on the design, so that's another reason), so last minute I just decided to do simple clothes and a mask, which looking at it now reminds me of a thief's mask or something 🤣 but I'm seriously so happy you like it!!

And no worries, please take your time with your posts!!! As I said so many times, please rest and unwind, friend!! I can imagine the last few weeks of school leading up to graduation were very stressful and you'll start feeling all of it come out soon (if you haven't already), so rest and enjoy your free time!!! I'll always be ready to read your posts whenever you get the chance to!! Also, I meant to add this to the post but I saw your reblog where you included a photo of your action figure Miguel posing with the polaroids and I want to say it cracked me up jfiejeij 🤣🤣 but thank you so much for being so sweet @sunsetdoodler !!! I'm forever thankful for being moots and our little chats!! I look forward to hearing back from you once you've rested, friend!! I hope you have a great week!!!!❤️✨

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Please tell me you're gonna post part 15 soon!! I don't want to wait  😭 😭

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I'm sorry but it's going to take a moment! 😭 I'm not done with it and I've been taking my free time to work on other things besides writing! Hoping I can update again this month though!! I'm thinking about posting some headcannons I have of Miguel and reader currently being roommates but I don't know if anyone would like to read them because they're small details, so we'll see!! But thank you for reading and hope you can understand!!! I hope you have a great weekend!!! 🥰

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lauraolar14

My genuine reaction after reading that:

Ps. Why not CANONS? 🫣☺️

I might or might not post them this upcoming weekend 😌

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What If...?

Pairings: Miguel O'Hara x Female!Reader Summary: It’s Mother’s Day and Miguel celebrates you, the mother of his son. He asks you something at the end of the day. What if… Word Count: 7.2k Warnings: pre-established relationship; reader is married to Miguel; parents of a three year old; mention of not taking birth control; unprotected sex; wrap it before you ride it, or however the saying goes; oral sex, female receiving; p in v; soft Miguel; Masterlist MINORS PLS DO NOT READ Happy Mother's Day to anyone reading this who's a mom! You guys are amazing 🥺

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Alondra, thank you for always supporting me through my college journey this last year!! I can’t believe that I’m graduating, and to be honest there’s been a lot of crying I’ve been doing about it (maybe happy tears?!) 😭 but it means so much to me that through it all, you have been there to support me whenever I brought it up in our conversations! ❤️❤️ After this I’ll finally have the time to truly catch up on everything I missed and talk to you more too!! I’m so excited to finally put my energy back into NC and drawing (I’m considering making my response to part 13 a post because I’m afraid it will go over the word count in messages 😭) AND I DID JUST SEE YOU POST PART 14 SO I KNOW WHAT I’M READING AFTER GRADUATING!!! and I did see your other message on Monday and will get to that too soon!! It made my day seeing that, I can’t describe how happy I get seeing a notification from you 🥹 I’m currently (very last minute) decorating my grad cap before I wake up early for commencement (omg definitely feeling the nerves). But again, Alondra, you’re just the sweetest moot and person I’ve ever talked to and your support means so much (I keep saying it but it’s true!!) and if you ever need anything too, I’m here to talk and listen, friend!! I hope you’ve been having a great start to the month and will talk back soon. Sending you the best vibes and warmest hug!! I hope you’re doing well, friend!! 🥹❤️✨❤️

Here’s a little sketch I made to thank you (more to come for NC!! Literally a backlog of sketches!! HIS SMILE FROM PART 13??!! That’s for another post 🤭) and my cap that decorating (there’s butterflies I’m including too!) but I decided that I’m adding the pics of Miguel on for photos afterwards- but I’ll send you some more photos or maybe even post my finished cap after commencement is over!

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@sunsetdoodler Of course, friend!!!!! 🥹🫶🏼❤️ I said it already but I'm so so HAPPY and PROUD OF YOU!!!!! I want to wish you another BIG CONGRATULATIONS FOR GRADUATING!!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳 YOU DID IT, FRIEND!!!!!! Also, the tears are normal, I think, and I believe they're most definitely happy ones!! I cried, too!! It's just a lot of emotions once you reach the day. At some point during the semester you're like, "can this be over already?? 😭😭" but at the same time you're wishing it's not, and then you get to the day and it feels surreal!!!! I hope your day went smoothly and that you spent it with your family and friends!!!!! I'm so excited to see you more active on here and for us to talk again, I've def missed you but as I mentioned in my ask, I was happy you made the decision to focus on your schooling!!!!

I'm also so excited to see fan art from you and also to read your post on part 13, and even more so since you said you had to move it to a word doc!!! I'm ready to read your thoughts on it fr!!!!

Also, YESSS!!! Finally posted part 14 of NC and I can't wait to read your thoughts on it as well, hehe 😌 I think you're going to like it!! And aww, I'm touched my notifications make you happy!!! It's the same for me!! Seeing your name pop up always brightens my day!! ALSO, I LOVE YOUR CAP!!! The flowers are so LOVELY and I love the colors you chose!!!! 💜🤍 And then you added butterflies??!?! You're making me wish I had the opportunity to decorate mine but my school didn't allow us ! 😭I bet the final look turned out so lovely and cute!!! I also love that you had some amazing help from Miguel, he was trying to help you since it was last minute and probably making sure you had space for his photos later on!! But AHHH you're gonna make me cry!! You're so sweet, thank you!!!!! 🫶🏼❤️🥺 The same goes to you, my friend!!! You're one of the sweetest people I've interacted with, even more than some irl people, so thank you for always being so kind and sweet!! If you ever need to talk about anything, I'm here for you as well!!!! I hope you're having a great day so far, and that you have a wonderful weekend, friend!!! Please rest and take your time to unwind after so much going on!! You deserve it!!! Sending you a big warm hug and the best wishes and luck as always!!!! And one more time, CONGRATS, FRIEND!!!!!❤️✨❤️

ALSO THE SKETCH!!!!!! I'M PRINTING THAT WHEN I GET A NEW PRINTER, I SWEAR (it stopped working like a week ago 😭)!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FRIEND - I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!!!! Fun little story, I was at a parking lot waiting for one of my siblings and was drawing the sketch I sent you when your notification arrived and let me tell you - I screamed when I saw the sketch!!!! IT MADE MY DAY SO MUCH BETTER, SO THANK YOU!!!!! ❤️😭 And again, I can't wait to see all the art you post once you get time!!! I'm so so excited to see it!!!

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Please tell me you're gonna post part 15 soon!! I don't want to wait  😭 😭

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I'm sorry but it's going to take a moment! 😭 I'm not done with it and I've been taking my free time to work on other things besides writing! Hoping I can update again this month though!! I'm thinking about posting some headcannons I have of Miguel and reader currently being roommates but I don't know if anyone would like to read them because they're small details, so we'll see!! But thank you for reading and hope you can understand!!! I hope you have a great weekend!!! 🥰

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Anonymous asked:

Forgot to send this ask earlier, but.

The recent chapter was a delight to read! Absolutely love your writing style, especially the way you describe emotions. Catch me giggling and kicking my feet while reading your fics hehe.

And I must thank you for the inspiration too. Your writing have been motivating me to start drawing once again (and of course, scribble some doodles of the one and only Miguel O'Hara. Might even share here soon or later).

Thank you once again for sharing your writing here. I hope you have a lovely day/night!

(And please, take as much time as you need for writing the series! No need to rush. And make sure to get plenty of rest too!)

Hi, anon!!! Thank you so much for the kind words!!! 🥹 I'm flattered that you love my writing style, especially the description of emotions!! I'm not even joking, reading that made me so happy!! Thank you!!! 😭

OMG!! I'm honored that my writing has inspired you to draw again and that you've even drawn Miguel!!! If you do post it here, I hope I come across it to give it some love!! If you don't mind, I'd love to be tagged so I can see it for sure and not miss it, but of course, that's if you're okay with it, so no pressure!! But seriously, I'm so honored my writing has inspired you to draw again!! 🥺

And aww, thank you so much, anon!! 🥹 I'm really glad I have the opportunity to write and share it on here, and have it receive so much love!! It means so much to me!! Thank you for reading and once again, for the sweet words!! I hope you continue to enjoy the fic as it progresses!!

I hope you have a wonderful day/night, too, and please take care of yourself!! 🥰🫶🏼💞

(And thank you!!! I truly appreciate the sweet words about taking my time writing the fic! You guys are so sweet and patient with me, even though I took a hot minute to post the latest chapter! I appreciate it so much!! I'm definitely taking some rest after the last chapter and writing for shorter periods of time to do other hobbies I've put on hold, hehe! Finally practicing drawing again after several days!)

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Okay, so! Part 14? Amazing oh my god… Am I picking up that Harry might’ve played a roll in some previous parts or am I crazy? Stay tuned. Anyways, AAAA I love these two so much. Even the little hint about Peter looking at them almost like a family. You put so much imagery and psychology into these chapters and I eat it up every fricken time!!!

I was going to ask to possibly make a few suggestions for music to add to the playlist. Obviously music is subjective but like… Hear me out 🥹

Almost (Sweet Music) by Hozier:

So in the case you haven’t listened to this song, absolutely give it a go. It’s about a man slowly falling in love with someone who reminds him of an ex or a past lover(?) and how good it feels to slowly be himself again. Lowkey I relate this song to Y/N because there’s just certain aspects about Miguel in this fic that also align with their universes Peter. Especially the whole staring thing mentioned in this chapter, how Miguel always looks at Y/N like Peter did, and Y/N smiles the same way that they did with Peter about Miguel. These lyrics especially!

The same kind of music

Haunts her bedroom

I’m almost me again

She’s almost you

And

I wouldn’t know where to start

Sweet music playing in the dark

Be still my foolish heart

Don’t ruin this on me

Ghost of Chicago by Noah Floersch

So I feel like this one once it’s listened to kinda speaks for itself but it definitely kinda sounds like how I would imagine Miguel would feel falling into this friendship / situationship / relationship. Because it starts off as that slow and staccatoed tempo before building up to tempo and suddenly it’s like he sees this person everywhere, not literally but metaphorically. Being able to associate this person with so many little things in life.

Francesa by Hozier

Last one, and currently it’s a bit of a stretch. However, hear me out. This song if you don’t know (and I apologize for explaining so much but I wanna be thorough, I’m sure you’ve listened to Hozier but y’know) Is about a man being so in love that he would endure the struggles in life all over again if he could be with his lover once again, and that their love is so powerful it is not meant for a place like heaven. This to me is a perfect ending song for Miguel x Y/N because! There has been so much of a build up, in this whole process I feel like by the end of it, Miguel would absolutely live the life he was given once more if it meant being with Y/N once more. Every single tragic event would be worth the pain because of the sheer love he would experience in the end.

Anyways I’m done, this is way too long but AAAA I love you and your writing and I just had to yap about it 😭🤍

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Hi, Rue!!!! I'm so happy you enjoyed part 14!! 🥹 About Harry… I can't say anything, but I'm seriously loving everyone's thoughts on him, hehe! 🤣 Omg, I'm glad you've mentioned the part where Peter B. looks at Miguel and reader with Mayday!!!!! I WAS HOPING SOMEONE WOULD PICK UP ON THIS!!! For a few seconds, Peter B. definitely saw them as a little family - maybe a potential future 😌- and I just, AHHHH!!! It was one of my favorite scenes to write for sure from part 14!! 😭 I want them together already but I have to control myself!

About the music - Rue, you killed me with these songs suggestions and I LOVE that two of them are Hozier's!! It's actually insane you've suggested songs by him because the other day I was literally thinking about looking into his music to discover new songs for the fic since I know he's recently dropped new music. I'm not a hardcore fan but I enjoy a few of his songs and I LOVE his voice and he seems like a really chill and sweet artist, but anyway, I got very busy last week and never got to it, so this is perfect!!!

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Just gonna drop this here 🤭 good night!

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First of all, I'M SORRY FOR HOW LONG IT'S TAKEN ME TO REPLY TO THIS!! I saw it when it first came in but I was finishing up writing part 14 and trying to get it finished, so I decided to wait and lock in lol!

BUT -SJIFJEIFEJF MIGUEL IN A SUIT AND TIE PLSSSSSS I HAVE FEELINGS especially rn because I'm in a CEO Miguel boss phase and this is how I imagine him dressing!!!!! 😩🤭

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And then him asking where his wife is???? WHERE IS HIS WIFE?!?! I'm here btw 😌 but AHHHH I JUST LOVE THE WAY YOU DRAW HIM EVERY TIME 😭😭 I NEED THIS MAN IN A BIBLICAL WAY!!!!! YOU'RE NOT HELPING MY DELULU STATE LAURA!!!!

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Hiii! Once you get this, you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly. Then you have to send this to ten of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool :3)

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Hii, cupcake!! I'm so sorry for how long it has taken me to answer this ask 😭 I focused entirely on writing part 14 of NC and hardly got on the app for a while but anyway, enough talking! Thank you for sending this to me!!! <333

  1. I like my hair! I've always kept it long and I love having it down and just feeling pretty. Another reason are these gold streaks I have at the front, on my hairline, and I find them really cool!
  2. Another physical thing I like about myself are my eyes! I won't say the color for privacy reasons, but I love the color and also the weird shapes in them!
  3. Nonphysical, I like that I never let people take/waste my energy. Even when people test me, I don't give them the reaction they want/expect. My energy is precious and I'm not wasting it on someone or something not worth it.
  4. I like how I keep my mentality a positive one for the most part, and I say most part because we all have bad days but either way, I try to find the good in everything and trust that things are always working in my favor, even if it doesn't feel like it in the moment.
  5. Finally, I like that I'm a patient person - at least, I've been told this many times - and because of it, people, specifically the elderly and children, tend to approach and open up to me without me even wanting them to. I think it's sweet that people feel comfortable talking to me :)

Thank you again for this, cupcake, and once again, I'm sorry for how long it took me to reply!! I hope you have a great start to your week!!

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