Hey babes. I’m a bit busy with school but I’ll be back on soon xx

Summary: 2009!Phan Dan and Phil have Skype sex for the first time, but Dan becomes uncomfortable with his body halfway through and comfort ensues.

A/N: I’ve been obsessed with these kinds of fics lately. Plus I just got a new Bulbusaur plushie xx Please send me random asks as I have boring things to do during the next few days and need a distraction

Warnings: Smut, Mutual Masturbation

Word Count: 1014

“Oh my god, you’re such a nerd.”

“You know you love it, Daniel. Do not resist the houseplant!” Phil brought his new Bulbusaur plushie directly up to the webcam.

“Sorry, Bulbusaur. I’m taken.” Phil made a whimper, imitating his stuffed toy.

“S’where’d you get that bad boy?”

“I ordered him online.” 

“Of course.” Dan rolled his eyes slightly.

“Everything’s cheaper when it’s from Asia.” Phil defended.

Dan let out a content hum. “I missed you.”

“I missed you.”

“We haven’t talked in almost 3 days, Philly. That’s gotta be a new record.” He giggled at how attached Dan had become.

“How’ve you been, love?”

Dan thought a moment, before letting the corners of his lips curve up. “Horny.”

“Daaann!” Phil whined.

“Yes, Philip?”

“When are you going to stop?”

Dan sighed. “Okay, I’ll stop. I get it.”

Phil immediately saw Dan’s mood drop. Over the last month, Dan had been constantly pushing for the two to go past their casual on-screen flirting, into something a bit more intimate. Acknowledging Dan’s little sexual experience, Phil didn’t want to dive into anything too quickly. Especially, something Dan wasn’t ready for.

“Bear?”

“Hm?” Dan looked up.

“You know I want to.”

“If you wanted to, then we would be doing that right now.”

“Sweetheart, its not-”

“I know you don’t think I am, but I’m ready Phil. I’m not as innocent as think.” Dan’s voice turned to a whisper, “Please.”

And just like that, Phil caved in.

“Okay. Okay, love, okay.”

“Wait, really?”

Phil didn’t reply as he began repositioning the webcam to reveal the shorts Phil was wearing, but not so that his face was completely cut out.

“Dan, you’re absolutely sure?”

He simply nodded and Phil then brought his right hand to rest directly atop his crotch.

“Hey, baby.” His voice dropped an octave.

Dan felt the blood rush to his cheeks. He could feel himself growing excited as well. He sat still watching as Phil pulled the shirt off his back. Dan had never seen Phil shirtless before and damn did he never want to stop. Short dark hair lightly covered the older man’s chest.

“Oh god.” Dan let out a shaky breath.

‘What’s wrong, Dan? See something you like?” A smirk was plastered on Phil’s face.

The hand that was once still, had now been pulling at the zipper on Phil’s shorts, until the pants had become loose enough to be easily pulled off. His large bulge was now completely visible to Dan.

“P-phil, I need, um.”

“What do you need, love?”

“To, uh,” Dan moaned softly, “To t-touch myself.”

“By all means.”

Dan’s hands became no longer visible on the screen as they quickly went below Phil’s range of vision. His fingers roughly pushed back his waistband as he brushed against his full length. Dan’s eyes immediately turned back to Phil.

Teasingly, Phil had been pulling his own waistband down just before the tip of his dick and then bringing it back up again, causing Dan to let out a series of agitated grunts.

After minutes of torture, he had finally gave Dan what he wanted. Phil swiftly pulled off his boxers completely past his thighs, revealing his whole cock.

Dan gasped, surprised at seeing Phil for the first time. “Phil.”

Phil’s fingers wrapped around his base, just before, at a slow pace, rubbing up and down his length.

“Baby,” Phil couldn’t stop himself from moaning now, either. “You’re so beautiful.”

Dan had been no stop rubbing as well. Phil’s was huge. Like porn huge. And Dan wasn’t sure how he had become so lucky as to have to this beautiful boy, sitting before him like this, and calling him…beautiful? Just as Dan had been falling into complete bliss, his mind began telling him different.

He’s fully naked and you’re just sitting here, fully clothed, like a little bitch.

On cue, Dan started to tug on his shirt. It wasn’t fair to Phil, if he didn’t get a bit of a show himself. Once, his shirt was off, Dan went to lower the camera, but stopped himself a second before.

Dan looked down, embarrassment clearly showing on his face. Phil stopped his motions. The moment he noticed Dan’s expression, he brought the camera to fully show his face once more.

“Dan?”

Dan let out a sob. “I’m sorry.”

“Dan? Bear, what’s wrong?”

“I’m sorry, Phil. I can’t. I ca..I’m sorry..”

Dan shuffled around for his t-shirt and immediately threw it back on. Tears were still streaming down his face and Phil was in complete confusion.

“Dan? Are you okay? Did I do something wrong? What did I do? I’m sor-”

“No!” Dan wiped his nose. “No, I’m sorry. I’m just..I’m just so ugly t-that I couldn’t.” And he was sobbing again.

“Oh, love.” Phil shushed him.

“I’m sorry.” Dan choked.

“What on earth are you on about, Dan?” Dan looked up. “You’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever laid eyes on. There is not a single inch of you that is ugly. That is not a word that should be in Daniel Howell’s vocabulary. Unless it’s me your talking about of course.”

This earned Phil a soft giggle. “Phil, that’s not true. You’re gorgeous. I don’t deserve you.”

“You deserve so much more than me.”

Now feeling ridiculous, Dan ceased his tears. “I’m sorry.”

“Don’t ever apologize to me, okay? Oh, but, Dan, if you’re truly not ready for something please-”

“I’m sorry, Phil. I really thought I was. Do you want to keep going to finish off um-”

“No. No, bear, I’m okay. And I know. We’ll try again soon, if you still want. I just don’t ever want to see you hurt like that. Seeing you cry is so incredibly painful for me.”

“I love you, Phil.”

“I love you, too.” Phil thought if he continued looking at this boy any longer, he would explode, but was somehow unable to tear his eyes away. “I want to kiss you.”

“When can I visit?”

“This upcoming holiday. Please come. Please let me finally meet you.”

“Wouldn’t miss it for the world.”