Prologue
6 months ago
You woke up feeling sick and tired and moody. Jimin already left to go practice so you’re all by yourself (again). Maybe it was your period. Oh well, you got out of bed and you cooked yourself some eggs. The smell was off, all of sudden you threw up in the toilet. You cleaned yourself and the bathroom. And you look at yourself in the mirror. The shirt looks pretty tight around your hips. You took a step back and realize you had a tiny bulge on you lower abdomen. Looking at it from both sides. “Hmm” ‘maybe’ you thought.
You went to go buy 3 pregnancy tests. You purchased them near your local pharmacy.You went to the bathroom and took your pregnancy tests. You left them there and went outside to check up on Jimin.
From: Babe
Hey I had to leave early I’m sorry Y/N I promise I’ll make it up to you(:
Love you
Jimin~
You sighed this isn’t the first time either. You don’t bother replying because he isn’t going to reply.
You looked back at the bathroom, nervous to see the results. What if you are pregnant? Would it be good news?
You opened the door covering your eyes until you picked up one and put it in front of you.
You opened your eyes and you see 2 pink lines “Oh my gosh!”.
You wanted to tell Jimin in the cutest way ever. You found a tiny box and put the the pregnancy tests in there and put a blue and pink bow around it. And you put it on the counter.You waited in the living so you can tell him. You checked your phone “10:30 pm, ok I’ll wait just a bit longer” you end up falling asleep until you hear the door open.
“What’s this” you heard him say. He opened the box and you heard a gasp. “No no no..” He kept repeating. You got up from the couch “what do you mean no?”. He looked at you then your stomach . “Please tell me this is some joke or something Y/N” he sounded desperate.
“How the hell is this suppose to be a joke Jimin?” You snapped at him.
“You don’t want to have a baby or what".
“Is that why you’ve been ignoring me for 3 months now?” He looked at you.
“Me ‘ignoring’ you is called working, you know paying bills, this place, food and clothes!” He snapped at you.
“Why are you giving me an attitude? I work as well not only you” you snapped back.
“Because you’re mad that I’m ignoring but you know that I’m working my ass for us.”
“ you think I like ignoring you? Well guess what you’re right, you’re always asking me where did I go and what did I do and what time am I coming home. Give me space Y/N!” He yelled at you.
“ check your phone right now Jimin”
He hesitated but he around he finds his phone. “ look at the last message I sent you.”
You see him scrolling through his phone “when was the last time I texted you? And say it out loud ”
“ 1 month ago” .
“How about my last phone call?” You needed him to hear that you are right.
2 months ago” he was looking at the message you sent him..
You turned away from him so you can fix yourself.
‘Don’t cry don’t cry’ you repeated to yourself
“I’ve stopped trying Jimin, every time I try I feel like I’m talking to a wall. You wouldn’t answer me for months and weeks. I know your work is important,but I’m still your wife”
He dropped his phone on the floor and tried to grab your hand. You backed away from him.
“Y/N…..” He whispers trying to look for the one he fell in love with but all he saw was nothing.
“Do you love me?” You whispered to him.
“Of course i do, you’re my world Y/N” he said honestly.
“What about the baby?”
He let go of your hand and sat down on the couch “the baby… It’s too soon too have a baby, I’m busy with our comeback and I’m never home and our relationship right now is unstable .” He drew out a breath “ I don’t want the baby now, it will ruin all of our hard work, our manager will get mad at me-” you cut him off by raising you hand.
You walked back into your room and locked it. He followed after you “Y/N?”.. You looked at the pictures of you and Jimin on your desk. You screamed and you wiped all of them off the table. All of them crashing and shattering against the floor. “Y/N! Open this door!” You hear him yelling and banging the door. You threw all the sheets off the bed and pillows, everything off the desks. You were panting for air, all this adrenaline is rushing through your body. You took a few deep breaths. You picked up your car keys and opened the door to see Jimin in front of you. You shrugged past him.
“What the hell Y/N? Are you insane?” He looked in the destroyed room. He turned around and ran towards you. Blocking your way from the door.
“Move” you hiss at him.
“I am not moving till you calm down Y/N, we need to talk,” he is serious this time.
“ when did we ever talk Jimin? The only 'talking’ we ever did was when you text me every night saying you won’t be home! And you already made your choice, you don’t want the baby,” you turned around and walked away towards the living room.
“I do want the baby I do, but it is not the right time for a baby and you know it” trying to convince you.
“Do you want me to have an abortion?” You yelled at him, balling your fists.
He rubbed his face and groaned. “Of course not, we can think of something Y/N,” he was begging now.
“Is it me or your job Jimin?“ You said slowly.
“Are you serious!” He groaned.
“Just answer me now”
You waited and waited until you hear his phone ring. It went straight to voicemail. “Hey Jimin Its Namjoon I was wondering if you already bought our plane tickets to go to USA. Remember we have booked 10 concerts for 8 weeks we can’t let them down, call me when your free”.
“ I already know the answer now” you hissed at him. Running out the door with your keys pushing the elevator button. It is so slow!
“Y/N! Wait I can explain-”
“No, I’m done Jimin,”
You were out of patience and you ran towards the stairs. He was right behind and he grabbed your shoulder but you pulled away from him. Causing you to lose your balance and fall down a flight of stairs hitting your head several times until you were almost unconscious.
“Y/N!” He ran down the stairs being careful with the blood evrywhere.
Everything was getting blurry and you felt pain all over your head. You feel something wet on the side of your head.
“Y/N! Stay with me please! Don’t close your eyes!” He rushed to get his phone out of his pocket and dial 911
“Umm yes my wife just fell down a flight of stairs and hit her head and she’s bleeding a lot”
“12 1st street east entrance thank you please hurry!”
He hang up and put his arms around you. Holding you to his chest.
He’s crying now “please don’t leave me I’m sorry for not paying attention to you I’m sorry for not telling you about the concerts. I want to have the baby with you, just come back to me” he sobbed. He wiped away the blood from your forehead and kissed it.
“I need you Y/N”
You begin to lose consciousness.
You don’t know what happened to you. Everything is getting dark, cold and silent. You don’t feel anymore pain. You see a white bright light and it consumes you
pulling you in.
And you let it.
Message
This was pretty rough to write but I pulled through. I had so many ideas but it didn’t made sense it was too much blah and blah. I decided to write the prologue and not part 2. I wanted to give you guys a little more information(: hopefully you guys love it
You can always request(:
~ashtonxbts~
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