I feel it too

Imagine:

Kylo seeing you after you left him years ago because you couldn’t bare to see him change into the monster he was becoming.

“How was I supposed to stay,” you said standing in the snow. You could only see him by the light of his saber which was pointed up towards you. You could recall the conflict that you felt knowing that you were in love with a man who had killed children and entire families, just for being trained in the force. You could see the shakiness of his saber before he screamed out into the hallow woods.

“It broke me!”