One minute I’m like: I want to see my adorable lil cupcake genius pretty boy. Nothing else matters in the world, @ god pls give me Spencer Reid, he is everything I ever wanted!
The next minute: Matthew Gray Gubler is the definition of perfect! He is the love of my life, a ray of sunshine in the dark world. I want him for my own selfish reasons. His smile makes me wanna cry of happiness.
Summary: For @bookofreid ‘s writing challenge. I know I haven’t written something on here for ages and this is a small drabble like piece, revolving around life with Spencer. Hope you enjoy it!
Prompt: I thought I knew what love was until I met you.
My arms wrap around your torso, snuggling into the right side of your body. My head laying to rest on your chest.
I can hear your heart beating, strong and steady. The sheer calmness I feel just hearing it pump every second underneath me is like liquid relief pumping through my veins.
My left hand can’t help but glide over your bare skin, loving the way it feels against mine, loving the warmth radiating from you. A blissful smile graces my lips and close my eyes, I wish I could freeze time so we could be like this forever, I wish that you could be here with me like this every night instead of once in a blue moon. I know work is important to you and it’s your passion, I’ll always support you with it but It would nice to have you home more often.
My movements cease for a second before I reach down for your hand. At first I press our palms flat together, as if seeing who has larger hands, which of course is you, mine are tiny. My heart flutters and pumps that tiny bit faster. I can feel the cold metal of your wedding ring and that ripples through me.
You’re mine.
I thought I knew what love was..
Until I met you.
My whole world changed, it just imploded in on itself. I don’t believe in love at first sight, but your big brown eyes had me lost on a trail alone in the woods, stranded and helpless. My days suddenly seemed to revolve around your quirky facts and never ending statistics. Somewhere along the way I realised that I didn’t wanna be without those things, that I didn’t wanna be without you.
I know in the deepest depths of me that there is nothing I would rather do anymore then wait up all night for you to come home from work. To see that gorgeous smile or hear the most bubbly, infectious laughter come from your lips. Watch you sip at your ridiculously sweet cup of coffee and see your eyes light up at the mention of watching Doctor Who.
My fingers part yours as I lace our hands together now. Our energies twisting together and becoming one. My hearts feels like it’s been flipped inside out, I could just burst with happiness. You are everything I didn’t know that I wanted, but I’m so glad you came bursting into world and caused a fuss because I’m the happiness I have ever been and I’m not going anywhere.
I’M HAVING A MOMENT!! I JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW MATTHEW GRAY GUBLER CAN BE SO F*#KING BEAUTIFUL. I’M HAVING A BREAK DOWN OVER THIS GORGEOUS CREATURE. JUST DONE WITH LIFE!
Dedicated to: @bookofreid - because its your birthday and you deserve all the love in the world. I know its not much, I hope it suffices.
My head buried into his shoulder.
Such a simple movement, a raw sign of affection that set my
body ablaze. His plaid pajama top had ridden up the slightest and my hands gravitated
towards his bare skin, greedily soaking him in for my own pleasure. There is something
so intoxicatingly irresistible about him, something that makes me want him in
the most impossible way possible. My limbs feel like jelly as my name pours
from his lips, I feel myself slipping into him, into his oblivion.
How come it is only now I realise how much I wanted this?
That I’d been denying myself the most magnificent treasure chest of all time.
His fingers leisurely trailed up my back, leaving me
completely breathless, my body flushes in the most delicious way. He doesn’t
even know how enticing he is, how tempted I am to let myself become his.
I could get used to this.
He turned, eyes tenderly portraying his
personality. Tongue sweeping over his undeniable lips. I choked out a version
of his name, not realising I was being rendered so speechless. His hand coaxed
my chin to look up at him, as if I wasn’t already. The infectious smile painted
on his face made my insides melt like an ice cream on a hot summers day. His
voice was soft and pleading as the words he spoke hit my brain. Ignoring every
red light, I delved into him.
I think this was because I’m not good with change. As
mentioned before in these reviews, I love Emily, so bloody much. And at the end
of season 7, I felt as though her departure was ripping apart the BAU family,
especially after they had all been reunited again finally.
I felt as though Blake’s introduction was very sudden, she
just became a part of the team very quick and I know Morgan had doubts, but
that wasn’t really my issue. It was more that we knew nothing about her and I
thought she seemed very arrogant.
However, over the last season I have gotten to know her
better and she doesn’t actually seem that bad. She does have a straight
forwardness about her that I don’t like. I see that in Spencer too but it
really works for his character and it isn’t as harsh. Spencer defiantly takes a
liking to her and I think she is really good for him, someone he would really
confide in and talk with about his own nerdy stuff.
Overall I think she’s a good part of the team and has
something new to offer, in saying that, no one in my eyes will live up to
Prentiss.
The Replicator. I thought this was a fantastic story ark
that brought something new and refreshing to the shows usual crimes. From the
beginning I was captivated by the idea of this unsub and only became more interested the more I found out. I will
admit that the final reveal of him wasn’t exactly what I expected and was a
little disappointing. Although Erin died and that was not expected at all. It was a good episode but the things revealed were once again much to sudden for my liking, for instance Rossi and Strauss dating.
Zugzwang. “It’s a chess term. It describes the point in a
game when a player realizes he’ll inevitably be checkmated.” – Reid
Possibly the most devastating part of this season for a Reid
girl like myself was episode 12. I knew Maeve dying was going to happen yet that
information didn’t make me feel any better about it. I would say that I’m very
emotionally attached to Spencer, also, not a good thing. All I can say is that
seeing Spencer so down, killed me. I hated it and although I did like Maeve’s
character I was kinda glad she died.
Season Eight sure was interesting yet incredibly overwhelming.
I am really, really glad that I’m finished and can’t wait for season nine.
Write 10 pages in one go, holy shit, my hands won’t stop moving, Imma get this fic done in like 2 hours WUT
I forgot how to English, oh god, write one sentence, watch 3 movies, write another sentence, the ideas are there but they just won’t come out how the frick do I end this, this Word Document has been open for over a week WELP
Write 10 pages in one go, holy shit, my hands won’t stop moving, Imma get this fic done in like 2 hours WUT
I forgot how to English, oh god, write one sentence, watch 3 movies, write another sentence, the ideas are there but they just won’t come out how the frick do I end this, this Word Document has been open for over a week WELP