My boyfriend & our moments inspire my writing :) ; enjoy everyone ~

Today was Jackson’s day off, he came over to your apartment to spend some time with you before going back to the dorm. He followed you everywhere around the house, basically because he misses you alot. 

“ Want to eat something? ” You asked him

“ Yes…… YOU ” Jackson said laughing as he pinched your right cheek

You told him to follow you into the kitchen and told him that tonight, he would be helping you cook. He nodded. You pointed to the sick, which he pout because you clearly knew that he does not like washing the dishes. You chuckled.

“ How about I wash and you rinse? ” You smirk.

Jackson gave you a bright smile and quickly moved to the other side to rinse. There was only 3 bowls and 2 plates, yet Jackson was still happy to spend it washing dishes. There was alot of bubbles left. Jackson tried to reach over but you quickly drained it away. You clearly knew Jackson wanted to smear some on your face. You told Jackson to go make rice. When he came back with 4 cups of rice on the rice cooker, he poured water on it to clean the rice. Jackson reached for a chopstick and started mixing it.

“ Jackson! What are you doing?! ” You said 

He looked up at you innocently.

“ Cleaning the rice. ” He said calmly.

“ With a chopstick? ” You raised your eyebrows.

“ Yes, this is what I always do when I make rice. ” He said

“ Why not use your hand? ” You said.

“ Because I don’t want to get my hands wet. ” He said cutely.

You laughed and just letted him so what he was doing. After he was done, you guys gathered all the ingredients to make soup.

“ Jackson, is the water boiling yet? ” You said as you were chopping the onions.

Jackson opened the lid and told you “ YES " 

You added beef broth powder and dried macaroni, letting it boil.

You now were about to added the vegtables; broccoli, cauliflower, onions and carrots. Jackson immediately stopped you!

” (Y/N)!! That’s too much vegetables! “ He said reaching his hand out.

” This is the good part! “ You said back

” But that’s too much! You know I don’t like vegetables that much! “ He said

” My house, My rules, My food. “ You said as you dropped all of the vegetables in the pot. You stuck your tongue out playfully to him. Jackson playfully poke your left cheek and stired the soup. The whole apartment smelled delicious. Jackson took out his phone and snaped a photo of the soup and sended it to Bambam. He wanted to make sure Bambma beg him to bring him back some of your soup; which it totally worked. Although Jackson knew that he had to leave right after he finish his meal, he was still happy that he was able to spend time with you in the kitchen, which rarely happens; since it’s always spent in the bedroom. 

Summary : Youngjae is stress about school.

I could of done better, but enjoy ~

There is only 2 weeks left until the semester ends. You were doing well in all your classes, but Youngjae wasn’t. You watched him struggle when he studied. It hurted you to see him in that situation. You offered to help him, but he refused to like always because he wanted to do everything by himself. You never seen him this stress before. You were happy that at least he wasn’t promoting right now, or else he would be doom!

“ Youngjae, are you hungry? Do you want me to cook you something to eat? “ You asked him as you got up to go to the kitchen.

“ No. “ Youngjae mumbled.

“ But it’s already 7 o’clock. You have been studying ever since noon. “ You said back with your hands on your hips.

“ If your hungry, cook for yourself. “ He said, still looking down at the book he’s reading.

You turned around and sigh. You went to the kitchen to make yourself a Strawberry smoothie. You wanted to stay in the kitchen as long as you could because you didn’t want to go back to the living room. You were afraid that Youngjae would explode if you asked him a question.

3 days left until the semester ends, you texted Youngjae to see if he wanted to go get some food after school. You got up to go to the bathroom and texted Youngjae.

“ Want to go eat fried rice after school ? “ 

Buzz..Buzz.. You opened up the text from him.

“ Go home and cook it yourself. It’s more convenient that way. “

You sigh and text back. “ See you at my place later. “

You knew Youngjae was stress, super stress. You did everything you can to help him lower his stress. But all it really did was annoyed him. You waited for him to arrive to your house. You were thinking to yourself what to do when he gets here. You got a text..from Youngjae.

“ (Y/N)… I think we should seperate.. “ 

Your heart dropped. Buzz Buzz.. you heard again.

“ I want to focus only on school this next semester. I don’t want any distraction. “

You felt weak… Your eyes hurt…Your hand shakes…. Buzz..Buzz you heard again.

“ I don’t know how long it will be… I just want to be alone.. Don’t text back because it will be a waste of your time. “

You cried, your tears fell. You told yourself “ He will come back “

*-

You jumped onto the couch landing right next to Jaebum. You smiled cheekly at him. He turned to look at you and smiled back.

“ What is it? It’s so rare to see you excited like this “ JB said while he cover your legs with a blanket.

You lean in closer to him “ Do you remember our first skinship ? “ You asked JB with your sparkling eyes.

“ Of course I do, I took so much courage to do it “ JB tilt his head and placed his hands on your face. It was warm. 

FLASH BACK.

“ (Y/N) , it’s a beautiful day today… want to go get some food with my parents and I ? “ JB asked shyly, hoping you would say yes.

“ Sure! Let me call my mom first “ You said.

JB smiled, but inside of him, he was jumping everywhere. He felt like he was dreaming or creating a drama scene inside his head. JB heard his parents calling for them to get inside the car. 

“ Jaebum , (Y/N) seatbelt! “ Jaebum’s mom said softly as she turned back just to make sure you both were wearing your seatbelt.

The car began to move and the car was silent. Jaebum’s father thought it was too quiet so he decided to put on some music. Jaebum was thankful that his father putted music on, because he felt like his heartbeat was too loud. He turned and look at you. Jaebum loved the sight of you looking out the window and smiling everytime you see a bird fly by. He wished that he could capture this image with him forever. You placed your left hand on your lap. JB looked at your left hand for a good amount of time. His heart was beating so fast that he reached out his right hand and grabbed your left hand; holding it. You were shocked at the sudden action; but gave in. He held onto your hands tightly. You smiled to yourself, so did he. 

FLASK BACK ENDS.

“ Your hands were full of sweat! “ You said laughing

“ That’s because I’m human! “ JB snapped back at you, sticking his tongue out.

You gave JB a peck on the cheek.

“ Who knew that we would still be together when it’s been already 7 years.” You said knowing that this moment will last forever.

Author’s note : I was inspire to write this scenario in the middle of the night! I hope you all enjoy this :) - Joy ~ 

You sat on the chair across from JB in the GOT7 dorms. The dorm was silent because JB told everyone to go to the JYP company while he talks to you. JB glared at you in silence and you clearly know why. He began to clear his throat to speak.

“ He hit you again, didn’t he? ”

You look down and started to play with your hand, avoiding to meet eyes with JB.

“ I see the bruises on your arms ” JB said.

You tried to cover it up with your sleeves but it was too short.

“ I’m always angry, the more I know the more it hurts me ” JB utter as he place his hand on his head and turned to avoid seeing your bruises.

“ He’s cruel, but you put up with it and give in to him ” JB glared back at you again. You couldn’t avoid his eyes.

“ Please warn him for me, even though he has you, he doesn’t care and still harms you… just tell him to keep in mind… if anything happens to the one I love… I won’t let him off.. " 

You looked up in disbelief; couldn’t believe the words JB is saying to you, your heart sank slowly because you never knew that he felt this way towards you.. you always thought that he treated you as his sister.. but there was more to that.

” No matter how angry I am, I can’t do anything about it.. why?.. “

JB and you locked both eyes to each other.

” Because you love him with all your heart . “ JB began clenched his fist.

” I honestly can only blame myself for not letting you know about my real feelings.. I really did thought that he would love you like how I would if I had you..“ 

You began to slowly tear up, you knew yourself that it’s too late now for JB to confess to you, you can’t help but love for boyfriend only. You couldn’t accept JB’s confession and started to nod your head. JB stood up and sigh, walking slowly towards you. He putted his hand on your shoulder.

” I know that you don’t feel the same way for me, but I will always be there for you to cry on my shoulder.. But I promise you that if he hurts you again. I won’t let him see you anymore. “

JB suddenly just hugged you, because that is what you need most right now.

“ Jaebum-ah, don’t let your emotion show. Today is the last day you get to spend with (Y\N).. along with the members.. but, it’s the last before she’s officially someone’s else wife. ” JB said while he’s fixing his jacket; looking straight at his own reflection.

JB knew you ever since highschool, you guys became close. But when JB found out that he got accpeted as a JYP trainee, he knew well that he had to make a sacrifice between you and his dream.

Youngjae opened the door to grab his scarf and looked at JB.

“ Hyung, you ready? ” Youngjae asked JB.

“ I’m fine, okay let’s get going. ” JB said as he walked out of the door.

All the members knew about JB’s feelings for (Y\N), they all knew how badly he wanted to tell you about his feelings. All they can do is stay in silence with JB.

Right before Bambam and Yugyeom can even get into the car, Jackson and Mark pulled both of them back.

“ Here’s $20. ” Mark handed Yugyeom the money.

“ For what? ” Bambam asked out of curiosity.

Jackson pulled out his wallet and took out another $20 and gave it to Bambam.

“ When (Y\N) comes out, just keeping talking to her on the whole way. You guys know how JB is.” Jackson whispered.

“ Yah! You guys could of just asked us. What do we look like to you guys? But anyway thanks for the money! ” Bambam smiled happily knowing that he gets to spend more money on food.

The boys arrived at your house, you got out and sat in the middle with the two maknae talking to you non-stop. When you guys arrived at the carnival, you asked Jr to go guy some cotton candies for the boys.

“ Jinyoung-ah…” (Y\N) asked his softly.

“ Yes? ” Jr turned to your side.

“ After we eat, can you please take the guys to go play some games? I really want to spend some time along with Jaebum. ” (Y\N) asked sweetly.

Jr knew well enough to just nodded his head. He too, also wanted JB to talk to you. You both walked back with the cotton candies. As usual, the maknae line ran just upon seeing what you got in yout hand. It was silent for 2 minutes until Jr spoke up..

“ Guys, let’s go win a teddybear for (Y\N) ” Jr spoke.

“ Why? We just got here! ” Bambam whined, not knowing the situation and end up getting a hit on the head from Mark.

“ Ohhhhhhh… that’s right! (Y\N)! We will come back with a huge teddybear for you! And JB hyung, please stay here and accompany (Y\N). ” Bambam said as he gives a wink to JB.

JB glared at Bambam, and watch as the rest of the guys left.

“ What am I going to do now? They did this on purpose..” JB thought to himself. He couldn’t force himself to turn back to look at you.

“ Yah.. You have been ignoring me ever since the day I told you that I was engage. ” You spoke up as you walked in front of him.

“ I’m just busy. But hey, let’s go sit down for now.” JB said, giving you a smile to asure you that he is ok, but really he is dying inside.

And that is how 2 hours went by, Both JB and you both talked non-stop; just about everything. 

“ Can I request a song for you guys to sing? ” You asked sweetly as you reached out for JB’s hand.

JB’s heart sink, for the first time, in a long time. She’s holding his hand.

“ Will you guys sing ” She’s a Monster? “ You asked.

All JB can do is smile.. The boys got back from the arcade with a huge teddybear. You appreciate the fact that they are always determine to get you something. You walked next to Mark and started to talk to him. JB letted everyone go in front, staying in the back; admiring you tonight. JB thought to himself…

” It’s better not to say anything.. nothing at all. If I never became an idol, I would of already have her. I left her, and someone else came into her life, took her heart. All I can do right now is watch her from this distant. Doing nothing, but only wishing her happiness.“