[SUMMARY: Negan and Emma part two.]
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Throughout the drive back to the sanctuary you remained completely silent.
“I’m happy your coming back.” Negan decided to say after minutes of silence. He looked over at you when...

[SUMMARY: Negan and Emma part two.]
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Throughout the drive back to the sanctuary you remained completely silent.
“I’m happy your coming back.” Negan decided to say after minutes of silence. He looked over at you when you didn’t say a word, he expected you not to speak to him but he still didn’t like it. You stayed staring out the window as tears continued to fall from your eyes. Angrily he looked back at the road gripping the wheel tightly. He was mad at himself that he made you feel this way and couldn’t change it.
“I’ll have a room set up for you tonight.” He assured you knowing you wouldn’t be staying with him anymore.

When you arrived back to the community everyone stared curiously at you. But mostly curiously at Negan, in the all the time they had spent with him he had never shown this side of himself.

That night Negan prepared a room for you next door.
“Here this is yours.” He held the key out to you, without a word you took it from his hand and walked away.
You stayed in bed not wanting to face anyone, it’s like every day had a new horrible surprise in store for you. You could hear the men speaking about you, speaking about Negan and you just wanted it all to stop.

Negan entered the dining room instantly silencing his men.
“Hey man…we ok?” One of the men bravely but nervously asked him.
“Pour me a drink.” Negan answered flatly.
“What’s up with that chick, why’d she freak out when we spoke about that group from the RV?” Joe couldn’t help but ask. Negans body tensed up at the question right before he took a shot.
“New rule, we don’t talk about those people anymore. Now pour me another fucking drink.” He slammed his glass down in front of Joe who proceeded to pour him the drink.

Negan later on that night retreated to his room wanting so badly to change how he felt. Why the fuck did you have such control over him in such a short matter of time. He threw himself on the bed when he felt something funny on his lower back. He reached under him to find a bracelet and to his surprise the name “Emma” was engraved in the silver. He sighed staring at it, missing your touch and your laugh. That one night he had with you made him forget he was in a broken world.

Half asleep you lay on your bed when you heard a knock on your door. Annoyed, you stood up curious of who it could be.
“Who is it?” You called out standing on the other side.
“It’s me.” Negans voice made your heart jump. You didn’t even understand why, he was a bad man and you were beyond angry with him.
“Would you just open, you left something in my room. Just wanted to give it to you.”
“Keep it.” You answered rather quickly.
“It’s a silver bracelet. You sure you wanna do that.” He leaned his arm against the door way.
“Shit.” You muttered to yourself taking a look at your empty wrist.
Your brother had given you that bracelet.
Slowly you opened the door hiding half your face behind it.
“Give it.”
He took a deep breath, he felt like he hadn’t seen in you forever.
“Not until you let me in.”
You couldn’t believe him, this man had more guts than anyone you’d ever known.
“Just give it to me Negan.”
“I want to talk about us. Let me in Emma.” He responded stubbornly.
“No!” You suddenly yelled letting your whole face show now.
“I don’t wanna talk to you, you told me you’d leave me alone!”
“Well I lied!” He yelled back loudly.
“Theres nothing to talk about, there is no us!” Tears began to form in your eyes as you continued.
“There’s no way in hell I’d ever be with a sick man like you!” You gasped driven with such anger.
You had never seen such a tough looking man look more hurt.
Speechless he stayed staring at you.
“Now give it to me and leave me alone.” Your voice low as you pulled your bracelet out of his hand and slammed the door in his face.
Negan didn’t bother to stop you. How could he, he knew you had every right to feel the way you did. But that did not stop him from being angry at the situation. Negan furiously slammed his fist by your door and walked off. You cried silently in bed holding your bracelet close to your heart. Angry and confused, but even more angry at the fact that despite what this man had done you couldn’t help how you were feeling. You almost felt guilty at the words that you threw at him but then you wiped your tears off and decided to let it be.
“He deserved that.” You tried to convince yourself. And he did, that and more, but your mind was not agreeing with your heart.

A few weeks passed and you continued to ignore Negan. You would catch him sometimes watching you but wouldn’t say a word. He would quietly leave you little treats outside your door like a plate of freshly grown oranges. Except you never knew it was him and he kept it that way not wanting you to stubbornly turn away food. Instead you figured it was the mother next door just trying to be welcoming.

That night Negan and his men had stayed out enjoying the good weather. Kids played outside, it felt like a small block party.
It almost made you forget about the walkers roaming the land a few miles away. You decided to step out and instantly made friends with one of the children’s uncles. He wasn’t sitting with the rest of the men, as a matter of fact he explained how he never was apart of their “missions”. He was the doctor of the group, nobody seemed to like him but they needed him. His name was Ben. Negan watched closely as the two of you spoke and laughed.
“Why aren’t you having any drinks?!” Ben asked with a smile before pouring a tall glass for you.
“I really shouldn’t.” You giggled not wanting to, but then you figured why not? Everyone was having fun, letting loose and just in a good mood so you went on ahead and began to drink.
Negan breathed deeply irritated from afar not enjoying himself one bit when he heard a commotion coming from out back. Two of his men were fighting, being the leader he had to take control of it, now.
“Joe.” He called out to one of his men who sat at the table enjoying a cold beer.
“Don’t take your eyes off of her, I’ll be back in a minute.” Negan instructed Joe who quietly agreed and continued laughing with the guys as Negan went on his way.

Ben acted like a college student, life of the party, everything was fun.
“Im freaking glad someone like you is here.” You laughed semi drunk.
“Really?” Ben asked with a wide smile, drunk himself.
“Think we should go somewhere where we could be alone?”
Again you thought to yourself, why not? It was rare to feel good at all in this life and you just wanted to forget everything even if it was just for the night. You laughed as the two of you made your way to the front of your door. At one moment you stopped and couldn’t help but look back at Negan. He was busy pulling two men apart, of course you’d rather have been going to your room with him. But quickly you reminded yourself the truth. Ben pulled you in and immediately began kissing you. You went along with it but didn’t feel right, not even drunk.

Negan returned to the table with the rest of the Saviors and immediately noticed you gone.
“Where’s Emma?” He looked at Joe who was distracted having a few laughs.
“Where is she?!” He asked again his voice louder causing Joe to look at him.
“I-I don’t know man, she was there a minute ago.”
“God dammit, can’t count on you assholes for anything.” Negan took off power walking to your door when he heard your moans. Rage instantly shot through him as he broke down your door.
“Negan!” You yelled.
He found you in your bra being touched and kissed by Ben. His lip curled with anger at the scene before him as Ben stared in shock.
“You!” Negan charged towards him pulling him by his throat.
“Negan no!” You screamed as you watched him shove Ben out of the room by his face. He didn’t bother to fight back, terrified he ran off.
“What is wrong with you!” You yelled stumbling to your feet a little drunk.
“Put on some fucking clothes.” Negan picked up your shirt from the floor and threw it at you. Angrily you took the shirt and threw it back at him.
“No! You-”
“I what?!” He cut you off.
“Is this what you do? Get drunk and let whoever you’re with fuck you!?"He continued.
How dare he, you thought to yourself..how fucking dare he.
"What the hell do you care? Huh? You don’t give a shit about me.” You couldn’t be any further from the truth.
“Is that what you want? You want me to let some asshole fuck you and use you?!” Negan snapped.
“I didn’t want to fuck him…I didn’t want him!” You yelled stumbling your way towards Negan.
“I wanted you..-” you slurred. The alcohol getting the best of you.
“But I hate you…” You threw your fists into his chest weakly losing your balance when Negan held you up. He looked down at you with a sad frown.
“Come on..sit down.” His tone a lot smoother than earlier.
“No!” You pushed at him again stumbling backwards as he tried to hold on to you.
“Why did you have to…find me…and help me..” You couldn’t help but suddenly fall against his chest and start crying. Finally you had stopped fighting him. He felt you tremble in his arms as he held you tight.
“Oh Emma.” He muttered leaning his chin on your head. Without saying anything he lifted you up in his arms as you hid your face in the crook of neck. You let him take you to his room. He lay you on his bed as you turned and quickly fell asleep. He couldn’t help but chuckle at how fast you’d fall asleep with liquor in your system. He brushed your hair back with his fingers and smiled. God it felt nice to have you in his bed again. He took a set of covers and put them over you as you slept.

Hours later you awoke with a pounding headache once again.
“Ow..” You whispered sitting up slowly. You were a bit confused as to what was going on, you remembered bits and pieces of screaming at Negan, then falling in his arms. But you were confused to find yourself without a shirt on in Negans bed when he walked in.
“Negan..” You whispered pulling the covers up.
“Nothing I haven’t seen before.” He smirked standing at the foot of the bed.
“Did we…” You looked down a bit embarrassed.
“No.” He couldn’t help but hold back a smile before walking over to your bedside. You looked away awkwardly remembering most of what you had told him. It was truly how you felt but you didn’t imagine it coming out that way.
“Still hate me?” He sat on the corner of the bed next to you.
“I wish I could.."you whispered. And it was true, you couldn’t hate this man. He made you feel so good in more ways than one.
"Is that a no?” The charming smile that you couldn’t resist appeared on his face.
“Negan.."you looked down at your bracelet. It was so hard for you…how could you be with someone who did this. But he was good to you, he helped you and he insisted that he was only trying to protect his community, which is what Rick would do. He moved closer as you hesitated on what to say. You could see him staring at your lips wanting to feel them so badly.
"Come on..” He whispered before slowly leaning in and kissing your lips gently. You couldn’t resist him. You kissed him back letting the covers drop from your chest.
“Mmm..” He looked down and slowly moved your bra strap to the side.
“No…” You smiled gently pushing him away making him jokingly put a pouting face.
“Nothing for Negan?” He smiled.
“Not yet..” You giggled.
“Fine.” He laughed when you suddenly remembered him breaking your door.
“I can’t believe you broke my door last night, how am I suppose to have any privacy now.” You shoved him jokingly.
“You don’t need it, you won’t be staying there anymore..which reminds me-” he stood up.
“I gotta take care of Ben.”
“No!” You took him by his arm pulling him back down on the bed.
“I wasn’t gonna hurt him too bad.” He smirked.
“No, just stay here you big idiot.” You kissed him again, it felt nice.
“Oh I’ll stay.” He smiled continuing to kiss you.
“And don’t you call me an idiot ever again.” He squeezed you in a playful manner.
“Just keep kissing me.”
And you definitely did.

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