I need to get back to the girls. I fear the longer I stay here the more and more likely I will choose to stay here. I don’t want to obviously but there’s just something, like I’ve had a spell caste on me and it’s making me drawn to Peter. But it’s not fair to my girls, they’ve remained loyal to me so I will remain loyal to them. Will I? I mean they could get on fine with out me, they do have Teresa? Isn’t that enough? No stop it y/n your’e going to go back to the girls. And that is final! Is it?? I dont know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Teresa would never forgive me if I would. She has been my best friend ever since we got here. I’ve told her everything. Including the fact that I don’t think I was born here, and that was hard for me to tell her. Because all the other girls think I was just magically here, like I was sent down from the heavens. Obviously that’s not what happened but I’m not sure what actually did happen. My only clues are the stone, the song and this one face. I don’t know who’s but he has black hair and a small beard. He’s so handsome. And I’ve seen his face ever since I’ve been here but I know I’ll never find out who he is. Well maybe I could but that would also mean leaving the lost girls!!!! Uuuuuhhhhhh this is so frustrating.

In the morning Pan comes to get me again like he has been for the past few days.

 “Change in schedule today Y/N, you and me are going hunting” pan said showing up out of nowhere yet again.

 “Delightful” i mumble. 

“What is wrong sweetheart” he swooned. 

“Not a thing darling” I tease.I finish eating my breakfast as Pan watches me while sharpening some daggers for us. 

“Where are we going?” I ask when I’ve finished. 

“We’ll go to the shore, hunt some fish maybe go for a swim if we have time and gather some rocks, the boys need them for sling shots” he told me.

“Okay lets go”,I say rising from my seat. 

 The two of make our way down to the ocean. I sit up on some of the rocks as he collects some.

 “So you do realize that you only have five days left here with me and my boys before you have to decide” Pan said. 

How does he think that I don’t know that. 

“I know, why did you bring it up?” I ask. “Just reminding you that it is your choice and that you don’t have to do what you think the others want, do what you want to” he swooned sweeping his messy brown hair out of his face

“Thank you Pan, thank you for saying what I already know, why don’t you try a different approach to making me stay with you” I snarl at him.

“Hey don’t give me that tone” he smiles.

“Or what” I challenge.

Quick as a flash he lunges towards me but I saw that coming so I grab his out stretched hand, twists it behind his back and whispers “Do you want to try that again”.

What I didnt realise was that we wear now standing right next to the water. One tap and I’ll fall in and probably bang my head right off a rock. Pan you clever mo…….

I’m interrupted by my thoughts when he puts one leg behind my knee and I fall, my arms release him as I plunge into the water.

I can’t swim. I go into panic mode. Last time I was in the water was when I first came here. I can’t breathe nor find my way back up to the surface. The waves keep dragging me down and I can feel the sea weed wrapping itself around me pulling my further and further down. 

I think this is surely it. I just see the face of the man again, suddenly it captivates my mind. His face is becoming clearer. The water must be jogging my memory or something. Either way I won’t be able to live to find out who it was. Or what happened to my lost girls.

PANS POV

It’s her fault, she shouldn’t have challenged me like that. She knew what I was capable of. Anyway I dive into the water after her, but not for a good few seconds. At least then next time she’ll think twice.

After I drag her unconscious body out of the water some of the lost boys arrive, looking for the stones and wondering why we were gone so long. Always loyal.

“Drag her back to camp, put her up in her tree house and grab some wet towels to place over her head wound” he orders. 

All the lost boys do as I say but for some reason Feilix stays behind.

“Felix, you heard me” I threaten.

“One moment boss, I’m just going to collect some more” he said not looking at me.

“Meet us at back at camp” I reply. I can trust Felix.

FELIX’S POV

Once Pan had gone Teresa as planned came out of her hiding spot.

“Good, I thought they’d never leave” she said strutting over to me.

Teresa and I met a few months back, we kept whatever is going on between us a secret from everybody. She was a bit reluctant at first but soon warmed up to me. 

“is Y/N okay?” she asked.

“I’m afraid I have some bad news, Y/NS dead” I told her.

She looked slightly taken aback, she looked at me as if she knew I was lying. But then she seemed to believe me. She’s like that, she’ll believe almost anything you tell her.

“I have to go know sweet heart but I’ll see you soon enough” I tell her, my hand strokes her cheek and I run off after Pan.

I like Teresa I really do, but I need her to believe Y/N is dead, if she does then she knows she can’t run the lost girls, she’ll join us and and we will get to see each other every day. It’s the perfect plan.

TERESA’S POV

I cannot wait for when i can stop this acting. That boy is revolting but Y/N thought it would be very helpful to have and insider somewhat on our side.

As if I believe that Y/N is gone, I saw her fall in and that wasn’t nearly enough time to kill her. I hope shE’s alright though. If I know her I’d say she freaked the hell out, and maybe she saw that mans face again. I dont know but it might have jogged something in her memory.

I’ll see her soon enough. I have a plan, a plan that even Y/N would be proud of.

PANS POV

Y/N still hadnt awoken but i checked her pulse a few times so she is alive alright.

I was over by the fire with Felix playing target practice. We placed the apple on top of a tree branch and I got ready to shoot.

That’s when we heard Y/N screaming-

“I REMEMBER, KILLIAN JONES, I NEED TO GET BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

-and it was in that moment I knew I had lost all chance at her staying.

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