I Don’t Love Him - Loki Laufeyson

A/N: A friend asked me to write a Loki fic for her, i will write more if they’re requested and characters not just from the Harry Potter universe.

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“On the first day of the next month, the Princess (Y/N) and Prince Thor are to be married, to unite the realms of Vanaheim and Asgard”

Those were the words of Odin that kept repeating themselves through your mind. After hearing that you immediately left the room, leaving Thor behind to argue with his father. You didn’t want to marry Thor. He was your friend, you loved him, but not like that, more like a brother. And besides, you knew that he was in love with the Midgardian. What would Loki say. You and Loki weren’t exactly an official couple, but you both liked it that way. You were both comfortable with that. But now. Now everything was tumbling in a downward spiral so fast that you thought you were going to pass out. How did you not see this coming.

How were you going to tell Loki that you were to marry his brother?

You were outside Loki’s chambers, prepared to knock when the door opened. You stepped in and saw Loki sitting on his bed reading. You approached him, looking as uneasy as you felt. He looked up and smiled at you, but his smile quickly faltered when he say how worried you were.

“(Y/n), how are you?” he asked, wanting to make sure everything was okay. You didn’t answer, how could you? So instead, you took a seat next to him and explained what had happened.

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“I don’t know what to do Loki, I’m so sorry” you finished. Tears that you had held back had started to fall. You looked to Loki, waiting for some sort of response.

“I think you should go” Loki whispered, not daring to make eye contact with you. His face had drained to an even paler shade than usual, his mind disconnected from reality as the seriousness of your words sunk in.

“Loki I-”

“I said leave!” He shouted with more conviction in his voice. Tears were falling freely from your eyes now. You looked at the god one more time. His eyes had gone bloodshot and the rage was clearly building up inside him. But you couldnt do anything, so you did as he asked and left. You half ran out the room, leaving his chamber door wide open, not wanting to cause a scene by slamming it shut.

Without realising, you had reached the door to Thor’s chamber. You wiped away any tears that were left to cry and burst through the door. Thor was sitting at his desk, deep in thought. That was until he saw the desperate anger on your face.

“Thor you have to do something!” You practically screamed at him. He stayed silent.

“THOR” you repeated, hoping for any sign of hope.

“And what do you suggest i do? I have tried talking to the all father but there is no reasoning with him. Neither of us are or were to be married so what reason is there that he will accept?” Thor was just as angry at Odin as you were, that much was obvious.

“We’re not in love. At least… not with each other” you trailed off. Thor looked at you questioningly, knowing that something was happening. However, admitting anything now would seem like a desperate attempt to not marry Thor.

“I know you love the Midgardian. Jane, i believe her name is“ you said more calmly. Thor wasn’t satisfied with your response but didn’t press the matter.

"I’m sorry (y/n) but i do not believe that i can change the all father’s mind”

And with that sentence, you crumbled. If Thor couldn’t change the all fathers mind then no one could.

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A week had gone by since you found out. Since you told Loki and since Thor said there was nothing he could do about it. You were in your chambers, lying in your bed. Usually you would be reading, but the books you read were, more often than not, recommendations from Loki, but you hadn’t spoken to or seen each other lately. Besides, you couldn’t focus on reading, in fact, you couldn’t focus on anything. Everything reminded you of either Loki or the wedding of which you had lost him to. All you could do now was replay the memories of you and Loki and remember when you were both happy. Happiness seemed like such a distant memory to you now. You wish that you could go back to before all this started so you and Loki could become an official couple, and then all of this may have been avoided.

There was a knock at the door which interrupted your thought.

“Come in.” You said, sitting up and trying to make yourself look like the respectable princess you were meant to be. The door slowly opened and Frigga walked in. You were glad to see a friendly face, raher than someone asking you for your opinion on how the wedding should go. She came over and sat next to you on the bed.

“How are you (Y/N)?” she asked with genuine sincerity.

“I’m fine, thank you” You lied “How are you?” Frigga sighed slightly and turned to you

“I’m fine. I talked to Loki yesterday” even his name made your heart ache, but you waned to know how he was so you didn’t let any of it show/

“How is he?” you asked, a little too eager. Frigga smiled knowingly at this.

“He’s not been doing very well. He hasn’t left his chambers in about a week, not unlike yourself.” You studied her face, worried that she might have discovered the link.

“What about Thor?” you asked trying to balance the conversation.

“He’s doing very well, although I’m sorry to tell you that the midgardian, Jane, has arrived. That’s why he’s been in such a good mood as of late.” She started to smirk slightly, almost in the same way that Loki does when he knows something that the other person doesn’t.

“What?” You asked knowing what her smirk meant.

“Thor has told Odin that he loves the Midgardian and they are currently awaiting his official response.” Your eyes lit up. Would this mean that… No. You didn’t want to get your hopes up. Especially of nothing was going to change, but you couldn’t help the feeling of a spark of hope lighting inside you.

“Does Loki know?” You impatiently asked

“I think that news would best come from you” she smiled at you and you ran out the room to tell Loki the news.

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