“Everybody goes through, I guess something like this. But I didn’t really understand it and I have no other option but to laugh at it at this point cause everyones asks "Why do you still stay?” and I’m like “ I guess… I dont love myself first”. That’s it, it’s not really… Thats it. (…) When I was on, when I was on stage and I was thinking of… I felt like I know him and I know his heart and I know what he wouldn’t do to hurt me. But I didn’t realize that I-I-I feeling so confident, feeling so great about myself and then it just be completely shattered by one thing. By something so stupid. But then he’d make me feel crazy, make me feel like it’s my fault… I was in pain. (…) He doesn’t know who I am anymore and it doesn’t matter because I guess I picked someone that was gonna break my heart…“