Divine Part 4
- Michael/ Dean Winchester x F/Reader Y/N
- Warnings: 18+, Emotional damage, sexual tension, torture, not so happy ending ...
- Side note: English isn’t my first language.
*Does not follow The SPN storyline *
Dean made the mistake of letting Michael take over his body. While Michael made plans on destroying the humanity he met up with different monster leaders, a few of whom he meets up in a jazz bar he started to appreciate or was it the waitress, Y/N.
A spark of curiosity hit him when he the young spiritual woman crossed his path. Realising he might have more in common with humans than he wants.
Y/N stood behind the bar preparing the orders she just took, it was a quiet night for a Saturday. After her nearly dead experience she had a nice little moment with Michael, when she got home, she thought this might be the start of something.
He saved and hugged her in public something he would have never done. They even slept together, something Y/N couldn’t stop thinking about on the days after. It didn’t feel like just sex, she knew what that felt like.
Not that she had slept with many men, but she had a pretty ‘good lover’ before. But Michael, felt heavenly good. It wasn’t just their bodies connecting, no it wasn’t even body, mind and soul... it was something even far beyond.
After the accident she saw a glimpse of something loving in his eyes. Something he never shared until then. He told her she just needed to pray to him is she wanted to talk to him. But just like all men she knew, that seemed a lie.
After a week or two he still didn’t show, at first, she thought, that she didn’t pray the right way. That she was doing something wrong, that he would show up eventually. But he never did.
Little did she know Michael hadn’t let his plan of creating his own monster army and destroying all worlds his father created go. He had been experimenting with werewolves and vampires but didn’t booked progress with either species. But never told her.
Michael felt ‘weak’ when he was around her, his newfound feelings were in his way of getting what he wanted. So, in his mind it was best to push her aside, break the weird cosmic connection. Before he stumbled upon more human emotions that would distract him.
Or at least, that is what he has been telling himself. He heard her prayers, and he did check in on her from time to time. Just like he did now, for some reason their connection helped him ‘feeling’ her.
He felt how she was doing, he noticed the change from calm and happy to
nothing but pain, pity and anger for the last few days. It changed right after he noticed she stopped praying to him. And he didn’t like that.
While he was mixing the potion for his next test subject he was thinking of her, unconsciously like he always did. So, he distracted himself with words.” A little of this, a little of that, and...”
The body burned out. “Little too much of that.” he said to himself, slightly annoyed. “Disappointing.” he threw the body on top of a pile with other test subjects. “All right, who’s next?”
Just then, when he said those words he felt another change, an uneasy feeling. He had never felt it before and then he realised it was Y/N.
Y/N was walking home from her shift, noticing how two men were following her. It wasn’t uncommon for people to be out this late in a big city. But she did notice these men were at her bar earlier.
Looking suspiciously over at her the entire time. She didn’t think much of it until now.
As she started to walk faster, they did too. Until a car stopped in front of her, the two men behind her grabbed and blindfolded her. No matter how much resistance she gave they were too strong.
Once they tied her up to a chair the blindfolds got off. The change from dark to light took a little adjustment on her eyes. Once her eye side wasn’t blurred anymore, she saw a mob looking fella sitting in front of her.
“Are you sure this is her?” he asked the other guy who walked away behind her. “She had his smell all over her. It’s an old smell, but it’s him.” he answered his boss. Y/N had no idea what the men were talking about.
The boss leaned forward. “Listen sweetheart, we don’t want to hurt you. We just need to know where he is.” The two other men, bodyguards beside him grinned, she knew they were never going to let her go.
“I-I don’t know who you’re talking about.” her voice came out shaking. The same man who tied her up walked towards her. His eyes and teeth changed into something out of a horror movie the second his nails landed into her thigh. “Oh my god!” Y/N cried out.
Her face repulsed and scarred, eyes shut closed. “That’s the wrong man you’re shouting at sweetheart. Where is the angel?” Y/N opened her eyes, swiftly trying to look past the creature in front of her, answering the boss.
“I don’t know.” Her eyes started to sting with unshed tears. “You see sweety, that man has caused me and my pack a lot of trouble... So, here is the deal, you tell me where he is. I let you go.”
A tear rolled down her cheek. “I really don’t know, please.” The creature closed in on her face, moving over her body, sniffing. Her head pulled back as far as she could, her body clenched up in fear. “You smell like him.”
“I don’t even know what that means!” she cries out. “That means that our favourite angels finally made a mistake of leaving a clue.” Y/N shook her head, “I’ve only seen him a few times in the bar.”
“Ah, so you do know who I’m talking about.” The boss said and nodded to his man, who then placed his hand against her cheek. The yellow stained claws scratched her cheeks, she felt her flesh tearing open. “Call him, find out where he is.” The boss ordered.
“N-no.” she breathed through the pain. The boss walked over, grabbing her two cheeks with one hand. She hissed at the pain. “This is just the beginning little girl. So, call him.” Her eyes met his, stubborn. “I said no!”
His hand smacked a crossed her face, she stumbled over. “Work her, when I get back, I want answers.”
Hours past, Y/N felt the wounds sting the pain that she felt made her breathing extremely slow. Unable to know how long she will be able to stay awake, she lost her conscious once before when the man stabbed her with his claws and grabbed her by her ribs, he broke them one by one.
“And?” the boss asked walking in, the men shook his head. The boss looked at the almost lifeless body, her head hung low. “Hm, get rid of her.” With a big grin the creature pushed his claws in her chest.
Y/N couldn’t hold back a painful cry while he punctured her chest slowly reaching for her heart.
“I wouldn’t continue if I was you.” Y/N immediately recognised his voice, “Michael” she whispered. A breath filled with painful sounds slipped through her mouth when the man let go of her. She didn’t see what happened, the pain got the best of her.
Y/N woke up in her own apartment, in her own bed feeling really well.
She immediately recognised the calm sensation she hasn’t felt in a long time. Her eyes searched the room, seeing how Michael sat on the chair in the corner of the room, watching over her.
“Why are you here?” she asked while sitting up in her bed. “I think a thank you is at its place.” Y/N’s eyes grew wide. “A thank you? Are you kidding me?” She got up, striding forward to Michael, who also stood up.
“I did saved your life, again.” emphasis on the last word. “I got into trouble because of you! They wanted you! So yes, it would have been a dick move not to come and get me out of there! ”
“You know what else is a dick move, Michael?!” She stood toe to toe with him. “Having sex with someone, making them believe they are someone special in your life and then vanish!”
Michael straightened his back, “I never said you were important to me, Y/N, you are a human, like there are billions of them a crossed the world.”
Those words hurt more than the suffering she just underwent.
“W-what? Then why where you upset that you sinned? Or, or why did you stay for dinner with my family?” Her head was spinning. “Why, why do you come back every single time?”
“I thought we were somewhat alike, but were not, not even close. I realise that a while ago.” he answered. Y/N looked at his stone-cold eyes. “You are nothing but a pathetic human, of course I’m furious in letting you trick me into sinning.”
He tried to keep his voice emotionless. “I saved you because I pity you, Y/N.” He said between his teeth.
Michael heard her heartbeat rising, the tears in her eyes were ready to roll down her cheeks. But he knew he had to find a way to let her go, he felt guilty that those monsters took her to get to him.
Y/N shook her head, “I never tricked you, Michael.” her lips tremble “I love you.”
”You don’t love me, you’ve been exposed to the divine, to my grace Y/N. That all there is.” Michael really thought that all that she felt, all that connected them was because he showed her who he was. And continued in doing so by having sex with her.
“No, no, I refuse to believe that!” Y/N whined, “I know there is more. I know you.” - “No you don’t.” He bit back.
“You want to know me Y/N? You want to know what I did all the time when you were not around? Planning, meeting with monsters, testing on them. I want to end this world and all its human beings on it. I don’t care about you. You were a...” This fell hard on him “... a test subject, a trial.”
Michael saw how she tried to get herself together, probably by now realising why he had meetings with those kinds of men in her bar, they were all monsters.
“Ok, let’s say all this is true. Then answer me this, “why risking exposing yourself out in the open when you saved and healed me after the car crash.”
He just looked at her, not even trying to come up with an answer.
“Really, ignoring me? Fine, other question. Why didn’t I burn up when you showed me who you are?” she saw how he looked confused. “I read that when an angel shows his true form humans burn. Why didn’t I burn.”
“Because I only showed you my wings, I didn’t show you my true form.” - “Then what is this.” she motioned to his body. “It’s my vessel. Another human body.” Her eyes grew wide. “So, you’re possessing someone’s body?”
She saw how she got on his nerves. “Do they know?” - “They have to give us permission, so yes.” He saw her head working, trying to understand all of this. She took a deep breath.
“Michael... why did you save me when I mean nothing to you.” She repeated her first question with a soft and steady voice. He tried to look unbothered, but she could see he was starting to break.
Her hand held on to his jacket when she got closer. “If what you say is true, if this...” she pointed her finger between them “is all just in my head, my imagination, because I was exposed to the divine.”
She took another step closer, “Then why don’t you just burn me up, get rid of the evidence that you sinned.” She saw a muscle move in his face. “Is that what you want?” he whispered.
“Only if that is what you want.” she stood on her toes, her hand moved over his chest.
Michael knew what she was doing, but he could give in, not this time. So he grabbed her wrists, holding it beside his leg, but by in doing so he pulled her even closer. He heard her heartbeat faster and unsteady.
She was nervous, probably afraid of him and yet here she was stubborn enough to prove he was lying to her. Even if it meant she was going to piss him off and die in doing so.
Y/N wouldn’t give up without a fight. He looked at her face, seeing her lips open slowly, “look me in the eye and tell me you want me gone, Michael.”
His grip on her wrists loosened, his perfect green eyes flicked from her lips to her eyes, and for a second that felt like an eternity he got lost in them. All the human emotions he experienced on his time being with her rushed in.
Proud, seeing that this human was stubborn enough to fight for him, even though he gave her reason enough to turn her back on him.
Afraid to lose her, not by her turning her back and go back to living her life, but afraid someone would come for her, kill her.
Happiness, whenever he is with her. Seeing how her face lit up everytime she sees him looking at her, her heart beating faster when he holds her in his arms. The hand that held her wrist moved, their fingers tangled, “Tell me Michael, what do you want? What do you desire?”
His free hand grabbed her neck faster than she could anticipate, the rough movement startled her, a flash of shock moved over her face. Letting go of his hand, to grab his wrist.
Michael saw the fear in her eyes, he could crush her without breaking a sweat and she knew. But still even after trying to hurt her and scare her off there was a sprinkle of hope in her eyes.
And when he saw that, he broke, again. His lips crash onto hers while he pulled her in closer, still holding onto her neck. His tongue aggressively asking for permission, fighting for dominance.
Her hands clinging onto his suit, his other hand flat on her back. The moment they broke apart they were out of breath, looking into each other's eyes. “Is that what you wanted?” he asked, with a soft smile she nodded leaning in once more for a softer kiss.
“I’m sorry...” he said with a heart full of regret. “What?” But just when she asked that Y/N saw his eyes shine, his hands holding her cheeks. “Forget about me...” her eyes grew wide, protesting his words. ”N-no...”
But he continued “Forget about all that happened, you dad got cured by the doctors, you get to live your life, go to church on Sundays but forget about us. When you wake up, you won't remember anything.”
He let her body go into a slumber, holding her in his arms and putting her to bed. He kissed her head one more time. His hand moved through her hair. “You were right.” he sighs. “But I care too much for you.”
Y/N decided to travel the country, taking on a few jobs here and there at diners and bars to get some money before moving on.
When she was cleaning the tables at this diner she heard a familiar voice but couldn’t quiet put her finger on it who it was. “I don’t know Sammy that kid could used up his last bit of soul. I don’t thrust it” - “Yeah well, you can’t keep Michael locked up for ever inside your head.”
“Hi gentlemen what can I get you today.” Her eyes moved between two handsome fellas. When she looked at the short haired one, he seemed to hold his eyes on her a little too long.
He gave his order but kept looking at her, it seemed like he remembered her as well. Y/N asked her coworker if she knows these guys. “Yeah regulars, two brothers, Sam and Dean.”
After delivering the food she kept her eye on Dean just like he did on her.
“Hey Sam, do we know her?” Dean asked still looking over at her. “No, not that I know. Why?” Dean shrugged his shoulder, “I feel like I do, she keeps staring at me as well.” Sam laughed, “Yeah, and you aren’t.” But before his brother noticed, Dean got up heading towards her.
“Hi sweetheart.” he grinned his boyish smile. “Hi, something wrong with the food?” - “Oh no not at all, it’s perfect, it’s delicious, just like...” he pointed towards her, which actually made her smile.
“This might be a weird question but, do we know each other?” she asked him, which made him smile. “I don’t know.” he looked at his hands before he looked back into her eyes. “Do you want to get to know me?”
“Hmm...” she looked up, pouting her lips, pretending to think about it.
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